i sincerely apologize for all the damage i've caused.

[evanschmitt2]

Save perhaps for MJ and Hil, I've seemed to have methodically disenfranchised anyone and everyone who was at any point 'my friend'. Basically I've had a streak of pissing people off; I'm incapable of sustaining friendships

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[othehumanity]

geez, uh, evan you're not a horrible person and i consider you my friend.
poker sometime soon!

[___waltzes]

we weren't saying that Evan is a horrible person, because that he is not.
we were just saying that he causes more bad than good, which i dont think
he really means to do, but nevertheless he does and maybe he should figure out
a way to cure this because it's hindering friendships that were once great
friendships, is all i was saying.

[evanschmitt2]

well I don't mean to do any of that shit, and I don't want to do it. It just kind of happened. And I don't really know how to "cure" it.

[fruit_loop_234]

yeah.... being jealous of them, and trying to keep them apart..... how is that NOT wanting to do "any of that shit?"

"it just kind of happened." trying to keep people apart and setting them against each other doesn't "just happen."

[evanschmitt2]

But it's not like I woke up one morning and thought "how can I possibly make all my friends miserable?".

And I don't even know what your problem is -save for the flashlight incident.

[fruit_loop_234]

it becomes my problem when two of my very good friends were affected by what you did and almost didnt stay together because of the things that you said.

im glad that we disconnected from you, because as soon as we did, all the problems were resolved, and we realized that you were the source of our discontent.

plus, you werent exactly the nicest person, insinuating things about my family and the situation it was in that were hurtful and unforgivable.

[evanschmitt2]

What I did, and what I said were wrong. I know that and I apologized. If I could take it all back I would, but I can't so there's really nothing else I can do exept apologize and not do it again.

And I'm sorry that you feel that way, but you can't be mad about what "almost" happened.

Oh, I didn't ever say anything hurtful about your family. And as for "insinuating" hurtful and unforgivable things, that could have just as easily been you interpreting incorrectly.

[evanschmitt2]

thanks, Kelle!