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WHY THE FUCK AM I POSTING THIS?!?!?! shit just makes me feel bad.
hello. i just feel like getting some shit off my chest. i know i have no reason to be irritated but it is sort of bothering me...no. it's really fucking bothering me that amy will never love me as much as she loves brian. everyday i read about it. it just seems like shit always goes wrong when they're together. oh fuck. i really gotta shut the hell up about this shit, or my ass is done. i just get a bad, straight from the gut feeling that something is going to go wrong and she's going to get her heart broken. fuck. i just feel like shit and i'm taking it out in the wrong ways. she's happy, and i should be fine with that. but no, i'm too fucking sappy to leave 'well enough' alone. i am too fucking stupid too realize that i have no chance and that i should just shut the fuck up. fuck what i say. and fuck what i know. because i don't know shit. i have no idea what the fuck i'm talking about and i should shut up while i still can. i feel like such shit right now. i just love her so much and i won't give it up and now i feel like shit. wow. that just shows how much of a poor fucking sap i am. my life is so fucked up, i have no idea what else to say. i thru in the lyrics to fall out boy's 'grand theft autumn' because thats kind of like how i feel right now. enjoy.
when i wake up i'm willing to take my chances
on the hope you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
you need him. i could be him
i could be an accident but i'm still trying
that's more than i can say for him.
where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman.
maybe he won't find out what i know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.
someday i'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...
but for the meantime i'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up
with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon
"if love is a labor, i'll slave til the end. i won't cross these streets until you hold my hand."
- rise against "swing life away"
hello. i just feel like getting some shit off my chest. i know i have no reason to be irritated but it is sort of bothering me...no. it's really fucking bothering me that amy will never love me as much as she loves brian. everyday i read about it. it just seems like shit always goes wrong when they're together. oh fuck. i really gotta shut the hell up about this shit, or my ass is done. i just get a bad, straight from the gut feeling that something is going to go wrong and she's going to get her heart broken. fuck. i just feel like shit and i'm taking it out in the wrong ways. she's happy, and i should be fine with that. but no, i'm too fucking sappy to leave 'well enough' alone. i am too fucking stupid too realize that i have no chance and that i should just shut the fuck up. fuck what i say. and fuck what i know. because i don't know shit. i have no idea what the fuck i'm talking about and i should shut up while i still can. i feel like such shit right now. i just love her so much and i won't give it up and now i feel like shit. wow. that just shows how much of a poor fucking sap i am. my life is so fucked up, i have no idea what else to say. i thru in the lyrics to fall out boy's 'grand theft autumn' because thats kind of like how i feel right now. enjoy.
when i wake up i'm willing to take my chances
on the hope you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
you need him. i could be him
i could be an accident but i'm still trying
that's more than i can say for him.
where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman.
maybe he won't find out what i know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.
someday i'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...
but for the meantime i'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up
with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon
"if love is a labor, i'll slave til the end. i won't cross these streets until you hold my hand."
- rise against "swing life away"