Wow.
I'm a little embarrassed that I'm 18 and still using livejournal for more than just some simple looking back. MY LAST POST WAS TWO WEEKS AGO??? I feel like that was two or three days ago. WHAT THE FUCK? Where is my time going? At the same time, even though next to nothing has happened, a lot has changed in my own psyche. I know why, but I just don't know how to solve it. It's all so ambiguous and vague and subtle that I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it. I've never been good at subtlety.
I'll do what I can..
I'll do what I can..