feelin better
well i spent five days fuckin around doin shit...and now i am ready to get back to business.......i am working out and i promise will not EVER go off the wagon like that again ........i cannot...especially if i want to do this modeling/acting stuff......i am taking 8 mths off from school we'll see how it goes......hopefully i'll get some work.......not much to talk about.....my life is still going to busy but NOT quite as much i still have to finish this fire school stuff...oh i haven't written in awhile i think....i failed the hose pull they did not let me go to state so now i have to p/u with another class and practice on my own and study and go in june for the state test!!!!!SHITTY i have never failed @ anything...........hung out with my family last week which was nice parts anyway....except for the part where my psycho sister n law opened her mouth about something i told her personally!!!!! she was acting SOOOOO fake the whole night......it was WACKY...but it was nice seeing my nephew and niece.......she is going through an awful lot right now.....and all the stuff that is going on is creating a HUGE wall between her and her parents... her parents do not know how to sit and listen and really look @ why ARiel is doing what she is doing......i think she feels my brother doesn't love her and he doens't show it ...so being her @ 15 she feels alone........ dark......she wants attention and maybe she is getting it in the wrong places........
till later!!!!
till later!!!!