Your body is shaking too hard...
too much caffeine. at least i won't eat. argh...my body is burning...
I am waiting for a loan to come through. I am waiting for the American court system to not suck. I am waiting for a call that will never come. I am waiting to not be waiting.
A person i considered my friend told me to get over all this. I have come to realize that while he has no idea what he's talking about and has no right to judge or condemn, or even offer advice, he somewhat has a point. Unfortunatly for him and his advice, I don't give a rat's ass what he thinks anymore. I was completely over all this pointless bullshit until i realized it was going to continue for a while longer, and I'm still angry that i can't even write about it for fear of someone reading it. Growl. I am tired of waiting for this to be done. In my head it's all over. I am not going back there. I hate who I was forced to be. I am free, if they like it or not, I am free. Woot for me, eh?
The loan i will have to wait for though, but i have decided to buy a new G5. Yup. Then i creamed my pants thinking about how great my G5 would look in my new apartment. Now i need a cigarrette.
I am waiting for a loan to come through. I am waiting for the American court system to not suck. I am waiting for a call that will never come. I am waiting to not be waiting.
A person i considered my friend told me to get over all this. I have come to realize that while he has no idea what he's talking about and has no right to judge or condemn, or even offer advice, he somewhat has a point. Unfortunatly for him and his advice, I don't give a rat's ass what he thinks anymore. I was completely over all this pointless bullshit until i realized it was going to continue for a while longer, and I'm still angry that i can't even write about it for fear of someone reading it. Growl. I am tired of waiting for this to be done. In my head it's all over. I am not going back there. I hate who I was forced to be. I am free, if they like it or not, I am free. Woot for me, eh?
The loan i will have to wait for though, but i have decided to buy a new G5. Yup. Then i creamed my pants thinking about how great my G5 would look in my new apartment. Now i need a cigarrette.