Snow drifts and damaged negatives...
Man i wish i had a darkroom. All i wanna do is develop pictures right now for some reason. I have all these negatives in a box, and no lightbox with which to look at them. Annoying. As soon as i get back to Cali and get money I'm hittin' up the darkroom. I finally have the negs from the Nova Scotia trip years ago, so i can fuck around with those. I wanna combine a beach shot from LA, like a palm tree and water, and match it up with the 'scotia beach b/c they look so different and yet so the same. Maybe i'll just cut out the neg of the palm tree and combine it with the other one. i wonder how that would turn out. hmmmm.....
I'm typing horribly tonite.
i'm gonna curl up tonite and read the history of battling smallpox. No, seriously, it's called "The Speckled Monster". and it's NOT Barney. I'm such a geek. While i was waiting to leave for the airport monday i was curled up with "The Black Death in Europe". I love history.
The Daily Show isn't on tonite. I cry inside. The last time i saw it i was too drunk to fully appreciate how wonderful and perfect Jon Stewart is.
Tomorrow I'm gonna scan in pics of LA and crap. However, i do not know how to do LJ cut. I'm gonna have to do that before i put 'em up on here. Or maybe i won't...fuck you all. Let your buddy pages be exceptionally long.
So, i made a decision while listening to people talk last nite. It's such an obvious thing, too. I wish we'd never met
I smiled last nite. I've been doing it alot lately. But last nite was pure happiness. Elli opened that door and i swear i could have died during that hug. I have never been happier. It was pure jubilation. Serenity if you will. Nothing in the world was bad for those few seconds. Now i remember why i cried for so many nites, and curled up with pictures and comforted myself counting down days before i came home. Those fifteen seconds were so worth it. Seriously, if i ever became a lesbian...i would be her bitch. Ha. Typing that felt cool.
I've decided to start taking portraits of people in black and white film. no one will have a choice in this. I will be taking your pictures. More of the cute ones to hang on my wall next to my bed for those cold lonely nites, but some of the homeless people too. One of my friends from Cali had a bad time with a bum trying to steal his friend's camera. He refers to him as a "super bum". for intelligence's sake, from henceforth he'll be known as "Le Bum Supreme". Maybe just LBM for short. I thnk when go take pics of bums i'll pay Sean $5 to hurt the bums before i take their pictures. they should look beat up, shouldn't they? maybe he can knock down some old women too. Then again, he kinda failed at beating up LBM...how good is he gonna be as my one man goon squad? Jeremy would beat up bums. Dan's too Canadian. (they suck) Other sean would too. CJ would go NYC on people. Bet Fernando could do something Mexican to them. Wonderful. a FIVE man goon squad. That will at least give me time to run away. They'll die...but...seriously...I'd be okay.
Long entry. Don't care. Boston people! Call me up! I'm home til Jan 8. if i cut off your arms and cut off your legs....would you still love me anyway?
I'm typing horribly tonite.
i'm gonna curl up tonite and read the history of battling smallpox. No, seriously, it's called "The Speckled Monster". and it's NOT Barney. I'm such a geek. While i was waiting to leave for the airport monday i was curled up with "The Black Death in Europe". I love history.
The Daily Show isn't on tonite. I cry inside. The last time i saw it i was too drunk to fully appreciate how wonderful and perfect Jon Stewart is.
Tomorrow I'm gonna scan in pics of LA and crap. However, i do not know how to do LJ cut. I'm gonna have to do that before i put 'em up on here. Or maybe i won't...fuck you all. Let your buddy pages be exceptionally long.
So, i made a decision while listening to people talk last nite. It's such an obvious thing, too. I wish we'd never met
I smiled last nite. I've been doing it alot lately. But last nite was pure happiness. Elli opened that door and i swear i could have died during that hug. I have never been happier. It was pure jubilation. Serenity if you will. Nothing in the world was bad for those few seconds. Now i remember why i cried for so many nites, and curled up with pictures and comforted myself counting down days before i came home. Those fifteen seconds were so worth it. Seriously, if i ever became a lesbian...i would be her bitch. Ha. Typing that felt cool.
I've decided to start taking portraits of people in black and white film. no one will have a choice in this. I will be taking your pictures. More of the cute ones to hang on my wall next to my bed for those cold lonely nites, but some of the homeless people too. One of my friends from Cali had a bad time with a bum trying to steal his friend's camera. He refers to him as a "super bum". for intelligence's sake, from henceforth he'll be known as "Le Bum Supreme". Maybe just LBM for short. I thnk when go take pics of bums i'll pay Sean $5 to hurt the bums before i take their pictures. they should look beat up, shouldn't they? maybe he can knock down some old women too. Then again, he kinda failed at beating up LBM...how good is he gonna be as my one man goon squad? Jeremy would beat up bums. Dan's too Canadian. (they suck) Other sean would too. CJ would go NYC on people. Bet Fernando could do something Mexican to them. Wonderful. a FIVE man goon squad. That will at least give me time to run away. They'll die...but...seriously...I'd be okay.
Long entry. Don't care. Boston people! Call me up! I'm home til Jan 8. if i cut off your arms and cut off your legs....would you still love me anyway?