Nov 01, 2004 16:30
The state of NH will not send me an absentee ballot. i cannot vote. i suck. this sucks.
you know what doesn't suck? Netflix. Netflix rules.
The thought that i will never be able to vote in another election is a sad one and it makes me want to go back in time 1 year. Just one year, and everything could be different. There is one mistake i could and would remedy in a heartbeat. I was one day, one simple thing...one conversation i could take back. I don't care how it makes you feel, i would do it just to stop the hurt, just to stop the barrage of needless frustration. You were simply not worth my time.
I WISH WE'D NEVER MET
Something new and different. Something good i think, and it's high time to be me, and be able to be happy, because you made me so very miserable. I'm starting to remember how it felt to smile just knowing you were going to see someone that day, versus that scared feeling in my chest wondering if that was the day i would see him dragged off to jail. Then one day it happened and i wish i walked away and let her handle it.
But i can't change the past and i learned too much to really want to go back and reverse all this knowledge. I'm waking up while you're falling asleep. Fuck you all.
I know it's Crass, but it's true....it's dead. all dead. Steve-o was right, and you're just a jackass.
I'm taking up someone's time, I'm gonna go smile some more.
This is California Babylon my man....