A word from raven i have to note. and some other stuff
Im such a bitch but sometimes its the best thing to be. Like, if it prevents me from being more destructive on myself, then it has to be a good thing.
I mean what was i thinking??? someone like that... at there... 'point in their life' is not capable of loving. just lust. just exploring there sexuality. did i expect him to give up his childhood for a serious thing? actually yes... and for that i was wrong and i see it now. Ok... and i move on.
So heres my status on my boring single life.
Gonna go on a luncheon with james. seems fun.
Karla has a cute gay army boy she says is adorable. and when i compare this to her two gay best friends that are really hot... she must be SERIOUS. so im excited. I 4get his name.
Still going to that club to stare at travis. sigh.
Still got that date cameron owes me...
oh yeah and there is a certain coffee house boy that said he would go on a 'date' with me. that would be brilliant.
then theres that septum pierced boy im going to approach.
dont think i sound slutty, i just need to start meeting people. im NOT bringing them home. I have to make sure not to get attached. Will i get attached? probably... but i dotn get attached to a bunch of guys at once so maybe thats the secret... if i start attaching... then... i dont know. ill burry myself in a.... in a kitty litter factory. ok off to the mall i go. find me = picture booth
frighan pheasants.
I mean what was i thinking??? someone like that... at there... 'point in their life' is not capable of loving. just lust. just exploring there sexuality. did i expect him to give up his childhood for a serious thing? actually yes... and for that i was wrong and i see it now. Ok... and i move on.
So heres my status on my boring single life.
Gonna go on a luncheon with james. seems fun.
Karla has a cute gay army boy she says is adorable. and when i compare this to her two gay best friends that are really hot... she must be SERIOUS. so im excited. I 4get his name.
Still going to that club to stare at travis. sigh.
Still got that date cameron owes me...
oh yeah and there is a certain coffee house boy that said he would go on a 'date' with me. that would be brilliant.
then theres that septum pierced boy im going to approach.
dont think i sound slutty, i just need to start meeting people. im NOT bringing them home. I have to make sure not to get attached. Will i get attached? probably... but i dotn get attached to a bunch of guys at once so maybe thats the secret... if i start attaching... then... i dont know. ill burry myself in a.... in a kitty litter factory. ok off to the mall i go. find me = picture booth
frighan pheasants.