"The worst is over now, and we can breathe again. I wanna hold you high, steal my pain away..."
I FUCKING HATE MRS. KINSEY. THE BITCH COULD HAVE RUINED MY CHANCES OF EVER HAVING A GOOD SOLO VOICE...A GOOD CHORUS VOICE MAYBE, BUT NOT A BROADWAY VOICE.
ROAR
Aside from that, Mr. Bob said that I had a great voice and that it was undamaged, so he could help. I'm going back there Sunday to hear some of his other students sing. I hope I can be as good as them one day...
Shannon went off on me a little bit tonight...I'm really glad she did. It was the slap in the face I needed...I should thank her...I'm glad to have friends like her and Julie that care enough to do that.
I need to let myself heal and stop blaming myself for everything. I need to let myself move on and let go on my inhibitions when I'm with Stina. She knows the truth now...and she's accepted it. I still feel scared around her, but it's only natural...I'm not used to being treated like this...I need to get used to it.
She's taking me out on my first "date" date tommorow night. We're going to Red Lobster then we're gonna walk through the rose gardens at USM. I'm really looking forward to it.
I still feel so broken...so scared...so ashamed of the past...but maybe she can help me get over it...the question is, will I be able to find it in my heart to let her do so? I don't know if I can, but I know that I will not let myself be held back...for anything...I want to be with her...that's all that matters.
ROAR
Aside from that, Mr. Bob said that I had a great voice and that it was undamaged, so he could help. I'm going back there Sunday to hear some of his other students sing. I hope I can be as good as them one day...
Shannon went off on me a little bit tonight...I'm really glad she did. It was the slap in the face I needed...I should thank her...I'm glad to have friends like her and Julie that care enough to do that.
I need to let myself heal and stop blaming myself for everything. I need to let myself move on and let go on my inhibitions when I'm with Stina. She knows the truth now...and she's accepted it. I still feel scared around her, but it's only natural...I'm not used to being treated like this...I need to get used to it.
She's taking me out on my first "date" date tommorow night. We're going to Red Lobster then we're gonna walk through the rose gardens at USM. I'm really looking forward to it.
I still feel so broken...so scared...so ashamed of the past...but maybe she can help me get over it...the question is, will I be able to find it in my heart to let her do so? I don't know if I can, but I know that I will not let myself be held back...for anything...I want to be with her...that's all that matters.