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I have been thinking a lot about this new job and have been discussing matters with scott and my mom. I thought I would be content here.. its nice having a paycheck. But after talking with Kelly the other day, my initial apprehensions have returned and I know that I can do better than I am doing currently. In a way I feel like I was slighgtly deceived about the job. Certain things that I was told about it have turned out to be exadurations. I dont feel like there is much room for upward mobility (like I was originally ensured) and that is the scary part. I don't want to be stuck in a monotonous job that I hate, and I already don't like it. I have been having second thoughts now for weeks.
I need a new job before I can quit this one.
I need a new job before I can quit this one.