my love
deception breeds anger
scorn by choices ive made
to bathe in the bloody pool
my wrists keep seeping
trickling down the faucet
the boiling water flows
knob is in my reach
one twist is all i need
but turn it i do not
instead i let it burn my skin
soaking in my despair
light the cigarette to my lips
inhale the burn into my lungs
my final spin
oh sweet wreckless abandon
your poison fills my veins
your haunting echos
deep within
shattering my soul yet hanging on
my heart keeps pumping, pumping
the poison that feeds my misery
the poison that keeps me alive
what is this feeling
love hate passion lies
rage?
or were the lies just lies
to feed my pleasured sin?
scorn by choices ive made
to bathe in the bloody pool
my wrists keep seeping
trickling down the faucet
the boiling water flows
knob is in my reach
one twist is all i need
but turn it i do not
instead i let it burn my skin
soaking in my despair
light the cigarette to my lips
inhale the burn into my lungs
my final spin
oh sweet wreckless abandon
your poison fills my veins
your haunting echos
deep within
shattering my soul yet hanging on
my heart keeps pumping, pumping
the poison that feeds my misery
the poison that keeps me alive
what is this feeling
love hate passion lies
rage?
or were the lies just lies
to feed my pleasured sin?