Lydia's head is a strange place.
So, I've discovered after the last entry in which I talked about dreams I had...I like analyzing my dreams XD Well, at least, I like analyzing the interesting ones. And I had a strange little one last night.
I dreamt that I was pregnant and I was in school and I was wearing a powder blue shirt and a white skirt. I remember seeing my drama teacher and he had brown hair for some reason and he had someone random dood with him, and he asked me if I'd gotten into Eastman. I told him I didn't find out until June 8th, and even if I had, I wasn't sure I was going to be able to go because of the baby. So I was on my way to math, and I went into the bathroom, and someone (I think my dad...who knows why) was in there, and while I was looking in the mirror, my water broke. So I went to math, and I told my teacher, and she was like "Go! Go, you need to go to the hospital!" And everyone was really excited, myself included, and all the kids in my math class were smiling and waving and telling me good luck and I was really happy, even though I could feel the contractions and they kind of hurt. Seriously, it was weeeeird, I really did *feel* them and I remember thinking as I was dreaming, "I wonder if I got my period?" Anyway...
So I was going down the long hallway in school, because the ambulance was going to pick me up in the front of the school. For some reason I had to stop in a classroom that was extended off the long hallway (even though the long hallway has no classrooms) where a whole bunch of other kids were. They were all younger than me, around 5th-7th grade and some of them were special needs kids I think, deaf and down syndrome and the like. And there was one who was dying - he looked like he'd been dead for a long time, actually - and they were taking him to the hospital, so I was stuck riding to the hospital on a gurney with a blue blanket with a dead guy. It was very freaky.
The boy was gone by the time I got to the hospital (I mean literally gone), and I was taken in and the hospital looked like it should be St. Mungo's or somewhere else very wizard-y, and a girl with blonde hair wearing a pale blue dress and she looked like a cross between Alice in Wonderland and my friend's character, Amedia. She acted like Luna Lovegood, and Amedia. And she told me that I had to fill out some forms before I got set up in the hospital. So I followed her up a really narrow windy flight of powder blue stairs and into her "office," which was more like a loft, and there were books and papers EVERYWHERE, and a desk crammed into one spot. And she was like "Oh, don't mind the mess." Not long after that, she handed me a set of those oaktag labels that you tie to things with string, and told me to fill them out. I woke up not long after that, because I was afraid that between the contractions, the mess, and my pregnant body perching atop a very narrow staircase with no real railing, I was going to tumble to my death.
I never actually gave birth to my baby, obviously, but I still woke up with a fairly good feeling about it, despite the whole teenage mother thing. And I remember thinking about how I was going to have a baby boy, which was probably why I was so freaked out by the dying boy, because Dream!Me was like "O_________O *covers belly and protects baby*" Yesh. Anyway, <3 to Dream Moods for providing the fun responses, as always.
Blue: Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness. The presence of this color in your dream, may symbolize your spiritual guide and your optimism of the future. You have clarity of mind.
Children:To see children in your dream, signifies your own childlike qualities or a retreat back to a childlike state. It is an extension of your inner child during a time of innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. You may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurtured.
Corpse: To see a corpse in your dream, represents an aspect of yourself that has died. Or it may mean that you are unexpressive. You have shut yourself down and are dead inside.
Pregnant: To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.
I dreamt that I was pregnant and I was in school and I was wearing a powder blue shirt and a white skirt. I remember seeing my drama teacher and he had brown hair for some reason and he had someone random dood with him, and he asked me if I'd gotten into Eastman. I told him I didn't find out until June 8th, and even if I had, I wasn't sure I was going to be able to go because of the baby. So I was on my way to math, and I went into the bathroom, and someone (I think my dad...who knows why) was in there, and while I was looking in the mirror, my water broke. So I went to math, and I told my teacher, and she was like "Go! Go, you need to go to the hospital!" And everyone was really excited, myself included, and all the kids in my math class were smiling and waving and telling me good luck and I was really happy, even though I could feel the contractions and they kind of hurt. Seriously, it was weeeeird, I really did *feel* them and I remember thinking as I was dreaming, "I wonder if I got my period?" Anyway...
So I was going down the long hallway in school, because the ambulance was going to pick me up in the front of the school. For some reason I had to stop in a classroom that was extended off the long hallway (even though the long hallway has no classrooms) where a whole bunch of other kids were. They were all younger than me, around 5th-7th grade and some of them were special needs kids I think, deaf and down syndrome and the like. And there was one who was dying - he looked like he'd been dead for a long time, actually - and they were taking him to the hospital, so I was stuck riding to the hospital on a gurney with a blue blanket with a dead guy. It was very freaky.
The boy was gone by the time I got to the hospital (I mean literally gone), and I was taken in and the hospital looked like it should be St. Mungo's or somewhere else very wizard-y, and a girl with blonde hair wearing a pale blue dress and she looked like a cross between Alice in Wonderland and my friend's character, Amedia. She acted like Luna Lovegood, and Amedia. And she told me that I had to fill out some forms before I got set up in the hospital. So I followed her up a really narrow windy flight of powder blue stairs and into her "office," which was more like a loft, and there were books and papers EVERYWHERE, and a desk crammed into one spot. And she was like "Oh, don't mind the mess." Not long after that, she handed me a set of those oaktag labels that you tie to things with string, and told me to fill them out. I woke up not long after that, because I was afraid that between the contractions, the mess, and my pregnant body perching atop a very narrow staircase with no real railing, I was going to tumble to my death.
I never actually gave birth to my baby, obviously, but I still woke up with a fairly good feeling about it, despite the whole teenage mother thing. And I remember thinking about how I was going to have a baby boy, which was probably why I was so freaked out by the dying boy, because Dream!Me was like "O_________O *covers belly and protects baby*" Yesh. Anyway, <3 to Dream Moods for providing the fun responses, as always.
Blue: Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness. The presence of this color in your dream, may symbolize your spiritual guide and your optimism of the future. You have clarity of mind.
Children:To see children in your dream, signifies your own childlike qualities or a retreat back to a childlike state. It is an extension of your inner child during a time of innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. You may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurtured.
Corpse: To see a corpse in your dream, represents an aspect of yourself that has died. Or it may mean that you are unexpressive. You have shut yourself down and are dead inside.
Pregnant: To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.