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Wow...i can't believe what just happened....i mean everything with my family is all screwed up since i had Alexis. I mean do'nt get me wrong i want to be with my family. But i feel like its falling apart. Ever since everything that has happened my life is changing and i dont want it to but it is every single day. I'm just going to start over fresh, no more lies, get my life back together, get my family together and basically get my daughter healthy and the way i want it. Shit has just hit the fan and everything is going out of control. I just want a new fresh start and have my new family like i have it now. I just am scared to death that im going to lose everything.