Oct 11, 2006 02:46
Since i haven't updated since last month, i thought it was worth taking time out to write about what has been going on recently, just for recording purposes. Today was Karvachauth, and it was my hardest fast i have ever done; I thought it was going to be easy because i hardly ever feel hungry and i never drink water so i wouldn't be thirsty at all but i was wrong. The hardest part was to overcome the thirstiness, my mouth and throat went dry in 3rd hour from laughing at Adam being pwned by the force of gravity (he fell). I was trying not to talk to conserve energy and prevent my mouth from going dry but no, i was screaming and laughing through the whole day. It was kind of hard to explain the significance of this fast to my lunch buddies. This is fast is carried by Hindu married woman to pray for their husbands long life, and unmarried hindu girls can also fast in hoping to get a "good" husband. I am not either one of these, my religion is Sikhism, and my religion doesn't encourage fasting but i have been doing it since 6 years now and i didn't want to break the my tradition. I think this fast was particularly hard because i didn't have faith or adherence to a religion anymore. My mom and I had a huge arguement on why i wanted to fast eventhough it is not our religion and "how i don't believe in god". I think i do adhere to my religion, it is just that i don't believe that god created everything and he handles my fate, i do follow the book and morals. I believe in controlling my own fate.
Today in the chemistry class, Fox was adding random comments( i.e witchcraft) along with his teaching and Weili and I were just having laughter attacks. He knows we are SMART but he never wants to admit it, he tries to find mistakes in everyones explanation, he degrades us, he loves when students don't understand something and asks him stupid questions. I really hate going to that class, i like Chemistry, but now i hate the teacher. Stupid "Dr. Fox".
I hate Penny Napp. I hate her teaching. I hate her face. I hate everything. With soo much stuff going on right now, i don't have time to even do my Calc HW. But starting today i am learning everything by MYSELF. I found this website which i think is going to help me a lot.
Physics is improving, there should be more conceptual tests in that class. Gov is gay, i like the class but i hate the ESSAYS in that class. Enviro, i sleep in that class and pez knows that i study for my BCC classes and i never pay attention.
Ok i want to write more but i have to fucking do the calc HW.