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[evandobailando]

Soccer. Takes my mind off of everything. seriously. well there isn't really anything but it's like if i am super happy or super sad outside of soccer, then when i hang out with soccer people or kick a ball around or actually play, then it's like i completely start over. this morning i yelled at my mom. i was so pissed at her. am just so u know, i

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[anonymous]

Evan,
It really saddened me to read this entry, simply because a parent not paying attention to you, and not taking you seriously is possibly one of the most painful things for a child/teen to deal with.

I am a victim of serious parental neglect, and having a parent not worry about you at all/know where you are/ care about you in any way, shape, or form hurts more than a lot of people could imagine. They're our parents, you'd think they'd care enough to take us seriously when we try to tell them what we're feeling. However, a lot of times, they just walk away. Or, in your case, laugh.

And it really isn't cool.
I hope you're feeling better.

[evandobailando]

i'm glad i ahve your sympathy. who is this?

[evandobailando]

Sympathy is necessary in life. Kinda like friendships... People often go around insisting that they 'Don't need their friends and don't want anyone's sympathy', but in reality they are simply reacting to the fact that they weren't getting any to begin with. They're trying to make it seem as though they are in control of the situation, when to be honest, they aren't.

[kezwich]

soccer. hell yes. i know exactly what you are talking about. i can almost get that way jsut by thinking about it. the grass and the smell and the feeling. so amazing. and i know the laughing and not taking you seriously thing. the minute i read about it i was like, oh yeah, i remember that feeling so well. and i am proud of you for finally yelling at someone if you never had. i think it's something you needed.

i miss and love you.