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so i realized how different people are today ya know? like um. so a while back me and lotus get in the hot tub and she's naked and i was like um ok whatever but i had swim trunks on and she was like "why are you wearing boxers???" but then a few nights ago i asked nora if she wears stuff when she gets in the hot tub and she said "uuuhh yeah" in a "of course" sort of way. i'm down with either. then anna v just won't get in the damn hot tub. and fuckin noah. that kids gone too. like the women. i mean noah cool and fun and all but it's kinda like he's gone. and what now? what now? i made stencils... yeah that dudes gone so are rachel and lotus. well rachel because i kicked her away. and lotus isn't actually gone, i'm sure she's down to hang out with me. that's kinda how it's always been. me and lotus have more in common and then rachel and can winkle have more in common, maybe not as people but in the roles we play in the crew which now seems like only a memory. the crew i mean. like MLK the song not so much the person seeing as i never knew him. i'm listening to that now. so what now? what now? we had plans for the summer but what now? what now? i like orange juice alot. no more jack in the box, no more peein out my window, we're never gonna get richie's pride out of pride lake the way things are going. it's kinda been going downhill since noah's brother came. nothing against his borha adam or anything but adam changes the way is. kinda sucks. so what now? what now?
Evan
Evan