A long update for you to get to know me
yeah so 2 days ago when i left i went out to dinner w/my mom and dad. it was kinda fun, but only as fun as going out to dinner with your parents can be. yesterday i practiced my lyrical combo. yeah i take lyrical. i have to wear a dress and everything. what else did i do? oh i broke down and rode my bike to the community pool a mile a way. i swam for an hour or so. i read my book, "knocked out by my nunga nungas". very funny. and then i found my fish dead. my day sucked from there on down. i hate being 14. it's the in between age. the age where you cant drive, but you're not a little kid any more. it sucks. ya know what makes me mad? my name! evan...who they heck names their baby girl evan?! sometimes i wish i could change it. I've always liked the name Butterfly. that's the sweetest name. the whole "welcome wagon" didn't really work. i got one solitary welcome. everyone always asks about school. why does anyone ask about school. why does anyone wanna talk about school? ahh well so you dont ask, i go to public school here in LA. im going to be in the 10th grade. i dont like school, but im good at it. top in my class. not trying to brag. i love parties and playing truth or dare, it's my favorite. i always pick dare, i never wanna say more about me then i have to. this is a different case. this is a place where i can vent. now im not really to much of a bitch. i do cry and i do scream and i do care. im a normal girl with normal problems. im not very girlie though. i dont paint my nails, i dont go crazy over boys, i dont love furry animals, i dont like dresses. im just me and that's how i am. if i had to compare myself to a person in a movie. im most like roberta in now & then. minus the dirty mouth. movies dont make me cry. well ok, some movies make me cry "a walk to remember". seeing shane cry does that to me. my bedroom walls are covered with posters. linkin park, system of a down, slipknot, deftones, sum 41, ozzy, papa roach, avril lavigne...ect... i love music and i cant go a day without listening to something. i love singing. of course i dont sing rock. i sing to...oh God i cant believe im admiting this...jessica simpson, mandy moore, and britney spears. pure crazyness. i must say some of you people are crazy. so many people are pregnant. it's like this fad lol. yeah well this girl has never even had her first real off screen kiss. in my last post i said i hated all rap, well i do, except eminem. that guys is great. he makes me laugh and his words speak to me. i love his new cd. so kudos to him. i cant believe over 300 celebs hace journals. pure crazyness. i do watch tv and i love csi, crossing jordan, boy meets world, lizzy miguire, and the now gone maybe its me. i know almost everyone from boy meets world has a journal and lizzy miguire and i know reafan neis has a journal. pretty sweet. i have to make some friends and i need an icon. this post is getting long. my birthday is in two months. im 15. it'll be sweet. cuz then i'll eventually be able to drive and be free. yeah well...im leaving cuz i gotta shower, i stink. allright, peace yo (lol)
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