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Im totally stressing right now! This past week at work weve been super busy and short staffed! This girl i work with "had and asthma attack" and now she cant work all week!!!! WTF!?!?!?!?! Everyday this week we have been running a little behind on having things filled so weve had some pretty mean and loud customers attacking us. Why cant they just attack walgreens? Why do people have to attack the people working their butts off for them? Its so lame! I hate that! I try so hard to be so nice to everyone and it leaves me so stressed at the end of the day that DJ gets the awful mean depressed Eva. I need to find a better way to deal with this all. I am just worn down from the awful customers and im in so much pain every damn day! I really love Dallas so much and sometimes i cant believe what i say to him. I dunno what to do! After i say some things that i do i feel so stupid and i know whatever i say wont take what i said away. I mean this isnt to say that im always just a really big bitch to him... cuz im usually not. We have so much fun together all the time. Its just the few times that really stick out in my head and i dont want them to happen anymore. I really hope my surgery will help me! Im really scared about trying those shots that kill all my hormones though. I figure if im not in as much pain i wont be so stressed. Dallas and i had our one year anniversary a couple of days ago. We went to the melting pot and it was so much fun! I am so glad that we are finally in our new place. We still have a ton to unpack which is kinda stressful on both of us! Im so excited about my trip coming up next week! Im gonna be so tired by the time it comes around because i will have worked 9 days straight... but its totally gonna be awesome! I miss everyone so much! Speaking of missing people i really wish i was there for my mom right now. I talk to her on the phone everyday... usually more than once a day! But i want to see her. Give her a big hug! She is going through so much right now! She left her treatment a little early then i think she should of last week to go to Dallas with her boyfriend for a meeting he had. By the time she made it to my aunts house a few days ago she wasnt even able to stand hardly! She finally made it back to Florida and went to the doctor and he put her in the hospital. So i got a call this morning from my mom that she was in the hospital. What a horrible way to wake up! They are giving her blood and lots of other fluids she needs. Im happy that shes going to get the treatment she needs... but its still scary!