Feelings from so long ago, I don't remember
Michael liked the watch and humidor that i gave him for Valentine's Day, and i absolutely loved the ruby pendant and earrings he gave me. it was nice spending the evening on the yacht, but i felt bad falling asleep on Michael as early as i did. i was just so exhausted and i can't figure out why. Michael was concerned about it and kept asking me where i'd gone before meeting him. he said when he was on his way to the yacht he suddenly got this overwhelming sense of pain from me, but not physical pain. he was fixin' to call Peregrine and have him help locate me if i didn't answer my cell phone when just as quickly as it started, it stopped and i answered.
i have no clue why he felt that from me, i'd only gone to pick up his presents and that certainly wasn't causing me any pain. but since then i've been having dreams, bad dreams. it's almost like the recurring dream i sometimes have about Pat, but at the end Michael's in it, too. and they're vivid, so much so that Michael has been waking me up because my feelings are waking him up. between my dreams and poor Michael having to wake me up, neither of us has gotten a lot of sleep lately.
why i'm suddenly having the dream again, i'm not sure but i think i know what's triggered them. Julian and his damn talking about Pat. i didn't think he'd gotten to me that bad, but it's the only explaination i can think of. and it pisses me off, too. goddamn him and his showing up and dragging all of these emotions back up for me. i've half a mind to go down to New Orleans and bite his ass for this. if these dreams don't stop pretty soon, i may just do that.
i have no clue why he felt that from me, i'd only gone to pick up his presents and that certainly wasn't causing me any pain. but since then i've been having dreams, bad dreams. it's almost like the recurring dream i sometimes have about Pat, but at the end Michael's in it, too. and they're vivid, so much so that Michael has been waking me up because my feelings are waking him up. between my dreams and poor Michael having to wake me up, neither of us has gotten a lot of sleep lately.
why i'm suddenly having the dream again, i'm not sure but i think i know what's triggered them. Julian and his damn talking about Pat. i didn't think he'd gotten to me that bad, but it's the only explaination i can think of. and it pisses me off, too. goddamn him and his showing up and dragging all of these emotions back up for me. i've half a mind to go down to New Orleans and bite his ass for this. if these dreams don't stop pretty soon, i may just do that.