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omg well i hope...let me get strated with my dai so far well let me thank adam because my mom is going to the skewl on mondai to find out who scartch me and also i had to blame heen in this im so fuking pissed at myself i hope helen will forgive me also kathy (the close friend) asked out jonathan and i dont kno if i should be happy for her or upset people tell me that i could find better but i dont kno its like i ''LOVE" him and im affraid to use this word because i think its to strong well u kno what i love him i cant denie it and im so fuking ....upset and now im starting to tear out and is crying well i hope (if he says yes) that shell have a good time with him the time i couldnt and the times...well let me tell u if he sayz no well i hope she doesnt cry because crying over a guy is a mistake and thats one thing i regret also that he doesnt just sai no like he could sai im sorry but i dont think this is good i hope she doesnt go through wat i went because well i hope.....wtf am i supposed to do? now that i reolize tht i <3 hi im not sure wtf to do and since the week end is comming hes has the whole weekend to thin about it and also hes does like joke around with kathy but theres a chance he might say yes and ..............ahhh im so worked up about this well kathy i hope that everything will go out well...
and as for jonathan i love you and if i had a chance to tell you..... and to have the guts maybe u'll understand and i would want to tell u face to face because i bet a note wouldnt help so JONATHAN I FUKING LUV U!!!!!!!