Y dOes LifE haVe tO b ConFusIng
well lets see umm um preety ok but im like bored and a lil upset because jonathan couldnt come to the plaza todaii he said he had to to something with renee and maritza and i was like could u come mondaii hes like maybe the sure yea i promise and i was like happy for da moment but i dun kno cause every time that i've asked him hes alwaiz said no but the thing is i think weve gotten closer but no one else see'z thats but i kno i have a feeling that we are but ima miss him im gonna miss jim a whole lot i cant help it im so FUCKING OBSESSED im gonna miss him JONATHAN I LOVE U AND NEVER FORGET THAT i just wish i could tell him maybe on mondai ill let him kno how i really feel but ill just...scare him lmao but what can i do i fuking love this kid and ive never loved some1 but come to reolize i do but theres nutting i could do and if i have to act more diff around him more normal like just me and him and push some ther things out the wai then i will cause kathy no offense but shes been acting like he likes her but im not saying that he likes me too but i .....idk y does life have to be fucking confusing......?
xOo Leslie