im ooh so very confused...

[evaette]

    Ok so im totally torn btween two guys and its really super hard to choose which one is the better choice......ok  so i need some answers on one hand a have a young pure athlete ok job a lil quiet nice boy my dad likes who has a nice car good kisser and tenders to my need a lot more than  his own,but he seems to be hiding something like hes might have lied to me about something but i havent noticed it or i just have been clueless about it. And on the other hand i have a 19yr old with a great job nice ass impala cute as a button never lies to me and is totally syraight forward with his wants and need and would love to just be with me as in just either cuddling or hell starin at me for hours on end, but he works second shift that means i never get to see him until like 2 am but i have to a sleep by than since schools startin up soon, i could see him on the weekends but things just dont seem as fun.....it seems that boy number one isnt always truthful with his wherabouts but i can understand why i mean we really havent known each other that long and if he still  is unsure of  my trustworthyness than i completely understand but id rather have someone that tells me straight up what they are doin insteadof hiding it acting like id judge or care, unless y akno hes like at some chicks house havein sex with them i highly doubt id care where they are......wow i can really ramble?!?!?! im just confused and i think the secret boy one is hiding is that he says hes a virgin but i mean the way he acts and seems to always be thinking about having sex ...hhhmmm.. it seems likes not and has experienced it more than once and id be perfectly content with that fact if i was told the truth but i mean why put yerself in denial when i im bout 75% sure im right!?!?!? well if he feels he should lie to me than i guess there has to be a good reason because i havent lied to these gentlemen once and i really dont intend to. if i do happen to lie to one than maybe it was for a good reason but i doubt that id lie to a guy whos im suppose to be seein, i see no reason......
    ok this next subject is about a great friend whos changin like extrmely drastically, they have become horribly shady and are acting as though im an enemy and ive been tryin to keep opur friendship in tact but if there is only one perosn in that relationship than i see no reason to even keep it goin..so if you kno who i am talkin about maybe you should give me a call because we both kno thing about each other that dont need to be put out there and if it comes down to it and i find out it was you....im seriously goin to ruin yer life... and if you kno me you kno i dont play not with shit like this