(no subject)
Instead of cleaning as I should be- I am reading past LJs and the journals of others. I thought as I read. I realized a post was in order.
I won't post much, because although there is something refreshingly satistfying in a public post, there is an equal anxious aftermath.
A few vague statements (the fuel of a good LJ post)
- I am terrified, excited, anxious, unsure, confident, and ready.
- Things are different, and still very much the same.
- I want so much.
- I think I can do this.
- I hope for so many things.
- Tell me that what you want is what I want to hear.
- This will define me. Or will I define through this?
A few "you" statements (if it seems to be about you, ask me to be sure.. the goal is to make "you" wonder)
- You make me laugh, a lot.
- You looked really nice today.
- You are not forgotten.
- You rock, hardcore.
- You need to show you are worthy.
- You need to be thankful.
- You work too hard.
- You deserve everything you have earned.
- You need to fix my DAMN AC!
- You are...
People seem to show themselves at interesting times in their and my lives, and with good reason. I truly think Baxter is right about turning point theory. At a turning point?
I hope I can read the map.
-eva
I won't post much, because although there is something refreshingly satistfying in a public post, there is an equal anxious aftermath.
A few vague statements (the fuel of a good LJ post)
- I am terrified, excited, anxious, unsure, confident, and ready.
- Things are different, and still very much the same.
- I want so much.
- I think I can do this.
- I hope for so many things.
- Tell me that what you want is what I want to hear.
- This will define me. Or will I define through this?
A few "you" statements (if it seems to be about you, ask me to be sure.. the goal is to make "you" wonder)
- You make me laugh, a lot.
- You looked really nice today.
- You are not forgotten.
- You rock, hardcore.
- You need to show you are worthy.
- You need to be thankful.
- You work too hard.
- You deserve everything you have earned.
- You need to fix my DAMN AC!
- You are...
People seem to show themselves at interesting times in their and my lives, and with good reason. I truly think Baxter is right about turning point theory. At a turning point?
I hope I can read the map.
-eva