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i'm graduating today.
its been such a long time in high school. every minutes of it was amazing. even the drama, and arguements, and bad days. every minutes of it was worth it to be there today walking across the stage, with classmates you barely know and best friends cheering and walking across with you.
all of us are so ready but so afraid. i know i am. because i'll miss this. i'll miss the gym lobby every morning, and meeting eachother after school, taking drives around the place, shopping together, laughing together, watching movies together.
i'll never forget my chickees, either. and i know not all of you read this, but when you do pass it along. i know i've been slighting older friends recently. but just because we're not as attatched at the hip as we used to be doesn't mean you're not still my best friends. all of my best memories are with you. we had so much fun and have helped eachother so much. i just need breathing room. i've told that to all of you, several times. i'm getting back into it, but it's weird for me. but everything i do now is still my decision, its still julia, the same julia as when we all met. and i'll be the same when we visit eachother in college and call eachother up when we're in need. i'm not pushing you away, because i can't let old friends go. and you all ahve been the best to me.
graduating doesn't seem like such a big step sometimes. but now its looming hours ahead and i know we've made it. we made it through everything.
now let the fun begin.
new journal coming tomorrow.
its been such a long time in high school. every minutes of it was amazing. even the drama, and arguements, and bad days. every minutes of it was worth it to be there today walking across the stage, with classmates you barely know and best friends cheering and walking across with you.
all of us are so ready but so afraid. i know i am. because i'll miss this. i'll miss the gym lobby every morning, and meeting eachother after school, taking drives around the place, shopping together, laughing together, watching movies together.
i'll never forget my chickees, either. and i know not all of you read this, but when you do pass it along. i know i've been slighting older friends recently. but just because we're not as attatched at the hip as we used to be doesn't mean you're not still my best friends. all of my best memories are with you. we had so much fun and have helped eachother so much. i just need breathing room. i've told that to all of you, several times. i'm getting back into it, but it's weird for me. but everything i do now is still my decision, its still julia, the same julia as when we all met. and i'll be the same when we visit eachother in college and call eachother up when we're in need. i'm not pushing you away, because i can't let old friends go. and you all ahve been the best to me.
graduating doesn't seem like such a big step sometimes. but now its looming hours ahead and i know we've made it. we made it through everything.
now let the fun begin.
new journal coming tomorrow.