Cold Wet Friday Morning~~
Cold rainy Morning~~Din really slept well despite the cooling weather which most of the people I noe craves to cuddle up in bed. I wish I could too….With Nelz, of coz…I remembered that he will always msg me early in the morning in rainy days telling me how much he hope that I could be beside him now and cuddle up with him under the blanket, warming each other…Telling me to bring a thicker jacket instead of my thinner-than-underwear cardigan out. Telling me to bring a brolly and keep warm. Such things dun happened anymore now and as usual, i din bring a umbrella and walk in the rain.
Msg him in the morning asking his abt the password needed for wireless connection outdoor which I remembered he saved it in his hp. Coz I will need it later when I study at Starbuck later in the evening. He said it’s saved in the old hp, later he will go back and check it for me. So I assumed he’s outside early at 8am..2 assumptions juz popped into my mind. Either he’s teaching a morning class or he din go home since last nite..I hope both of my assumptions are wrong coz first thing, he’s not feeling well and haf a bad lungs, I dun wan him to be in the cold water teaching and of coz the second assumption was even more unpleasant to think of. Upon the thot of the second assumption, I juz had an image of slapping him across the face to wake his bloody ideas up.
Weigh myself again 2dae, 45kg before I visit toilet…Sighz…feeling cold from the lack of fats, and of coz it paired with frequent dizzy spells for my low BP, glucose level and high WBC count. Any much higher from the normal range, I’m basically going to “eat” myself alive ah…Haha….(Ok…I’m being stupid again)
Studying with Yingru and Jooyee later in the day. A lot of work to catch up plus I haf lotz of free time. Realized that despite being classmates from poly, 3 of us never revise sch work together, how ironical.~~Haha…Might be going to Velvet on Saturday with Mandy, maybe Darren might tact along with his guys ba…Not confirm yet coz they had a wedding to attend..Still thinking what to wear~~~~
eVa