Dumb Nitemare
Midweek is the worse..Not here not there…Had a bad nitemare last nite, woke up at 5am…sighz…Dreamt that I was back to his room looking at the things on his table, on his bed, and sofa…Remember the blue rose I bought for him on his birthday this year, they still look the same..Remember our couple rings, remember our photos on his tables which is no longer there…My left hand is so empty nw, missed having the ring there, seriously…Force myself to wake up from the dream coz it hurts too much to carry on…I remembered he used to dream a lot abt us in diff era diff storyline, but I guess he dreamt lesser of me as time goes by until nw, he dun anymore…
Went to Ikea for dinner last nite, had a soup and the chocolate peanut cake which I remembered he always dun let me eat that coz im allergy to nuts…I used to whine a lot abt it until 1 day he let me haf it for once, I was so happy..
Oh yar, Kaixiang join SIA as steward….so cool, rite…Oh well, it’s really gd money and u get to see the world and meet a lot of ppl. Hope that’s wat he’s looking for ah….One more person to be ard to help me top up my beauty products ah (beside my BFF, mandy)…Yuppy~~~~
Going ard to jio ppl accompany me join sumthing….mayb salsa, mayb aikido, or taekwondo (But KB join it in his base, sianz). Alfred suggested diving since he had done it b4 and it’s fun…still looking ard ah…coz I will be converting to part time work soon, will haf more free time, need to filled my time up beside studying…My partime converting was meant for Nelz, for us to go beach on weekday where it’s less crowded coz he need to work on weekend…But nw, it’s gone…=/
Wooo~~~Exotic dance look cool~~Gotta call them~~~Yuppy~~
eVa