Jan 18, 2017 14:38
We have spent a Catholic Christmas. Ive got a lot presents, such as a Fitbit from Jonathan and a set of oil pain from his ex-wife. Thats the strange thing - she also presented us a framed froto of me and Jonathan. Isnt that insane? Is that to supress my alertness?
Jonathan's was visiting us this week. Every time we went for a walk together and having a conversation, he was walking in front of us so we had to talk to his back. What a disrespect. I will never make that mistake again - never gonna talk to his back.
I have got a message from the visa center saying I will get my passport back soon. It looks like it will be delivered without any visa. It means that Jonathan can freely travel anywhere and I can travel only across Europe. Even I am his wife. Fantastic.
I am studying the Theory of driving, I cook 3 times a day, do shopping, try to apply to jobs, write motivation letters, do HIIT training every day, try to do yoga, do Cat cafe marketing and I still need to find time for studying. Otherwise I will never get my diploma.
Everything is very upsetting. Jonathat is back from England, though he is going back there tomorrow, in addition to that hi is ill. It means we dong go out anywhere and the weekend I will spend by myself.
I has been cold in Utrecht, freesing, like 0 degrees. People conplain on the frost but never wear gloves or hat.
Ex-wife was texting a lot to Jonathan, hopefully about Tommy. Of course, he boyfriend is away, what else to do. Still dont trust her.
It is very cold at home, so my hands and feet are always cold.
I have broke my nail. It was strong enough. And I have cut myself twice without remembering of how it happend.
I have started to apply for jobs as a store manager. Latest and lowest grade of my fall. The next one will be a waiter. Dont know what is worse than that.