Mar 24, 2005 10:16
Hello Internet,
This again is another rant entry!!
All people have wanted me to do is make myself happy , thats all they have been saying since I moved here. So I finally do that and now I am getting, why did you have to do it that way?? Cos simply the other way would of bennefitted everyone else but me and I would be putting myself out!
Sick of putting myself second to other people ALL the time, sure I still like to do nice things for people and think of them before myself thats just apart of my nature....but when they expect it and take it for granted I garuntee you'd be pissed off too!!
So I finally do something to better myself off and it makes me a bad person, just a life lesson/test I guess to see if I can really do what I want to do for a change and not give into the easy way!!
My question today is, are the decisions in your life making you happy or someone else?