I gave my best for 3 whole years how could it end like this? well do you want to fall apart?
First off Happy birthday Tom:)
"So let's make a list of who we need and we'll throw it away
'Cause we don't need anyone, no we don't need anyone
And I hate what I've become.
I've just got to get myself over me."
I find myself listening to that song over and over and over again. This weekend had it's shitty parts and haha great parts. I hung out with alison a lot this weekend which was veryy fun times and good because I wasn't alone like hardly at all.
" A heart so big it hurts like hell " Yeahh..Life is so confussing right now.. I just want to concentrate on dance and school..but I put too much shit on myself because I can't let things go...I livve in the pastt..I just want to give up on everything..but I know that won't solve anythingg....blahh I have too many problems..My conciller told me the other day that I have a serious case of depression and then like today she said she wants to get me on medicine for ittt? well I don't know what that will do but I Think i'm trying ittt this week..so maybe it will help...ehh but whatever..I care less about a lot of things lately..
You just don't seem to see.....
"So let's make a list of who we need and we'll throw it away
'Cause we don't need anyone, no we don't need anyone
And I hate what I've become.
I've just got to get myself over me."
I find myself listening to that song over and over and over again. This weekend had it's shitty parts and haha great parts. I hung out with alison a lot this weekend which was veryy fun times and good because I wasn't alone like hardly at all.
" A heart so big it hurts like hell " Yeahh..Life is so confussing right now.. I just want to concentrate on dance and school..but I put too much shit on myself because I can't let things go...I livve in the pastt..I just want to give up on everything..but I know that won't solve anythingg....blahh I have too many problems..My conciller told me the other day that I have a serious case of depression and then like today she said she wants to get me on medicine for ittt? well I don't know what that will do but I Think i'm trying ittt this week..so maybe it will help...ehh but whatever..I care less about a lot of things lately..
You just don't seem to see.....