the inevitable return of the livejournal
O.k. so I posted on myspace that I want that blog to be more of a creative outlet. Unfortunatelythat has left me with no outlet for my moronic rants noone cares about anyways. So I've decided to reinstate my ramblings here. i'm sure your all excited that the reverend Dave will once again be wasting precious space on your friends page.
So on to the meat and potatoes. Anyone on here already kind of knows whats going on in my life right now. I must admit I have no clue how I got here from where I was last year. Last September was when I really seriously thought I was going stark raving mad. I was eating little pills to get better that made me think every idea I had was a great one. That my life would get better if I ran away. I was stumbling around drunk and on anti depressants and did some things and people I really shouldnt have. Now I'm back in school, I'm about to move back into Humboldt to face my fears, the bands back together, I've met some cool new people, I'm doing o.k. financially. Things appear to be on the up and up. I've even been more creative lately. So I guess today I'll leave the bitching out of this. I'll give you all a little warning though. Despite the way things have been going I'm actually pretty scared and messed up. I havent slept well in weeks, I've been drinking more than I should again, school is stressing me out, the band will most likely stress me out, and I'm seriously starting o wonder about this whole science thing. I wish I had talent in the arts and could allow myself to live a lot more free and creative.
Well damn. Thats not really a a warning. more of a full out admission. Well we'll talk later, Im out.
So on to the meat and potatoes. Anyone on here already kind of knows whats going on in my life right now. I must admit I have no clue how I got here from where I was last year. Last September was when I really seriously thought I was going stark raving mad. I was eating little pills to get better that made me think every idea I had was a great one. That my life would get better if I ran away. I was stumbling around drunk and on anti depressants and did some things and people I really shouldnt have. Now I'm back in school, I'm about to move back into Humboldt to face my fears, the bands back together, I've met some cool new people, I'm doing o.k. financially. Things appear to be on the up and up. I've even been more creative lately. So I guess today I'll leave the bitching out of this. I'll give you all a little warning though. Despite the way things have been going I'm actually pretty scared and messed up. I havent slept well in weeks, I've been drinking more than I should again, school is stressing me out, the band will most likely stress me out, and I'm seriously starting o wonder about this whole science thing. I wish I had talent in the arts and could allow myself to live a lot more free and creative.
Well damn. Thats not really a a warning. more of a full out admission. Well we'll talk later, Im out.