I'm not broken, I can feel!
I broke up with my boyfriend a few weeks ago because I didn’t feel for him what he feels for me. He is one of the sweetest guys I’ve known and I was truly lucky to have him as my first boyfriend.
Months after our relationship started most of his habits began to bother me: his silly jokes, his unreasonable points of view, his taste on music and other insignificant stuff became obstacles for different aspects of our relationship.
Before I decided to be his girlfriend I had certain negative feelings: it won’t work, I won’t be able to communicate what I really feel, he isn’t right for me, etcetera… But he insisted and made me stop thinking about the future and start caring about ‘the right now’. It seemed like an opportunity to be happy in my love live, since I have never been very luck in that matter.
It was nice for a while, but then everything fell down. I wish he could forgive me for making a mistake. It was never my intention to hurt his feelings.
This whole month, since I got back from my vacations with my sister in Puerto Rico, I’ve been interacting with the sons of my mom’s friends… of one friend in particular. She has a son and a daughter, Luis and Shade, whom I am get along very well. The girl only has twelve years old, but she knows too much for her age, and the guy has fourteen and is very easy to talk to, smart and funny.
Well, the thing is that I feel some sort of attraction to this boy: the way he sees some things, how he can talk about anything/anyone without a problem. He always has something to say, but in a nice way… I mean that it isn’t annoying. I don’t really like people who cannot shut up, but this guy isn’t exactly like that.
He is also very touchy (I think I just made up that word)… I mean he is very physical. He likes to touch. Not in an offensive way - or offensive places *laughs* - but in many occasion.
Nice to know there’s nothing wrong with me. I’m feeling feelings!!! *lol* I think I’m just not used to them.
I’m tired of writing.
Months after our relationship started most of his habits began to bother me: his silly jokes, his unreasonable points of view, his taste on music and other insignificant stuff became obstacles for different aspects of our relationship.
Before I decided to be his girlfriend I had certain negative feelings: it won’t work, I won’t be able to communicate what I really feel, he isn’t right for me, etcetera… But he insisted and made me stop thinking about the future and start caring about ‘the right now’. It seemed like an opportunity to be happy in my love live, since I have never been very luck in that matter.
It was nice for a while, but then everything fell down. I wish he could forgive me for making a mistake. It was never my intention to hurt his feelings.
This whole month, since I got back from my vacations with my sister in Puerto Rico, I’ve been interacting with the sons of my mom’s friends… of one friend in particular. She has a son and a daughter, Luis and Shade, whom I am get along very well. The girl only has twelve years old, but she knows too much for her age, and the guy has fourteen and is very easy to talk to, smart and funny.
Well, the thing is that I feel some sort of attraction to this boy: the way he sees some things, how he can talk about anything/anyone without a problem. He always has something to say, but in a nice way… I mean that it isn’t annoying. I don’t really like people who cannot shut up, but this guy isn’t exactly like that.
He is also very touchy (I think I just made up that word)… I mean he is very physical. He likes to touch. Not in an offensive way - or offensive places *laughs* - but in many occasion.
Nice to know there’s nothing wrong with me. I’m feeling feelings!!! *lol* I think I’m just not used to them.
I’m tired of writing.