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I just realized I didn't really post any personal stuff in a while. Oops, my bad. I think it's the struggle to get Tosh to work without the bluescreen of death in order to post or write anything, I completely forget what else i wanted to do online. ^^;
Nick is doing great. He scoots on his butt and now is getting into stuff. He can do tummy time for longer without screaming, can hang onto stuff if i put him in a stand, and has a longer reach. Dude is so flexible, he practically folds himself in half. Haha.
Zach and Maddy help. Sometimes. I'm glad we did our big spring cleaning, because it's easier for them to pick up after themselves. Tomorrow is the Girl Scout trip, and we're all going. It should be fun.
Work is... work. I enjoy the actual stuff I need to do, which is good. All the behind the scenes administration bullshit? Not so much. I really loathe how they approach people "looking for ideas" when it's clear they're going to do it anyway, no matter what the opinion is. Or that the proposal failed many times in the past. Don't insult our intelligence and think we're dumb. I know there's pressure to make a "medical home" and administration cares about paying the bills. Don't play dumb and patronize me as if I don't know what the financial pressure is. I don't want to, but I do. I already have time blocked into my schedule for emergencies and paperwork and phone calls. I already help primary care with questions. Don't make it sound like I'm not doing my job just because psychiatric care gets shitty reimbursement. Grrrr.
There. Now that i got that off my chest... Actual Work today and trying to figure out the changes in the summer program for Maddy. :)
Nick is doing great. He scoots on his butt and now is getting into stuff. He can do tummy time for longer without screaming, can hang onto stuff if i put him in a stand, and has a longer reach. Dude is so flexible, he practically folds himself in half. Haha.
Zach and Maddy help. Sometimes. I'm glad we did our big spring cleaning, because it's easier for them to pick up after themselves. Tomorrow is the Girl Scout trip, and we're all going. It should be fun.
Work is... work. I enjoy the actual stuff I need to do, which is good. All the behind the scenes administration bullshit? Not so much. I really loathe how they approach people "looking for ideas" when it's clear they're going to do it anyway, no matter what the opinion is. Or that the proposal failed many times in the past. Don't insult our intelligence and think we're dumb. I know there's pressure to make a "medical home" and administration cares about paying the bills. Don't play dumb and patronize me as if I don't know what the financial pressure is. I don't want to, but I do. I already have time blocked into my schedule for emergencies and paperwork and phone calls. I already help primary care with questions. Don't make it sound like I'm not doing my job just because psychiatric care gets shitty reimbursement. Grrrr.
There. Now that i got that off my chest... Actual Work today and trying to figure out the changes in the summer program for Maddy. :)