BLAH
My intentions werent to hurt him. I was under the impression,that things would be ok.. I was wrong. I realized, a little after a month, that it just wasnt right. He is a cool guy, actually he is a great guy, but he isnt meant to be "my guy". I feel bad to a certain extent for having hurt his feelings... But I'm not going to stay in something that I am unsatisfied with. It isnt fair to myself(foremost), or to him. Now, I'm going to have to give him a call, so that he can come grab some of the crap that I have of his.. great.... All I need, is confrontation... I just hate having to do these things... luckily, this is the last time... NO MORE I SAY!!!!That is somewhat of a relief. It would be nice, if we could be friends. but we all know, that after you see someone for a bit, they don't want to be firends... especially considering I've somewhat avoided him over the past few days.
On another note... I don't know how to take my brother's gf. There is something about her that Im not too fond of but she is a really nice girl... She tries, which is nice..i guess..
anywway, my new bed is waiting for me downstairs... Maybe,my dreams can be a little happier than my actual life... Here's to wishing. Rot, so that I may cut you up. Alive, just as good. Bine666
On another note... I don't know how to take my brother's gf. There is something about her that Im not too fond of but she is a really nice girl... She tries, which is nice..i guess..
anywway, my new bed is waiting for me downstairs... Maybe,my dreams can be a little happier than my actual life... Here's to wishing. Rot, so that I may cut you up. Alive, just as good. Bine666