May 22, 2007 11:47
I really just want to write about how much it sucks to bitch about stuff that sucks. Bands sell out, bands suck, music loses it's importance and it wasn't that big a deal in the first place. But, then, the feeling I get hearing certain music, certain sounds just revs me up and makes me wanna dance and get all that extra space around me full of jazzed up energy. Fuck, I hate that, summer makes me miss old ska and punk and I'm not even that much of a "fan" but I do miss the summertime feeling that comes from the music. Maybe I just need to know what it's like to be on my own with that fun fun fun feeling whenever I want it. I wish I had more records. I wish I was in a band sometimes or that I wasn't just trying to get that feeling from music by fucking musicians. God, I hate musicians.