back to square one
well..... I got fired from my job. 'let go' as they say. And really when it comes right fucking down to it, I'm better off. After 2 weeks the anger and confusion is subsiding and I am trying to move on. Its hard when Im not really even quite sure what happened that made them chuck me.... I was too slow? not engaging enough with the kids? not Aware? some bullshit that I couldn't meet the standards that they never really made clear in the first place.... like they were always talking about being more proactive but when it came right down to brass taxes and I ASKED them specifically what I could do to be better... the only thing my boss could think of was to sweep faster........what? In the end she wasn't really that great of a manager and I think everybody knows it.
What also sucks is that I have no conrol over what was said after I left... they LIED to the children (and parents) and said that I left because I found a new job.... LIES!!! okay i can kind of understand that because children dont really understand what it means to be fired... but still...... LIES!!!!! and I dont want the children to hate me... i love them! i will miss them. that's for sure.
so now I'm unemployed. Again. Haven't we been here before?
Chin up. 5 months was a good run.
peace and love
What also sucks is that I have no conrol over what was said after I left... they LIED to the children (and parents) and said that I left because I found a new job.... LIES!!! okay i can kind of understand that because children dont really understand what it means to be fired... but still...... LIES!!!!! and I dont want the children to hate me... i love them! i will miss them. that's for sure.
so now I'm unemployed. Again. Haven't we been here before?
Chin up. 5 months was a good run.
peace and love