Oct 29, 2008 19:47
So Pete and I are taking a break. Sigh. It seems like I can never be happy. I had everything figured out. We were going to be together..move away from all of this Indiana bullshit. But now I just dont know what I want..Im so confused. I just need some time and space to figure everything out I guess. I mean, I am only 20 years old. Maybe I just need to be with ME for a while..be single and enjoy life...thats what our younger years are meant for, right?
I know its hurting him..and I love him for being so understanding. I just hope he uses this time to be with himself for a while..cuz he really never does that..never lives for him..or makes decisions for himself. I bet he'll like it.
I just hope I dont lose him. I want him in my life....