...... Another day like no other day?

Feb 01, 2009 13:29

Hey everyone,

Yeah I haven't posted in here for days, not really my fault, never had the time to sit down and put myself to writing.  This week I had started soccer conditioning for my high school.  I love it so far, but it is just so very exhausting.  After a whole season break from real training, my legs were kind of sore and making me limp all week.  But I am feeling better, I stretched and ran some more to loosen my legs up a bit.  Kind of what I get for having short legs, I have to stretch more, lol.  Anyways, apart from soccer, this week I got the course card, and some papers to look over to decide what classes I want to take next year.  There is still not that much freedom with what I decide to learn, but I can choose what level i will learn each class on (regulars, honours, AP).  Right now I was given the recommendation and opportunity to do AP US History, I have to complete the AP form for that, and write an essay.  The essay topic is killing me though, can't really decide on what to write.  Rest of my classes will be honours of course, I hate taking regular classes, not much of a challenge, ha-ha.

Right now I am just.. out of it.. Cause I can't really grasp still what I want to do with my life, there is just so much possibilities that I am worried I will pick the wrong one.  Each decision I am seeing now, that i can pick, with classes, sports, student groups, etc; each of them will have a huge effect on where my future is at.  I am kind of scared that after all that I done, it will not be worth it in the end, like it always has been.  Well yeah, that is basically it.

Other things in my life.. hmm.. well I could kind of talk about my ... social life.  I do have loads of friends, for some reason I have an easy time picking friends, and they just come to me.  I am you know kind of close to this one guy though, he is like one of my best guy friends, we have know each other since the beginning of the year.  The guy is just so sweet, he is like a brother to me, and we love to just talk, talking is enough for us actually.  Awkward as it gets from time to time, we usually always find something interesting to talk about, even the most boring or smallest topics can turn into a debate.  He looks amazing as well, haha, this could just be another crush after all.. but the way he acts, the way he looks at me.  Well yeah, I am keeping quiet now.  Haha.
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