What is the first thing in the subject.. ah yes.. Life... definition of life: the experience of being alive; the course of human events and activities.
Life I: I sadly hate the new job.. everyone's bitching at me, i'm slowly the scapegoat of the entire fuckin' grill, it is insane! Scapegoat Frosty is a no-no :(
Life II: As many of you might have read my computer went :( surge went through the ethernet cable and fried the entire thing. That of course though gave me an excuse to get a even better one, I could of gotten a even better one at best buy.. but I said NAY-NAY! I will be like Dr. Frankenstein and build a monster, a scary, processing, rendering monster! $643 later.. i'm waiting for parts, first shipment comes today.. w00t w00t!
Life III: Thursday October 4th, 2007 I met Psyclon Nine and saw them in concert. While meeting them with my backstage pass and such, I found out that my favorite band ever are the nicest, coolest, most friendliest guys ever. It was wicked, they invited me not only to chill out with them before the show, but during and after the show as well. It was quite the experience. Sevin & I also, metaphorically speaking, killed Bugs Bunny and it was HILARIOUS!
Now for the definition of Love: there are different meaning of love
a strong positive emotion of regard and affection
&
deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction
If you think i'm gonna talk about definition number 2... you sir or madam disgust me!
Love I and only I: After 21 years I found someone who was willing to be there for me, do things for me, and actually show that she loves me. After 22 years I [with the same someone] found someone who was willing to do stuff as "us"
Of course you all know i'm talking about Nicholle [Nikki] She is like the only happiness i've ever felt in a long time, then again there are many degrees of happiness.. but happiness in love is one that overpowers them all. She shows a gentle hand, never yells, never makes me feel like utter garbage and a HUGE bonus, never threatens to kill herself!
She is beautiful, funny, sweet, silly at times when I am, and the list goes on. [did I mention beautiful?]
I'll give you an example of each: beautiful? Ha! Just look at the new pic of her.
if that just doesn't make you scream.. a cutie with a smile to boot.. you need to be slapped and then look again!
Funny: She laughed at and called me silly when I started to sing "A Whole New World" from the Aladdin soundtrack in the middle of Best Buy. :D **BONUS**
Sweet? Many examples, but lets take her latest blog she posted saturday:
Ok, for those of you who keep asking, yes, I am seeing someone. He's the sweetest, most caring guy on the planet. He shows he cares not only just about me, but about Raven as well, and she sure loves him too :) He actually treats me like he loves me, instead of just a peice of ass :) Being with Dan is like paradise! Not only is he sweet and caring, but he is the ideal man every woman wants. He is the perfect mix of sweet talk, goofy humor, and seriousness.
The time we spend together are the best times of my life. We don't even have to be doing anything and we still have a great time. Last week went to the mall and just walked around at all the neat stuff for a while. It was great.
Ever seen a guy name Frosty melt? that did it :)
Silly at times: don't have a readily available example of that... because she doesn't chip in at my silly times like the Aladdin story. She's a bit shy to do that much.. but maybe thats a good thing? lol
She is just awesome, and I love her. I thought I knew what love was before I got back together with Nikki, but I truly didn't, Never felt like this before. Head over Heels.. thats for teenagers. More like really really fucking happy :D
Getting used to Raven has been a challenge but a great, loving challenge. I just finally got used to being a so-called "dad" and its great.. she runs to me now when she see's me and gives me a big hug on my leg, even leans towards me for kisses at random times. Never knew such a little person could melt such a big persons heart.. she's a total sweetie, she might be a pain in the ass at times, but she is a sweetheart. :)
Frostyness? ha! all of the above is Frostyness! Two Frostyness's below:
I live for life.
I love for Nikki & Raven.
I love to change the world.
One change at a time.
One design at a time.