Jun 04, 2014 16:51
Latest understanding of me and my life pattern that I want to change:
I am very self-knowledgeable and intuitive about personal philosophy, but not active for tasks that improve myself.
I am very active in tasks for other people and helping them meet their goals, but not very knowledgable about other people or their needs.
It always surprises me that the epiphanies I've had about ways to do things that are newly essential to my existence are not important to anyone else or that they don't value the things I want to share; at least not everyone universally needs the things I want to share.
I have this caterpillar story. I'm not the hero in my caterpillar story, and it taught me about life and death. YOU HAVE GOT TO HEAR THIS CATERPILLAR STORY! I was reminded of it while listening to how caterpillars work on public radio and IF YOU HAVE TWO THUMBS YOU MUST WANT TO KNOW HOW CATERPILLARS WORK and when you have heard how they work even if you have heard it before YOUR MIND WILL BE BLOWN ALL OVER AGAIN. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T LIKE CATERPILLARS ARE YOU HUMAN OR WHAT??? YOU ALSO MUST LOVE ANIME AND ANIME ABOUT PRINCESSES WHO LOVE INSECTS OR MY NAME'S NOT NAUSICAA YOU'RE RIGHT IT ISN'T BUT A GIRL CAN DREAM EVEN THOUGH PHONETICALLY TO PRONOUNCE THE NAME'S A BIT OF A NON-EVENTOMGWTFBBQ!!1111!!1!
This blog is not about caterpillars though. It's about shoegazing and how I need reminders to think outward now while figuring out when to act outward while also acting on inwardly important goals.