we might drive into something that looks like a sunset and it lasts forever. and we never look back.
yesterday i spent saying goodbye to my dear friends from south africa.
this place is way too depressing for me now.
my grandparents are dead, so it sad living in their old house.
i saw vera get hit by a car, then die in front of me with tears in her eyes.
then my close friends from around the world are gone.
the snow is melting.
the air is warm.
i still feel like im drowning.
moving back to greene is me being at rock bottom.
rock bottom is a shitty place to be.
bethel isnt a bad place, but its not where i want to be anymore.
i cant stand being stuck here.
open wide and they will shove in their the meaning of life.
well, not for me. ill do it on my own.
im sorry for feeling.
feeling the way i do.
this place is way too depressing for me now.
my grandparents are dead, so it sad living in their old house.
i saw vera get hit by a car, then die in front of me with tears in her eyes.
then my close friends from around the world are gone.
the snow is melting.
the air is warm.
i still feel like im drowning.
moving back to greene is me being at rock bottom.
rock bottom is a shitty place to be.
bethel isnt a bad place, but its not where i want to be anymore.
i cant stand being stuck here.
open wide and they will shove in their the meaning of life.
well, not for me. ill do it on my own.
im sorry for feeling.
feeling the way i do.