Mar 22, 2003 10:36
As some of you have already figured out, Will and i are back together. After many a conversations, promises, and wishes met, we decided to try it out once more. He had "come to his senses" as he said and planned on making things better. His life wasn't happy without me. Infact he was kinda miserable. And being the sucker that i am, i agreed. Many things were taken into consideration. Time spent must be meaningful. He used to take advantage of the fact that i was always there. Well i have a job and so does he. So there are up to 3 or 4 days where we won't see each other. And that seems to help. He already got me a present.. we've been out doin' things.. we're having so much more fun together. I think third times teh charm.. But i swear on Zelda, if something goes wrong this time it will be the last. I tore myself saying OK this time and i won't do it again. But i have hope. As i always have. Hope beyond all Hope i've ever had before. He loves me. and says it daily. He holds my hand. He tells me he misses me. He talks about how much he thinks about me when i'm not there. He talks about the future. Our future. I just have to get everyone to accept him again. They all think he's the devil. But i am the happiest i've ever been. Even when he and i were together the first two times. This is by far the best. I'm very happy. And all i ask is that everyone else accept that.