Will it happen?

Jul 10, 2005 00:10

I've found myself recently becoming.. jumpy. scared. anf more fidgety than normal. I dunno what it is.
For example, On the short distance i walk every night from my car to my front door, i get scared. I'm afraid something or someone is out there and for some reason wants to kill me. This could stem from the fact that nearly every one of my nightmares involved my front door, the enemy on the outside, and me on the inside. The only thing protecting me is that door and the fact that it can lock.
I've also noticed my getting jumpy when i hear that noise trucks, semi-trucks, and any large vehicle makes when passing me on the highway. I know you know the noise. For some reason it makes my skin crawl and i get really nervous. This could possibly arise from all those damned movies i watch. Thats a very common sound to hear before people get killed by a truck or almost ran over.
I hope that has nothing to do with my accident. Even though i have learned that people in cars are not always friendly to people not in cars. *Shrugs*

Oh and i have another rant to make but i'll make that seperate.
Release the fishes!
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