Feb 26, 2006 14:04
So, I've been kinda bad about blogging here. Mostly because I get more satisfaction from talking to my friends in person about my problems and how my day has been rather than posting it in a journal where I don't even know who's read it or not. I prefer human communication. And especially the human communication that doesn't involve "drama." I'm not saying that my life is drama free, but I do make it a point to not drag others into it to make them as miserable as I am sometimes. That's just rediculous. Drama is not a natural occurance. It is caused by people. People say things, others misunderstand them, and they would rather fight about it than discuss it rationally like human beings. That's not healthy for individuals, or for friendships. And I've witnessed plenty of it in my life. I'm done with that.
I'm thankful that I have my girls. They have helped me through so much in the past two months, and I love them for it. I can go to them with my problems, or hardships, and they give me a understanding ear, which is what I need. I don't ask them to solve my problems, but they're there to be my friends, and that's what helps me the most. Thanks girls.
How am I feeling? Emotionally exhausted