I Want [2]
Title: I Want
Pairing: WooGyu; MyungGyu
Rating: PG-13
Summary: All Kim Sunggyu wants is love. But a certain Nam Woohyun wouldn't give him what he wanted, because he’s not ready for something like, love. Still, Sunggyu hoped and prayed that someday, Woohyun will finally learn to love him. Will Sunggyu finally find the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun finally learn to love?
What if a guy enters the picture and show Sunggyu the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun realize that he loved Sunggyu from the start and was just in denial? Or will he just let the new guy own Sunggyu?
~*~o~*~
Looking at Sungyeol’s peaceful and innocent face, Woohyun suddenly wondered why he can’t feel something when he’s with the choding, unlike when he’s with Sunggyu.
He’s at it again, thinking about the old hamster when he just finished a hot session of sex (but Woohyun likes to call it ‘making love’) with Sungyeol.
Maybe it’s time that he realize that Sunggyu isn’t just a mere ‘old hamster’ that he likes to play, that he had fallen for the said hamster. But just the thought of it sent shiver down Woohyun’s spine, making him reach for the blanket on Sungyeol’s body, covering his sculptured-like body with it. He closed his eyes, hoping that the thoughts about Sunggyu will slowly disappear as he slept.
Unfortunately, it didn’t.
~*~o~*~
Woohyun stood alone in the middle of a grassy field, with no traces of other person or any creature around. He tried to walk, but he can’t lift up his foot, seems like it’s glued to the ground and Woohyun can’t do anything about it.
He screamed as loud as he can, and suddenly, he saw a figure far from his side vision, taking cautious step towards him. Even though he’s glad that someone’s there with him, he’s still nervous because the stranger might not be a Good Samaritan like what he’s wishing for.
He squinted his eyes to check how the person looks. If not for the figure’s small eyes, he wouldn’t know that it’s Sunggyu. Woohyun was more than happy to see the older, especially with the fact that they’re at an unknown place alone. He didn’t even care about the unnecessary feelings he was feeling, because it is not the right time and place to think about that.
But Woohyun’s happiness didn’t last long because the moment Sunggyu recognized him, the latter stopped his tracks, his small eyes widening before quickly running away.
“Sung-“ Woohyun sit up from the bed, “Yeol…” he finished when he saw the tall guy in front of him. This made him relax and lay back on the bed.
“I see that you’ve dreamt of me,” Sungyeol chuckled, “What is it about? It doesn’t seem to be a wet dream.” He stated as he peeked under the blanket.
“It’s nothing…” Woohyun uttered.
~*~o~*~
“Sunggyu, from this day onwards, I will not allow you to go out of the mansion. Is that clear?” Woohyun said in a demanding tone.
“But… why?” Sunggyu asked, not understanding why Woohyun’s acting like this.
Why? Woohyun also don’t know the answer, actually. All he knows is that he doesn’t want Sunggyu to leave him like what he did on his dream. On top of that, he doesn’t want to be left alone, he’s afraid to be left alone, it’s terrifying to be left alone. Woohyun just noticed that fact after that dream he had, and it bothered him to no end. Even though he still have his ‘fuck buddies’, having Sunggyu with him is different, much more different.
“Just don’t. Okay?” Woohyun said softly, almost pleading Sunggyu to follow him.
“Can I go out- “ Woohyun glared at Sunggyu because of his stubbornness, “for the last time? After that, I will not leave this house, ever again. I promise.” Sunggyu looked at Woohyun, determined to keep his promise.
They had a staring battle for a while, both not wanting to lose.
“Okay.” and Sunggyu started jumping happily.
“But,” Woohyun looked at the expensive watch wrapped on his slender wrist, 5:47 “come back after 5 hours.”
“Only 5 hours? Come on, I’m going to be cooped up here in this mansion until I die and you’re giving me only 5 hours to enjoy outside? Hyunnie, don’t be like this.” Sunggyu cooed.
Sunggyu using aegyo? That’s new to Woohyun. He felt those uncomfortable feeling on his stomach again (I’m perfectly sure that they were butterflies), and so, our poor Hyunnie lost it.
A loud slap.
“Don’t ever call me with that name ever again. Got that? I’m being overly kind to you by allowing you to go out of this mansion after prohibiting you from doing so, and the only thing you should be doing is to be thankful, not complain! Now, get the fuck out of here, and don’t waste the 5 fucking hours that I fucking granted you!”
After that, Sunggyu left the mansion with sad sobs, touching the cheek where a red mark remained.
I know when to stop
I know when to let things go
And I know when to move on.
But ‘I know’ is different from ‘I can’.
Yup, Woohyun just lost it.
~*~o~*~
By the way Sunggyu was dressed, one could not tell that he is a billionaire. He was wearing an oversized white hoodie, along with a black skinny jean, complimenting his thigh and a pair of white sneakers. He was still crying though, but not as hard as before.
He was thinking of having fun as much as he want before, but now he just wanted to spend his last 5 hours of freedom away from Woohyun. Yes, he still loves the latter, but not that much anymore.
He wiped his tear stained face using his hoodie’s sleeves, and he realized that he didn’t even have a watch. Great, now how will he know if his time is over already? Reaching for his pocket, he pulled out his wallet and counted the money in it.
‘Hmm… enough for a new watch.’ He thought. It seems funny that he’s a billionaire but Sunggyu’s wallet only contains a decent amount of money, well, he had given all his riches to Woohyun right? He pushed back his wallet to his pocket and continued his search for a watch.
Sunggyu felt his eyes sting as he remembered that Woohyun really likes watches, he even has a collection of it on his walk in closet. How can he think of him when he shouldn’t be? He decided to give up his search, as his vision is starting to get blurry because of the tears that won’t stop falling.
He tried evading the people around him but failed when he bumped into someone, a guy. Sunggyu looked up and mumbled a soft ‘sorry’ before walking away, but a strong grip on his wrist prevented him to flee.
Sunggyu faced the stranger and he realized that the guy is undeniably handsome, his pair of cold eyes changed in a second when he saw Sunggyu’s miserable state.
“Hey, are you okay?” the stranger asked as he check Sunggyu’s body for any visible wound or anything, “Are you hurt?”
Sunggyu shook his head and wiped his tears with his sleeves again, only to be stopped by a hand offering him a plaid handkerchief.
“It’s not dirty.” The guy said and smiled, his eyes forming crescents.
Sunggyu accepted the handkerchief and wiped his tears using it.
“Thank you.” He said, returning the smile, his eyes forming slits.
The stranger seems taken aback by Sunggyu’s sudden change from a helpless hamster into a cheerful one.
“My name is Myungsoo.” The guy said, “You?”
“Sunggyu.” The older replied.
Then it started raining.
~*~o~*~
Next.
Pairing: WooGyu; MyungGyu
Rating: PG-13
Summary: All Kim Sunggyu wants is love. But a certain Nam Woohyun wouldn't give him what he wanted, because he’s not ready for something like, love. Still, Sunggyu hoped and prayed that someday, Woohyun will finally learn to love him. Will Sunggyu finally find the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun finally learn to love?
What if a guy enters the picture and show Sunggyu the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun realize that he loved Sunggyu from the start and was just in denial? Or will he just let the new guy own Sunggyu?
~*~o~*~
Looking at Sungyeol’s peaceful and innocent face, Woohyun suddenly wondered why he can’t feel something when he’s with the choding, unlike when he’s with Sunggyu.
He’s at it again, thinking about the old hamster when he just finished a hot session of sex (but Woohyun likes to call it ‘making love’) with Sungyeol.
Maybe it’s time that he realize that Sunggyu isn’t just a mere ‘old hamster’ that he likes to play, that he had fallen for the said hamster. But just the thought of it sent shiver down Woohyun’s spine, making him reach for the blanket on Sungyeol’s body, covering his sculptured-like body with it. He closed his eyes, hoping that the thoughts about Sunggyu will slowly disappear as he slept.
Unfortunately, it didn’t.
~*~o~*~
Woohyun stood alone in the middle of a grassy field, with no traces of other person or any creature around. He tried to walk, but he can’t lift up his foot, seems like it’s glued to the ground and Woohyun can’t do anything about it.
He screamed as loud as he can, and suddenly, he saw a figure far from his side vision, taking cautious step towards him. Even though he’s glad that someone’s there with him, he’s still nervous because the stranger might not be a Good Samaritan like what he’s wishing for.
He squinted his eyes to check how the person looks. If not for the figure’s small eyes, he wouldn’t know that it’s Sunggyu. Woohyun was more than happy to see the older, especially with the fact that they’re at an unknown place alone. He didn’t even care about the unnecessary feelings he was feeling, because it is not the right time and place to think about that.
But Woohyun’s happiness didn’t last long because the moment Sunggyu recognized him, the latter stopped his tracks, his small eyes widening before quickly running away.
“Sung-“ Woohyun sit up from the bed, “Yeol…” he finished when he saw the tall guy in front of him. This made him relax and lay back on the bed.
“I see that you’ve dreamt of me,” Sungyeol chuckled, “What is it about? It doesn’t seem to be a wet dream.” He stated as he peeked under the blanket.
“It’s nothing…” Woohyun uttered.
~*~o~*~
“Sunggyu, from this day onwards, I will not allow you to go out of the mansion. Is that clear?” Woohyun said in a demanding tone.
“But… why?” Sunggyu asked, not understanding why Woohyun’s acting like this.
Why? Woohyun also don’t know the answer, actually. All he knows is that he doesn’t want Sunggyu to leave him like what he did on his dream. On top of that, he doesn’t want to be left alone, he’s afraid to be left alone, it’s terrifying to be left alone. Woohyun just noticed that fact after that dream he had, and it bothered him to no end. Even though he still have his ‘fuck buddies’, having Sunggyu with him is different, much more different.
“Just don’t. Okay?” Woohyun said softly, almost pleading Sunggyu to follow him.
“Can I go out- “ Woohyun glared at Sunggyu because of his stubbornness, “for the last time? After that, I will not leave this house, ever again. I promise.” Sunggyu looked at Woohyun, determined to keep his promise.
They had a staring battle for a while, both not wanting to lose.
“Okay.” and Sunggyu started jumping happily.
“But,” Woohyun looked at the expensive watch wrapped on his slender wrist, 5:47 “come back after 5 hours.”
“Only 5 hours? Come on, I’m going to be cooped up here in this mansion until I die and you’re giving me only 5 hours to enjoy outside? Hyunnie, don’t be like this.” Sunggyu cooed.
Sunggyu using aegyo? That’s new to Woohyun. He felt those uncomfortable feeling on his stomach again (I’m perfectly sure that they were butterflies), and so, our poor Hyunnie lost it.
A loud slap.
“Don’t ever call me with that name ever again. Got that? I’m being overly kind to you by allowing you to go out of this mansion after prohibiting you from doing so, and the only thing you should be doing is to be thankful, not complain! Now, get the fuck out of here, and don’t waste the 5 fucking hours that I fucking granted you!”
After that, Sunggyu left the mansion with sad sobs, touching the cheek where a red mark remained.
I know when to stop
I know when to let things go
And I know when to move on.
But ‘I know’ is different from ‘I can’.
Yup, Woohyun just lost it.
~*~o~*~
By the way Sunggyu was dressed, one could not tell that he is a billionaire. He was wearing an oversized white hoodie, along with a black skinny jean, complimenting his thigh and a pair of white sneakers. He was still crying though, but not as hard as before.
He was thinking of having fun as much as he want before, but now he just wanted to spend his last 5 hours of freedom away from Woohyun. Yes, he still loves the latter, but not that much anymore.
He wiped his tear stained face using his hoodie’s sleeves, and he realized that he didn’t even have a watch. Great, now how will he know if his time is over already? Reaching for his pocket, he pulled out his wallet and counted the money in it.
‘Hmm… enough for a new watch.’ He thought. It seems funny that he’s a billionaire but Sunggyu’s wallet only contains a decent amount of money, well, he had given all his riches to Woohyun right? He pushed back his wallet to his pocket and continued his search for a watch.
Sunggyu felt his eyes sting as he remembered that Woohyun really likes watches, he even has a collection of it on his walk in closet. How can he think of him when he shouldn’t be? He decided to give up his search, as his vision is starting to get blurry because of the tears that won’t stop falling.
He tried evading the people around him but failed when he bumped into someone, a guy. Sunggyu looked up and mumbled a soft ‘sorry’ before walking away, but a strong grip on his wrist prevented him to flee.
Sunggyu faced the stranger and he realized that the guy is undeniably handsome, his pair of cold eyes changed in a second when he saw Sunggyu’s miserable state.
“Hey, are you okay?” the stranger asked as he check Sunggyu’s body for any visible wound or anything, “Are you hurt?”
Sunggyu shook his head and wiped his tears with his sleeves again, only to be stopped by a hand offering him a plaid handkerchief.
“It’s not dirty.” The guy said and smiled, his eyes forming crescents.
Sunggyu accepted the handkerchief and wiped his tears using it.
“Thank you.” He said, returning the smile, his eyes forming slits.
The stranger seems taken aback by Sunggyu’s sudden change from a helpless hamster into a cheerful one.
“My name is Myungsoo.” The guy said, “You?”
“Sunggyu.” The older replied.
Then it started raining.
~*~o~*~
Next.