(Say something anyway)
damn I miss my friends!should've gone for the picnic today then I can find out how they're doing + I miss fatchow a lot!!
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Fridurday last night/this morn was so tiring I came home and slept like a pig - "burning daylight" like grace would say and guess what I had another dream/nightmare again!it was terrifying and kinda personal cos I recognised everyone in that dream and there were 4.I dreamt that I was being all pmsy and very emotional and everybody left me alone and didn't care,like I fell so I was sitting by the road outside a shopping centre tying my shoelaces with X and Y.then X and Y was like 'ok we're going without you' and I remember screaming at them to come back if they were my real friends I knew they would but they didn't and asked me to 'call them' instead when I was done. It was frustrating. then I remember being so pissed especially at X for not staying and X even threatened to slap me (which is highly possible if you knew X haha) for feeling that way. So I walked back on my own and when I reached I saw this beautiful girl standing on this stage with her back facing me. I thought she was Eunice(ling) and cos' it was someone familiar I went to hold her hand cos' I wanted to talk hahah but she turned around and it was...mil!& I remember she led me somewhere and I started crying while I was walking and that's how it ended - I woke up with tears in my eyes though.
Gosh I need serious help HAHA first it was a dream bout people chasing me,then I was feeling so so happy the past few days and now...this.
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okay back to Econs.