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I had a great 18th birthday ytd woohooo everyone made me feel so special and vv loved so THANKS AGAIN TO ALL WHO WISHED ME :):):)
so today I went to ntu with clara in my final attempt at "taking ownership of my IS" and the whole uni experience was somewhat frightening..like seriously I thought jc was bad when you see many different faces but uni is reallly....the entire world I bet.there were damn a lot of people I felt so small + I had to walk ten thousand miles in just half an hour + the people there practically walk alone..pretty much all the time.SO LONELY I know I'll feel so sad if I had to walk to classes/attend everything on my own in an unfamiliar environment.OH and plus there were people of ALL ages there.and ALL races too.see what I mean by you really meet the whole world when you go into uni!Thank God for this experience now I can mentally prepare myself for what's ahead...and hopefully I'll not freak out next yr still.
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final IS attempt for me = NO SLEEP TONIGHT!