Love me Like I Love you 20(Last)
Title: Love me like I Love you 20
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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I woke up to a hand around me.
It was clenched tightly around my waist as I was pulled into a warmth.
I laid there for only a few seconds before digging myself out of that warmth.
Sighing I ran a hand through my hair and stared at the figure on my bed.
I stared for a long time before deciding to go get a drink of water.
It was dark outside still and when I checked it seemed to be only 3am.
No one was in the living room as I grabbed myself a bottle of water and stood staring at nothing in the kitchen.
"Are you going to come back to sleep."
His voice shocked me as I dropped the bottle of water and quickly picked it up taking a sip.
I didn't reply until I put the water back in the fridge.
"You should probably go home." I said ignoring his eyes as I stood in the kitchen.
He stood at the door to my room and stared at me.
It went on for a little while, the staring at each other.
I sighed.
"Your manager will be worried." I said.
"You really don't love me anymore." he said.
I sighed and ran a hand through my hair once again.
"I can't love you again." I said.
"Why?" he asked.
"Because I can't hurt your career again."
"You won't." he said.
"Because I don't want to get hurt again." I said.
A short silence passed.
"Then one night." he said.
I lifted my head and stared directly at him.
"What?" I said.
"One night with you and if I can't make you like me again with that night then I will leave you alone forever. " he said.
'One night?' I thought confused.
"What do you mean by one night?" I asked.
"A date..." he said.
"We can-"
"And then we make love." he said.
My body stiffened at those words.
'He wants to have sex.' I instantly thought.
"I don't sleep with just anyone." I said.
"You haven't slept with anyone...besides me." he said.
"We didn't..." I said blushing hard as I remembered the day we tried.
"I know. Yes...or no?" he asked.
"And if I choose no?" I asked.
"Then I can't guarantee that I will leave you alone. But I can guarantee that you still have feeling for me." he said.
A long silence passed.
'What kind of thought is that?' I thought confused as I lifted my head to look at him.
"And if I say yes and after...I don't love you." I said.
"Trust me. I will make sure you feel my love to the fullest. I will make sure your body can't forget my body" he said.
I felt my face flush hard at those words as I lowered my head.
"But...we are not even...together..." I said.
"But I want to be together." he said.
I lifted my head.
"Give me some time." I whispered before walking into my bathroom.
I sat on the toilet for a long time just thinking before I took a long, hot shower.
When I came back out, he was sitting on my couch.
I hurried to my room and got dressed before grabbing a blanket and a pillow.
"You can take a shower and sleep on my couch." I said as I handed him the pillow and blanket.
He took it and I stared at him.
"But I have no change of cloths for you." I said before turning to make my way to my room.
"My mom misses you."
I stopped in my walk. A very long silence passed.
"She watched the news and stories and you know what she said?"
I didn't say anything.
"Whether it is true or not, I will support you." Taecyeon said.
I tightened my fists.
"So you know what Wooyoung...whether you don't believe me or not that I still love you and I want to be with you...I will always believe in your heart...it will tell me one-"
"Shut up." I said sighing as I ruined a hand on my face. "Fine. Fine. Take off your cloths." I said as I turned to him.
He stared at me confused.
"But after this...and I reject you...please...leave me alone." I said quickly as I took off my shirt.
"Wooyoung!"
I started on my pants when he stopped me by pulling me into a hug.
"Isn't this what you want? You want to have sex right? You want to feel in control of me. You want to be my first...I'll give it to you...what you've wanted...what you came here for...I'll-"
"Wooyoung!"
I clenched my eyes as he pushed and instead of balancing, I fell on my bottom.
I released heavy breaths as I stared at the floor.
"I'm sorry." he said.
"I'm so sorry Jang Wooyoung. I'm sorry for leaving and I'm so so sorry for not protecting you. I don't want your body...I want your heart...I want to protect you like I never did...I want...I want just...just Jang Wooyoung."
His voice broke and I sat there listening to him cry as I clenched my fists.
It's the first time I heard him cry.
I sat there for a little while more before tapping him on the shoulder.
He pulled me into a hug and I sighed and let him hug me.
The watery tears wet my shirt as I sat staring at nothing but remembering a lot.
For the second time I fell asleep.
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I woke up to brightness but laid there for a while before getting up when I realized I had a job and a class to teach.
"I'm so glad it's Friday." I said to myself as I walked out my room to find an empty couch with a pillow and neatly folded blanket.
I sighed and shook my head as I walked up to it and noticed a note.
Slowly I picked it up and opened it.
"I love you." I read as I sighed again, put the note down and headed into the shower.
I quickly finished everything but didn't get a chance to eat as I hurried to make it to the studio.
I realized I slept the whole day because the kids got out of school a little later in the afternoon.
I sometimes had adult classes but not on Fridays.
Mentally yelling at myself as I cycled as fast as I could.
I hoped my bicycle didn't fall apart.
I made it just as the kids started walking in.
Quickly, I opened the door and let them in telling them to go change.
I just wanted to finish everything quickly and go back to sleep in my home.
"Why were you late today hyung? Are you okay? You look tired."
I shooed Taehun away as he asked me questions.
"Go change." I said.
He sighed and nodded as he ran into the dressing room.
I sat down sighing when my phone rang.
"What's up Junho." I said as I rubbed a hand on my face.
"You sound like you just woke up." he said.
"No. I'm at the studio. I'm so tired though. I didn't even get a chance to eat." I said.
"Oh...I see...I wish I could come in but I have work today. I'll call Junsu and see if he can come." Junho said.
I nodded and replied to him just as the kids were coming.
"I have to go. See you later. Maybe not tonight because I'm planning on getting a lot of missed sleep." I said.
"Missed sleep? Why? Is it because-"
"Not now. Have to go. Bye." I said as I hung up.
I knew he was going to ask about Taecyeon. I just didn't want to talk about it or about him at all.
"Alright class lets start!"
And with that I started the 2 hour dance class.
I began with going over the dance we've been practicing and then I gave a chance for free time and eating time before we started the new dance moves.
It was during eating time that Taecyeon walked in.
I didn't realize he was even inside until Taehun tapped me on the shoulder.
"Hyung...it's that weird guy again." he said.
"I quickly turned my head to make eyes contact with Taecyeon.
I sighed as my heart started beating for no reason at all.
"What are you doin here?" I mumbled to him as he stood in front of me.
"Did you find my note?" Taecyeon asked.
"Taehun, go eat." I said once again shooing the small boy off as I stared at the older boy standing in front of me.
"What about your note?" I asked as I looked away.
I heard him chucke before thrusting a bag in front of me.
"I have to go real soon but I brought you some food." Taecyeon said as he set a bag of food in front of me.
At that moment my stomach growled and I embarrassingly looked away.
"Right on time." Taecyeon said as he laughed.
"I told you not to buy me things." I said.
"I didn't. Junho bought it." Taecyeon said.
I turned to him frowning.
"Your lying." I said.
He laughed and nodded.
"Caught me." he said. "I have to go now. Make sure you eat and I'll see you later." he said, his hand touching my shoulder before he started walking out.
"Don't come!" I yelled missing him by the door slamming.
I sighed.
"Hyung, you should eat. Your stomach is growling. I guess that guy isn't weird since he brought you food." Taehun.
I laughed as I wiped his cheek of rice.
"Sit down and eat properly just like I'm about to do." I said as I started eating the food Taecyeon bought me.
Is was when class ended and Taehuns mom picked him up that I realized that I didn't say thank you to the guy who brought me food.
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I sighed as I cycled my way back home, hoping to be greeted with a nice hot shower and my bed.
What I was greeted with though was Ok Taecyeon sitting in front of my door.
I sighed and didn't even ask as I opened the door and headed straight to my shower.
It didn't take me long and as soon as I finished I went and got dressed.
Taecyeon sat on my small couch as I walked towards him.
"I'm really tired. I'm going to sleep." I said crossing my arms.
He smiled and nodded.
"What are you going to do?" I asked.
"Wait for you." he said.
"I'm not going to wake up today." I said.
"But if you do I will be here waiting for you." he said.
I sighed and shrugged but just before I was starting to make my way to my room the door bell rang.
Taecyeon got it before I could and Junho, Junsu, Soyoung and her husband walked in with a bunch of food.
"I'm going to sleep!" I yelled as I walked in my room and slammed the door.
No body came in and despite the noise that started, I fell straight asleep.
Soyoung came in a little while after.
I laid on my bed staring at her as she walked towards me and sat on the edge of my bed.
"Are you two boyfriends again?" she asked.
I shot up as quickly as I could and stared a her shocked.
"Who the hell gave you that idea!" I yelled.
"Watch your language!" she yelled back as she hit me on the head.
"There's nothing between us. He's been following me everywhere." I said as I rubbed the place she hit me.
"Have you at least talked to him?" she asked.
"So you want me to get back with him?" I stared at her wide eyed.
"He didn't do anything wron-"
"You don't remember what happened to me? What almost happened to his career?" I said wide eyed.
"He says he's taking a break. That's what he came here to tell you. He's not in 2PM anymore."
"So I'm just supposed to open my arms and let him take me like some girl?" I said.
"That's not what I'm saying and you shouldn't talk that way about girls." she said.
I sighed and apologized.
"I feel that you hate him-"
"I don't hate him. Why does everyone think I hate him? I don't. Just because I don't want to be in a relationship with him again it means I hate him?" I asked.
"Like I said. Your attitude feels as if you hate him. You just talked about not wanting to act like a girl but your pretty much doing that right now."
A long silence passed.
I remembered what happened only a few years ago when Soyoung pushed me into loving Taecyeon to the point where I actually did start really liking him. It felt like it was all déjà vu.
"So you want me back with him." I said.
"I want you to be happy."
"Are you sure it's not your oppa that you want to be happy?"
"Who? My husband?" Soyoung joked.
I sighed and turned away.
"I want my brother to be happy." she said.
"I am happy." I said.
"Are you really?"
I turned to her and turned back quick.
"The past is the past Woo...he's given up his career for you. He says his mom wants to see you too." she said.
"He told his mom about us?" I asked.
"I don't know. Why don't you ask him yourself. He wants to see you. He came here to tell you what I just told you." Soyoung said.
"And why did you come here?"
"Oh...so you wanted alone time with him?"
"No!" I said angrily.
"Calm down." she said giggling.
"I have good news." she said.
I turned to her.
She smiled wide at me.
"Your going to become an uncle." she said happily.
It took me a few minutes of blank staring before I yelled.
"Your having a baby!"
The door burst open and Junho ran in.
"She's having a baby! We're going to be uncles Woo!" he yelled.
I stared at nothing for a while before I turned my head slightly and caught eyes with no one other that Taecyeon.
He smiled and I sighed and looked away.
"Fine. Fine. Lets celebrate." I said sighing as I got out of bed.
"If your tired you can-"
"No. I want to celebrate." I said as I walked out my room.
I sat down at the table where all the food and drinks was prepared and set up.
"Hey Youngie." Junsu hyung said.
I greeted him, congratulated the father of the baby and started stuffing my face.
"Glad to see you out."
I ignored Taecyeons voice as he sat himself next to me.
Everyone started chatting and I stared at nothing.
"Woo? Woo!"
I snapped out of no thoughts at all as I turned to Soyoung.
"I said Taecyeon wants to talk to you." she said winking.
"Your the same as ever. I'm glad." Taecyeon said.
I turned to Taecyeon and closed my eyes for a bit before sighing and getting up.
"Let's go." I said as I started walking towards my room.
He followed me and as soon as the door closed, the chatter outside began.
I sat on my bed and watched as Taecyeon took a place in the middle of the room in front of me.
"You can sit." I said.
"No." he replied.
I sighed and rubbed a hand at my face.
A small silence passed.
"Thanks for the food." I said.
"Thanks for wanting to talk to me." he said.
I looked up at him.
"I really don't hate you." I said.
He nodded.
"I really don't." I said. "If I did, I wouldn't be even talking to you right now. I wouldn't let you in my home I just...." I paused. "I don't know what to do." I said.
"Be mine again." Taecyeon said. "Let me be yours again."
I sighed and once again a hand went through my hair and then to my face.
"I'm scared." I finally admitted.
"I know you are."
I felt warm hands wrap around my body and I didn't push him away.
"I'm scared too but if we work together then nothing will be scary anymore. I will protect you. With my life." Taecyeon said.
I didn't reply but let him hug me.
"I'm really scared." I said again.
"I know Woo...I know...I'm sorry." Taecyeon whispered in my ear and hugged me tighter.
Slowly I lifted my hands and just as I was about to put them around him, the door opened and Junho declared they would be leaving soon and they would lock the door.
He didn't give me a chance to say anything as he winked, locked the door, and closed it.
I tried to get up but Taecyeon pushed me down.
"Stay...with me." he said.
I sighed and nodded as I sat back down.
He eventually sat down next to me and I didn't know how but I ended up on the bed bed with him half on top of me.
"Hey..." I said nervously as I felt my heart beating.
"I want you Woo...now." Taecyeon said.
"Wait..." is the only words I got out before his face stared down at mine.
Taecyeon slowly leaned down and kissed me.
I struggled for only a little bit before giving in.
I let him do what he wanted. I couldn't stop him and when he started, it didn't stop.
The next thing I knew my thighs were grabbed and my legs opened wide.
"Hyung....no..."
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I woke to another sleeping face.
His eyes were close and he looked as handsome as always.
I stared at him for a long time, not thinking about anything but him.
It was when I snapped out of it and decided to get up and when the yell escaped my mouth.
Quickly Taecyeon was awake and helping me lay back down.
I winced at the ache of my body and especially my butt.
Suddenly I remembered what happened the other night.
'We did it.' I thought. 'We finally went all the way.'
"Woo...I'm sorry. You should probably lay down for the rest of the day. I went too far." he said.
"You think?" I grumbled as I remembered the other night once again.
He flipped me too many times to remember. He didn't do it twice but three times, ignoring my small protests to stop.
I counted, both enjoying and hating it at the same time.
The pleasure and pain were both mixed feelings.
It was like a night for the two years we hadn't seen each other.
"Should I get you anything?" he asked.
I slowly nodded.
"Water..." I groaned out, feeling my dry throat.
I watched as he got up and slipped on his shirt.
I didn't know when he put his underwear back on but I know I was totally naked under the covers.
"I need a shower..." I groaned as I tried to put the ache to the back of my head.
Taecyeon came back quick with a glass of water.
I thanked him and drank before falling back down on the bed.
"I didn't use a condom."
It's the last thing I wanted to hear as I felt my cheeks heat up.
"It fine....we both didn't plan this..." I said.
"I haven't been with anyone, I promise." Taecyeon said.
"I said its fine hyung...I'm just hurting right now." I said.
"I'm so sorry." he said.
"You did it three times." I said. "Did you really miss me that much." I asked mentally groaning at my body at the moment.
"I wanted you more than you could think of." Taecyeon said.
It became awkward after that and I sighed and turned away from him.
"Are you hungry?" he asked.
I nodded.
"You want to wait for me while I go get food?" he asked.
"Sure."
'Anything to get you out of here so I can figure out what's wrong with my burning ass and take a shower.' I blushed as I thought.
"Okay. Wait for me. I'll be right back." he said as he pulled on some cloths and hurriedly ran out of my apartment.
I waited a few moments before pulling my aching body up and dragging my slow legs to the bathroom.
I took a nice, hot, and long shower and discovered and felt a few very new and painful bruises.
I sighed and quickly went back to my room, got dressed and changed the sheets.
When Taecyeon came back I had new sheets and laid down on my stomach with my butt in the air.
Sitting or laying on my back proved to be painful.
"Thanks for the bruises." I said.
"What?" Taecyeon said worriedly as he walked towards me with the bag of food.
I laughed and shook my head.
"It's just a few. Go get ready so we can eat, I'm hungry." I said.
Taecyeon nodded and once again rushed out the room.
I laid back on my stomach as I heard the shower water go on.
"I can't believe we did this." I whispered to myself, falling on the bed and closing my eyes tight.
The sound of water running went through my ears as I relaxed and tried to fall back asleep if I could.
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A/N Last Chapter. It has been long time. I was writing this long for you guys as a ending. I'm sorry this story took a long time and THANK YOU THANK YOU for sticking with me through this still. I'm sorry to everyone that this is the end but it has been going on for a long time and I want this to end both for me and for you ^^ I hope you understand. I might write something new. Hope you enjoy the last chapter. KAMPSAMNIDA!!!!! ^^^^