Love me like I Love you 16
Title: Love me like I Love you 16
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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I stayed still.
With a warm grip on my hand held tight in the sheets, I decided not to move as Taecyeon kissed me.
I didn't even try to kiss him back. My body went a little stiff at the feeling of knowing what he wanted and knowing what we were going to do.
The thought of us being two guys kept rushing through my head.
I tried to not respond but soon failed.
With my eyes closed tight, weird sounds escaped from my lips before I could stop them.
"Hyung.." I finally groaned.
We have never kissed for as long as he was kissing me.
Taecyeon didn't answer me but did something I was actually expecting but not so soon.
His hand.
That warm hand went under my shirt.
I froze.
He usually does this but I always pull his hand away before he even touched my stomach.
It just felt weird with someone else touching my body. I don't even touch my own body.
I'm embarrassed of myself.
"Hyung..." I said once again as my hand went for his hand quickly.
"Let me..." Taecyeon whispered in my ear.
I froze as he let go of my lips and stared down at me.
"But..."
I stopped with just that one word.
Our eyes connected for a long time before I became embarrassed and closed my eyes tight and let go of his hand and grabbed his upper arm.
Taecyeon might of took this as an okay because his hand suddenly started moving and a warm hand touched my stomach and started moving up.
The silence surrounded us more. Not even noise could be heard from outside.
I clenched my free hand tight in a ball as I felt Taecyeons hand move all the way until it stopped on my chest.
I didn't open my eyes or let go of his arm.
He lowered himself to my neck.
I could feel his breath on my neck as he started planting soft kisses there.
'What is going on...this is weird....too weird....why is he touching my chest.....I'm not a girl....' I thought panicked when a hand brushed passed my nipple.
I opened my mouth only to be interrupted as Taecyeon started squeezing.
Not hard, but squeezing as in playing.
His hand moved everywhere on my chest, back down to my belly, and around my sides.
I giggled at my sides but everywhere else the feeling was so intense that my grip on his arm didn't let go.
Taecyeons hand went up and down my upper body for a while before I opened my mouth.
"I'm not a girl." I said with my eyes tightly closed as he continued squeezing my chest.
He didn't respond.
'What exactly is he looking for? I'm not a girl.' I thought to myself embarrassingly as I realized we were doing something only a boy and a girl does.
"Hey....hyung?" I said.
"Taec." Taecyeon said.
His breath passed my neck and I froze once again as he started nibbling.
"He...hey...wait don't bite....hyung maybe we should..."
He bit me and I squealed a bit too loudly as my eyes opened wide.
He laughed.
"Ouch! That's hurts I told you not to-"
He quickly interrupted me with a kiss.
"He...sto-Tae..." I tried to get words out but with much trying I failed.
After a while Taecyeon let my lips go and his hand came out of my shirt.
I let go of his arm and calmed down my body.
He lifted himself up a little and looked down at me.
I glanced at him from side view due to my embarrassment.
"If that's it then get up....your heavy." I said.
"Why? You want more?"
He whispered this in my ear and I responded by hitting him.
"Hey!"
Taecyeon yelled as suddenly he was down on me again and both his hands were in my shirt.
"Hey! Hyung...Stop....Stommngg..." one of the weird sounds escaped my lips again as he held on to both parts of my chest.
I tried my best to not look at him but he started kissing my cheek and I had no choice but to force my head to turn to look at him.
"St...stop this...pervert..." I said.
Taecyeon smiled and shook his head.
He continued doing his action for a little while longer before I got frustrated and grabbed onto both his arms.
"If your going to do this then let me take off my shirt...it's hot...your heavy...you didn't even let me shower. I smell like sweat we did a lot of danc-mnnng.."
He interrupted me again and with this I decided to just give up.
He let my lips go after a few minutes and I breathed out loud.
"Did you prepare your self?" He suddenly said as he got up.
I felt my face turn red as I looked away.
"Did you?" I asked back embarrassed.
Taecyeon got up more and did something I was not expecting.
He lifted me up and suddenly my shirt was off and tossed away.
We caught eyes for a second before he gently pushed me down.
I didn't have time to respond to both action as he kissed me.
This time I tried to respond.
When our eyes caught, something in me felt a intensity.
He let me go again for a while to breath.
"The lights..." I said as I realized the lights in my room were still on.
Taecyeon got up quick and came back quick.
I felt his heavy body back on top of me as I stared into the darkness.
He gave me a peck on the lips before whispering to me.
"I will finish with my cloths. You?" he said.
I felt my face heat up.
"M...me too.." I said stuttering.
Once again the heavy body was off me.
I lifted myself up, paused for a few seconds before taking a deep breath and slipping off my pants.
I waited for a little while before getting rid of everything else.
I sat naked on my bed crouched as I tried to cover myself.
"Ready." I heard Taecyeon say.
A warm hand went through my hair and I sighed and laid down as I covered my face.
"Sure." I said.
The hand in my hair moved down to my shoulder and I tensed up.
"Sorry.." I quickly apologized.
"Woo? Are you sure your ready? I did say that in my note but we don't have to-"
"Don't stop now. If you stop I won't let you ever touch me again." I said.
There was a long silence.
What I was saying was true. How I met him, how we even have a relationship, how we are both males. How everything is so embarrassing, if he stopped, I would never have the courage to let him touch me again.
"Go." I said.
Taecyeon waited for a little bit before I felt his hand lower and soon after, his body back on top of mine.
'Naked.' I quickly thought.
I felt his nakedness, his body, every inch and touch of his body.
It made me feel so embarrassed.
"I tried to prepare with the few time I had. I think what I have to do is get you rea-"
"Don't talk." I quickly said interrupting him.
He didn't say anything.
"Just do it." I said.
"But that's the thing. Maybe I rushed into this Wooyoung. I had a lot of dance and rapping practice so I don't know if what I learned is correct." he said.
"That's why we have to try....so stop talking....your making me embarrassed." I said.
I heard Taecyeon release a deep sigh before his hand was on my stomach.
He leaned down and kissed me.
I was really glad that it was so dark in my room.
He continued kissing me and touching only the top part of my body as I tried to keep my voice from making any weird noises and keep my mind from thinking about where exactly our bodies were touching together.
The feeling of kissing became more intense as he touched me places and then bit me and nibbled on my neck.
"Taec.." I said as I tried to make him stop biting me.
I said his name and the only thing that happened was his hand going straight to my thigh.
My body tensed.
'Wait.' I thought in my head.
"Can I?" Taecyeon whispered in my ear.
'But...but...where is he touching?' I wondered nervously as my body started shaking.
"Woo?" Taecyeon whispered in my ear again.
"I....I....I don't know....yes....just....don't ask..." I said nervously as I tried to calm down my shaking body.
Taecyeon waited for a little bit before his hand started moving up.
I clenched my eyes tight, so tight as he reached that part.
The forbidden.
My hand went automatically for his arm.
"No. Not there...please....not now..." I said.
Taecyeon stopped.
I could feel his breath on my neck as I pleased with him.
"Okay..." he said. "But I need to touch some other embarrassing place to help you." he said.
'What the hell is he talking about?' I wondered in my head.
A short silence passed between us as I mentally sighed.
"Anything but there." I said as I tried to get him away from my manhood.
I am most self conscious about what I have down there. It didn't help that we were touching there every time he moved an inch.
Taecyeons hand went back to my thigh and once again I closed my eyes tight.
I held his arm for a little longer before I let go when he whispered in my ear to calm down.
My heart beat so fast as he just moved around, touching my thighs.
"What....what are you doing?" I whispered.
"Open your eyes." Taecyeon said.
"What? I'm not-"
"Yes you are. It's not that dark. I can still see you and I know your closing your eyes." he said.
I shook my head.
"I...can't." I simply said.
"Why?" Taecyeon asked.
"I'm sorry..." I just simply said.
"Maybe we should stop for real Woo." he said.
"I said if you stop then I won't let you-"
"Yeah....touch you again." he said finishing my sentence for me.
I sighed too and opened my eyes.
It was dark but I could still see his face a little.
"Just don't stare at me." I whispered.
There was a small chuckle before Taecyeon leaned back down.
I wasn't expecting him to whisper what he whispered in my ear.
"I have to...prepare you." he said.
"Yeah." I said.
"Do you know what that means?" he asked.
"No?" I truthfully answered.
I know where everything went but I didn't know what he meant about preparing.
Taecyeon sighed in my ear.
'Well I'm sorry that I'm not that experienced.' I thought annoyingly as I closed my eyes.
"Do you just want me to say it straight forward or do it?" he asked.
"It's embarrassing when you talk." I simply said.
"Then I will just do it." he said.
"W....wai....wait a minute...." I said as he suddenly flipped me over onto my stomach and pulled the lower half of my body towards him.
My hands and chest fell to the bed.
"What..." I paused because I was embarrassed.
The realization that my ass was in his face hit me even before I could realize what he was doing.
"Cold-What are you! Hyung! Stop!" I yelled as something cold touched the place. The place I know. The place where everything will happen.
I clenched my eyes as Taecyeon slid in a finger without warning.
"Hyung..." I groaned out loud.
It was weird. Definitely weird. His finger....it stung like a paper cut but it didn't hurt a lot.
His finger though.
I tried to not concentrate on what he was doing but my voice couldn't control itself.
It felt uncomfortable.
I hated it.
I hated the feeling of his fingers going in and out.
I squirmed away, pulled my body forward, silently whispering his name and before I knew it his hand was out.
I sighed in relief and fell completely on my stomach.
A short silence passed as Taecyeon chuckled and fell on top of me.
"Ugh....heavy..." I whispered.
"This is what I have to do." he whispered in my ear.
"No." I said.
"But Woo, I learned this and I think it's really important." he said.
"Is it? Do you do it to girls?" I asked embarrassed at my own question.
Taecyeon didn't answer for a long time.
"Hyung?" I said.
"I haven't done something like this with a girl before." he said.
I heard myself gasp.
'What?' I practically yelled in my head.
"I guess your my first too." he said before getting up and pulling the lower half of my body up again.
'What does he mean I'm the first? Hasn't he had girlfriends? I'm sure he has.....he has at least done something....why does he want to do it with me first? I'm a guy? Doesn't he want a girl first?' Thoughts and questions went in my mind.
I was so focused that I didn't hear the first call of my name.
Taecyeon called me two more times before I responded.
"Huh?" I said.
"Should I-"
"No!" I yelled. "No fingers...." I said.
He chuckled.
"Okay." he said. "But the next thing I know to do is-"
"Yeah..." I said interrupting him. "Just do it." I said closing my eyes.
A long silence passed.
I felt two warm hands on both of my hips and after I opened my mouth to speak, Taecyeon warned me and we suddenly touched.
"What..." I whispered.
He moved up a bit more between my thighs and I closed my eyes tighter as I felt both his hand and 'him' touch that part.
'Why does it have to be there?' I suddenly thought once again for maybe the tenth time since I watched the video on Junho's computer.
Taecyeon delved in more and I flinched.
I could feel my face and body heat up terribly as I tried to calm my rapidly beating heart and my nervously twitching body.
He stopped for only a few seconds before he pushed forward.
I felt him now completely.
His warm hands and the other thing I tried not to focus on.
"Woo?"
He called my name.
I was still tightly closing my eyes.
'Wait...not ready..' I said in my head.
"Can I?" Taecyeon said.
I didn't show any movement.
I felt him pressing closer to me and I didn't push him back.
My breathing became heavy as suddenly, he grabbed one of my thighs.
My eyes quickly opened as I stared at my pillow wide eyed.
"What the heck are you doing?" I said. "Why are you waiting?"
I guess I made him mad with my words because suddenly he pushed forward.
It was ever so slightly but how much pain crossed my body in those few seconds.
I think I yelled.
Pretty loudly.
I hoped not loud enough for the neighbors.
We were in a cheap apartment so the walls are not very thick.
Taecyeon quickly apologized. I tried to apologize too but I was busy holding my breath and tightening my fist in a ball of ache.
'Is this right? Why does it hurt so much?' I wondered.
At this moment my body on it's own, shifted a little away from him because of the direct ache coming from that spot.
Taecyeon paused for that second too.
A short silence passed of only my noise of groans I tried to contain.
"Am I doing this right?" Taecyeon whispered.
I couldn't bare to answer because I also didn't know and because of my embarrassment so I closed my eyes tighter and yelled at him to just go on without any thought as to what I saw on Junhos computer.
I sighed and only a few minutes later Taecyeon pushed forward, slowly this time.
With a bit more pressure this time, I felt it more.
The uncomfortable. It was like the fingers but...worse....it hurt.
"T....Taec......hyung....." I whispered just barely enough for him to hear.
"Yes?" he said stopping.
"No...." I said quickly. "Don't stop."
A short silence passed and he continued.
The more he stopped the more it hurt, and the more he pushed the more it hurt more.
It felt like whatever he did it would hurt.
My eyes closed tighter, and my hands clenched more.
He began to sink in more now from tip and I heard myself gasp loudly.
I started feeling it a lot more then before. Not only him but the growing ache as he slowly pushed and pushed forward.
"How are you?" he whispered as he stopped.
"Just go." I heard myself whispering back and a few minutes later, a loud groan of pain escaped my lips.
I mentally cursed myself.
With this Taecyeon stopped again, only half of the tip of him inside me and I started crying.
Not in tears from my eyes but in pain from my mouth.
'Why can't I handle this?' I cursed myself in my head.
Taecyeon waited for a long time, as if giving me time to adjust which made me hurt more but I didn't want to tell him that.
He ran a hand through my hair and whispered calming words in my ear.
I held my breath and waited for him to continue, and when he didn't, I groaned at him.
"Okay." I said.
He continued waiting for only a few more minutes after my words before he leaned forward again.
This time it wasn't a gasp but a small yell.
Taecyeon called out my name and I felt a warm hand on my forehead and go through my hair once again.
'It...I can't...' I thought once.
Only in thoughts though. I didn't stop him.
Taecyeon said my name again and I just shook my head and whispered for him to go.
"You sure?" he said.
"Shut...up.." I groaned out.
The lower half of my body felt weird.
A feeling that could never be explained.
Taecyeon once again waited for a few minutes before pushing again.
He leaned forward and I felt his breath on my neck.
This time I couldn't.
He was already a bit more in than just the tip and it took all my might to not scream in agony.
'We're doing something wrong. It hurts too much and it's not even...' I paused in my own thoughts.
Taecyeon pushed again and I held my voice and movement tight.
He paused only two more times before fully going in.
I wanted to laugh, I just couldn't cry so I laughed.
"Woo?"
Taecyeon stopped and it felt like I was going to burst at that moment.
'This isn't right. Two guys aren't suppose to do this!' I yelled in my head.
My breath had escaped me and I couldn't catch it back.
I was having difficulty breathing as I held on my sheets tightly.
"Woo.." Taecyeon said my name again.
I shook my head back and forth.
If I opened my mouth, a loud scream would definitely escape.
Taecyeon was all the way in, not even moving like I saw in the video on Junhos computer and I felt like I was dying.
I couldn't.
I needed to stop him from doing anything else before I died.
"Woo.." Taecyeon said once again. "You have to breath Woo." he continued saying in my ear as he ran a hand through my hair.
I was glad he was trying to soothe me and calm me but nothing at the point would work but for him to come out.
The pressure started almost killing me.
My eyes opened quick and I shook my head back and forth once again.
I listened to his words and tried but failed.
'I can't.' I finally thought as I opened my mouth.
The small yell escaped before I quickly started talking.
"I...I can't...it...it hurts....I'm...going to to die....I can't...please....stop...umma!...." I managed to get out.
I felt embarrassed, calling out for my dead mother, but it hurt that much.
My words could barely come out at all.
I couldn't breath at all now.
I tried but the air wouldn't go through my lungs.
I felt like I was overreacting but the feeling was that intense.
'What did we do wrong? Are we even supposed to do this?' I thought.
"Woo!" Taecyeon said my name now.
This is the moment I was glad the lights were off in my room and Taecyeon could barely see me.
I made a face of pain as my tight hold on my sheets released and grabbed onto his arms held down tightly on both sides of the bed now.
I grabbed his arms tightly with the pressure I was feeling.
"Hyunggggg..." I groaned out.
"I'm sorry." Taecyeon apologized and I felt him try to pull out of the small space he was already in.
This made the feeling extremely worse and before I could stop myself, his name was out my mouth again and my nails dug into the skin on his arms.
I heard him hiss out but at this point the pressure had gotten so into my head and I held my breath so long that I saw stars.
My hand fell from his arms automatically.
I held my breath so long I saw stars and with Taecyeon calling my name, I did the most embarrassing out of all embarrassing things I have done since we started.
I passed out.
At least I think I did.
From Taecyeon calling my name, to him pulling out of me quickly, to my hand letting go of the tight grip on my sheets, to me scratching him on his arm, I don't remember anything else after that.
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I woke up with a startle as I pulled the sheet covers around me tight and groaned as I stood up on the bed.
My ass was on fire. At least it felt like it was.
I was looking around the room when the door opened.
"Your awake." Taecyeon said.
I shifted my eyes to the wall and nodded.
Looking at him made me suddenly remember everything.
"Brought you some water. Are you hungry?" he asked as he walked up to me and stopped in front of me.
I turned my head to look down at him as he looked up at me.
"You look nervous." Taecyeon said as he set my tray of food down.
"I'm not. I'm sorry...about what happened." I said.
A long silence passed.
"No....Im sorry." Taecyeon said.
The silence continued.
"I shouldn't have passed out on you." I said.
The embarrassing and useless feeling totally hit me hard at that point as I covered my face.
Two hands landed on the covers around me and Taecyeon wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me towards him.
'Ouch!' I hissed at the feeling of the covers to my bum.
"You okay." he suddenly asked.
'Not from the things we did yesterday. I feel like total crap both inside and out.' I thought to myself.
"Nothing." I said.
His hug became tighter around my waist.
It was awkward because I was naked under the covers as he pulled my waist towards him tight.
I could feel my face blazing.
The fact that I was naked under the covers and remembering what happened the other night also made everything all the more embarrassing.
"Taec? Taecyeon...Stop." I said as I tried to pull his hands away.
He let me go and I sighed.
"I'm sorry." he apologized.
I didn't say anything but slowly lowered myself down onto the bed.
Taecyeon sat down on the edge and a long silence passed between us.
I spoke first.
"I'm sorry. I'm just...not prepared still. I tried. I really tried." I admitted. "More time please...I...don't...I don't want to pass out on you again." I finished.
"You mean I can still touch you?" Taecyeon suddenly said.
It surprised me.
We caught eyes for a few seconds before I looked away and sighed.
"...Yeah...." I said.
I didn't have time to react as I was suddenly pulled into a hug.
"You don't hate me?" Taecyeon whispered in my ear.
"Hey....it hurts let go." I said trying to pull away.
"You don't hate me?" Taecyeon said again.
I sighed and nodded.
"Why would I hate you?" I asked.
"Because of what happened. I hurt you." Taecyeon said as he pulled away and looked at me.
I relaxed my body and sighed.
"You didn't." I simply said.
'I was stupid for not looking up how to do something like that. I left it all to you because I thought you have been with many girls.' I thought.
The guilt swam inside my body and I dug my face into his shoulder.
"I'm sorry." I whispered in his ear.
His hug tightened.
We didn't say a word as we sat on my bed both apologizing to each other.
We sat for what seemed like a few hours but it was just a few minutes.
Taecyeon let me go and picked up my tray of food.
"Where did this come from?" I asked as I pulled my sheets tighter around me.
"It doesn't matter. I know your hungry though so eat and then go clean up." Taecyeon said.
He set the tray on my bed and my eyes caught something that made me feel even worse.
'Did I do that?' I wondered as I caught the red scratches on his arm.
Taecyeon handed me some water and I shifted my gaze away in shame.
"What's wrong?" he simply asked.
"Your arms." I said without looking at him.
Taecyeon stopped and his gaze didn't even move as he stared at me.
I tried not to stare back but his gaze was so intense.
"You were-" he said.
"I'm sorry..so sorry.." I apologized because the guilt was eating me up by the second.
First I hurt him then I pass out on him.
"It won't ever happen again." I said. "I'll try to-"
"I want it to happen again." Taecyeon said interrupting me.
I lifted my gaze from his arms to his eyes.
"As long as you feel pain I want to take some of that away. I want to feel what you feel so it doesn't matter. If we do...if we do try again and you hurt....just do it again....just grab onto me. Show me how much I'm hurting you." he said.
"But your not." I said quickly.
We caught eyes.
"Your not.." I whispered.
I tried so hard to convince myself that I wasn't hurt that night.
'It hurts for anyone their first few times right?' I thought as I pulled the sheets closer around me almost covering my face.
Taecyeon sighed.
"How are you going to drink your water like that." he said laughing as he pulled the sheet from my mouth and held the water towards my lips.
"I'm not sick you know. I can do it on my own." I said.
"And that's the Wooyoung I love." he said.
I turned away embarrassed by his sudden words.
"I can do it myself.." I said again pouting.
"But your wrapped up, so drink." he said as he put the tip of glass on my lips.
I sighed and obeyed as I drank the water.
My throat was dry anyway.
A minute later and we were sitting on the bed besides each other.
Taecyeon managed to get under the covers with me even though I was naked under.
"Don't touch." I said.
He laughed.
"My boyfriend is telling me not to touch him when he passed out on me." he said.
I stared at him and frowned.
"I'm sorry." I said. "I just........hurt." I said frowning as I looked down at the covers.
I heard Taecyeon sigh before I was pulled into a hug.
"Don't blame yourself. I told you whenever your ready. I was just rushing because of what you said...hearing you say those words two times...I couldn't control myself." Taecyeon said. "I won't force you...and don't force yourself or your going to pass out again." he said.
I didn't say anything.
"I know it must hurt for you. I also did some research before this but I know that if I do my best to prepare you more each time we keep trying then it will eventually not hurt much anymore." Taecyeon said.
I felt my face heat up.
"Let's not...talk about this anymore." I said as I pushed him away and looked back down at the sheets.
I let a long silence pass as my heated cheeks turned back to its normal temperature.
"Is anybody home?" I tried to casually ask to change the subject.
"Like I said yesterday, we are all alone." Taecyeon said.
"Soyoung is sleeping over at a friends still." I said.
Taecyeon smiled and rubbed a hand through my hair.
"Yeah..." he said.
"Are you sure you should be here? Schedules?" I asked.
"Are you trying to change the subject again?" he asked.
"No! I mean...I just don't want you to get in trouble." I said.
Taecyeon shook his head.
"I don't have any." he said.
'How? Your new album just came out.' I thought as I opened my mouth to talk.
"Hey...I told you don't put your work after me. Your work comes first. I don't want you to nnng-"
I flinched as a warm hand touched my stomach.
"Hey..." I whispered as I looked at Taecyeon with wide eyes.
He smiled and kissed me on the cheek as his hand moved up.
I sighed.
'At least he's not moving down.' I thought.
Taecyeon ended up laying on me as my pride of a man was lost again.
"I'm sorry...I just really want you right now." he said.
My body just froze.
I couldn't even respond to him properly.
He kissed me again and again, each one getting more desperate as he held my hand tightly.
I tried to stop him a couple of times but he didn't stop.
"Wait." I finally said. "I don't think we should..." I paused.
He finally took it as a stop and sighed as he fell on top of me.
"Ouch....your heavy hyung." I whispered.
He didn't say anything.
A short silence passed.
"Hey..." I whispered again as I stared at the ceiling.
Taecyeon didn't reply.
"Why am I the girl?" I simply asked.
This time he laughed only a little bit and grabbed my hand again.
"Because I love you." he said.
"What type of answer is that? I love yo...." I stopped as I realized the words that were about to escape my lips.
My face suddenly went red as Taecyeon stared down at me.
This time my pleas did not work at all.
Suddenly he was kissing me again, this time more passionately, like yesterday night.
He kissed me again on the cheek and headed straight for my mouth again when I tried to stop him again.
"I haven't brushed." I said.
"It's fine." he said.
"No." I said as I tried to get away.
We ended up fighting and moving around until I ended up laying on my stomach.
"Ouch..." I groaned at the movement.
"You okay?" Taecyeon asked.
My body instantly froze.
'The same painful position as yesterday.' I thought.
I panicked as the lower half of my body was pulled up.
I could feel him.
"You can't keep saying you love me too and expect me not to do anything." Taecyeon said.
I felt my face start to heat up at his words as my heart beat fast and out of control.
"Wait...wait hyung...you said I have time to prepare. It still hurts." I choked out.
Taecyeon didn't reply for a few minutes.
"And I'll say it now. I mean this. I'm sorry for doing what I'm about to do but you can't say those words and expect me not to react."
With these words he pressed up against me and I felt him. Even if he was fully dressed I felt him.
I didn't say anything because I understood his actions.
"We are not going all the way." he said.
"Hyung...don't....I still hurt..." I groaned out again.
"I won't. Trust me." Taecyeon said.
"No...ngh..." I groaned out loudly and tightened my fist and eyes as he grabbed me.
That embarrassing place once again.
He tugged and I groaned louder.
"Wa...wait..." I said.
Taecyeon didn't wait, but started stroking me fast yet slow.
I felt every painful tug as the lower part of my stomach started aching.
"I...I can't hyung...Taec..." I groaned.
Taecyeon didn't say anything but whispered my name in my ear and kissed me on the side of my face.
At this point I was totally glad that my back was facing him.
I felt sweat slide down my forehead as my eyes tightened.
It was too hot, the room too hot, I couldn't breath.
"I....I can't....ruin the sheets...." I groaned out.
"Their already ruined." Taecyeon said as he started stroking more faster.
"Tae...Taec!" I yelled.
The stroking became faster and faster until I released with a loud groan.
My toes curled up and my whole body seemed to tighten up. The lower part of my stomach seemed to especially ache during the release.
It lasted a few seconds but it felt like hours to me.
After this unbelievable embarrassment, I fell on the bed breathing heavily with my face hidden in the pillows.
"Should I apologize?" Taecyeon said out loud.
I didn't reply for a few moments as I still tried to catch my breath.
Taecyeon ran a hand through my hair.
"Let me....do it for you....too...." I said with my face still covered as I hid from him.
"It's okay. I'm sure you don't want to do that. I'm fine." Taecyeon said.
I didn't say anything.
He was right. I didn't want to do it. I couldn't do it, but it made me feel bad because he did it to me, even though I didn't want it to be done.
"But...you keep doing it to me." I whispered.
"I said its fine Wooyoung. I'm fine only touching you." Taecyeon said.
I stayed silent.
"You want to go shower now right?" he asked.
"Yes.." I replied silently.
"You want me to leave?" he asked.
I hesitated but shook my head yes.
"Okay. I'll be watching tv. Take the sheets if your embarrassed." he said.
That made my face heat up.
Of course he would know about my embarrassment.
'Is this why I'm the girl?' I thought to myself.
"Woo? You heard me?" Taecyeon asked.
"Don't treat me like a girl." I said.
He chuckled.
"Okay." he said as the bed moved, signaling he stood up.
"I feel glares at me now so I'll go." he said.
I waited a few moments after the door closed before I slowly got up groaning at my still aching bottom. First I looked at what was under the blankets below me and I felt my face heat up more than it already was.
My heart started beating fast.
Looking at my body made me embarrassed anyway but seeing the shame that was on my sheets made me feel even more embarrassed and shameful.
I sighed and looked away as I gathered the stained sheets around me and got up.
It took only a moment to get up before I fell back down.
"What the hell.." I groaned as I grabbed my abdomen and one of the most embarrassing place, my butt.
'But he didn't put it in all the way.' I embarrassingly thought to myself as I tried to silently groan.
From my understanding of how I tried to prepare myself with the Internet, only if the person on top goes all the way in will it hurt.
"What do I do?" I groaned as I lifted myself up and forced myself to walk.
My hips and waist felt sore and my body felt tired amd weak.
'Maybe I slept too much.' I thought.
"This is going to be ten times worse when you actually go all the way, so move!" I whispered to myself.
I moved and ignored whatever ache I felt.
I spotted him watching t.v on my way to the bathroom.
He smiled and I lightly smiled back as I rushed into the room and closed the door.
'What the heck am I doing?' I wondered.
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so long,i forget.update.thank you for message cipher. :))
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