Love me like I Love you 9(Part 2)
Title: Love me like I Love you 9(Part 2)
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: PG-13, M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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"Hey...go take a shower and go to sleep in your room."
Soyoung shook my shoulder gently and I opened my eyes and squinted.
"Up." she said.
I laid there for a few minutes but finally got up and did what I was told.
I took a long shower and by the time I was done, I was not sleepy anymore.
"You should go straight to sleep, you have school tomorrow." Soyoung said.
"I can't anymore." I said.
She sighed.
"Are you hungry?" she asked. "Even though your not supposed to eat at night..."
"Yes." I said.
"I'll make you something. Sit." she instructed me and I sat down and turned on the t.v.
A few moments later and we were eating as we watched t.v.
"Oppa told me that he's leaving for a few days for some schedules. He wanted me to give you something." Soyoung suddenly said.
I lowered my eyebrows in confusion as Soyoung got up and came back with a bag.
She handed it to me and I looked at her.
"What? I didn't look in it if that's what you think....can't even trust your own sister." she mumbled as she went back to eating.
"No...I didn't think that." I said as I looked at her. "I just wonder what it is. I told him I hate getting gifts and people buying me things."
"Well we won't know until you open it." she said.
I sighed and nodded as I slowly opened the present.
A letter popped out at me first and I put it behind me and reached for the present.
"What is-"
"A stuffed chick....and a cat face." I said.
"Huh?" Soyoung said.
I stared at it for a minute and slowly smiled and started to laugh.
Soyoung took both away from me and I reached behind me and grabbed the letter as I opened it and got up.
"What did he write that you don't want me to see." Soyoung said.
"Nothing.." I said as I read his letter.
'Hey...weren't expecting this right?
Another collection to your chicks-because you remind me of a chick-and a cat face of me because you said I remind you of a cat.
Don't forget me and YOU too
Don't cheat on me!'
I laughed and turned to Soyoung with a smile on my face.
She gave me a weird stare and I turned back to the letter.
'It's okay if you don't know your feelings right now. Just know that I like you~I really like you Woo. Keep my cat face and scream at me with that, let your anger out on it and then when your ready-you can finally tell me how you feel. Love you baby.
See you'
I slowly folded the paper with just a light smile on my face.
"What? Your not going to let me read it?" Soyoung asked.
I shook my head no.
"Are you two hiding something from me? He also told me not to read the letter but I could look at the gift." she said.
"I'm sorry." I apologized as I stuffed the letter into my pocket and sat down.
"You two better not be talking about me." she said.
I laughed.
"No." I said.
Soyoung pouted put my present down and pouted.
"Fine. I'm going to bed." she said.
"Wait.." I said.
"I'm tired." Soyoung said as she turned to me and smiled. "You know I'm your sister right?" she said.
I nodded.
"You can tell me anything right?" she asked.
I lowered my head and looked away as I nodded.
"Right." she said.
A moment of silence passed as her door closed and I stared at the table.
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The week Taecyeon said he was goin to be gone turned into two and then three before eventually I stopped wondering where he was and caring if he was going to come back.
He called me once in the the second week and after that I didn't hear from him.
I sure let my anger out on the stuffed cat face he gave me more than once during these three weeks.
Junho and I just finished dance class and were headed out to meet Junsu hyung when we met him.
"Well...once again your lover is here so bye.." Junho said.
"Don't say lover!" I yelled after him as I pouted and watched him walk off.
I waited a little while before turning to Taecyeon.
He lightly smiled and I frowned as I walked up to him and then past him.
"Woo!" Taecyeon yelled after me. "Let me explain." he said.
I pulled my arm away from him and turned to look at him.
"What?" I said as I crossed my arms.
"I know I said a week or so but it ended up being longer. I'm so sorry." Taecyeon apologized.
I wanted to laugh.
"Sorry? Your sorry? Are you playing games with me? Am I a toy to you? You confess to me, I reject you-You-"
"Woo!" Taecyeon interrupted me as he pulled me close to him and covered my mouth.
"There are still people in the school." he said.
"Let go of me-"
I tried yelling and a few people stopped in the hallway and dance room to look at us as I was pulled off somewhere.
I never usually react in the way I was but what happened in the weeks that he was gone made me angry.
It wasn't that he was gone lover than what he said, he's an idol I understand work comes first but it wasn't why I was mad and angry.
He never called me.
He even came back to school apparently to take finals and he didn't call me once as we'll as Junsu hyung and Junho spotting him with that girl he went out with for two days.
I felt the anger rise up in me again.
I would usually just ignore him and let him do anything he wanted without a word but the anger filled u in me fast as I was being pulled off.
Finally I found myself in a room as Taecyeon closed the door.
I sighed and sat on the floor as I laid my head on my knees.
"You know this is my first relationship Taec...you know I'm very new to this...I'm embarrassed by everything and I don't know how to express myself good because we are both guys. This is exactly why I rejected you hyung...I can't handle this heart break." I said.
A warm hand landed on top of my head.
"Woo? The trip lasted longer and-"
"Don't lie to me hyung. That's not what I'm talking about." I said as I lifted my head and pulled away from him.
"People saw you. They have pictures. You came back to see that girl." I said.
Taecyeon looked like he had just been caught guilty.
I smiled.
"I knew from the start that you like girls...This is partly why I rejected you the first time...Now what do you want me to-mmph"
My lips were caught.
I tried my best to not pull away but I didn't succeed.
Before it could get anywhere I pushed Taecyeon away, touching my lips as I looked away.
"If I didn't like you then why would I kiss you! A guy!" Taecyeon yelled.
I flinched and my chest started hurting.
I couldn't believe he just came back to see me and we were fighting already.
A long silence passed.
"I'm sorry....I didn't come back to see that girl though." Taecyeon said.
"Your lying...then why didn't you call me? Why did you keep it a secret? People have pictures of you two...Junho and Junsu hyung saw you." I said.
"The other members kept it a secret too." Taecyeon said.
I ran a hand through my hair and took a deep breath.
"We came to take the finals and quickly go back but she stopped me before I could go. No one was supposed to know we were back. We promised manager." he said.
I didn't say anything.
I really had no idea if he was lying to me or not.
"Woo? I told you I like you. I would never lie to you." Taecyeon said.
"You couldn't even call and tell me? You didn't trust me enough to tell me you were back just to take finals and go back? After the second week I heard nothing from you...don't you think I worry too?" I said.
"If I called you or saw you it would have ended up like last time." he said.
I didn't say anything.
"The time you were sick and I called. It was around the time you rejected me. I wanted you Wooyoung. I wanted to see you, touch you, I wanted to show you badly that....that I love you." Taecyeon said.
My hand fell to my sides and I felt my cheeks start to warm up.
'He's always so cheesy.' I thought to myself.
"Don't lie." I said turning to face him.
"I'm not lying." Taecyeon said.
A warm hand touched mine and he wrapped his warm hands around my cold ones.
"Ask the members. No one was supposed to know, I wanted to call you but they knew that if I did I wouldn't want to go back to work. I knew that too." Taecyeon said.
I didn't anything for a long time.
'Why am I even mad? I'm overreacting this is so stupid.' I thought to myself.
"Woo?"
A hand landed on top of my head as he started running a warm hand in my hair.
I still didn't say anything but relaxed into the touch and looked on the floor as I was pulled into a hug.
"Let me ask you something." I said after a short silence.
"Hm?" Taecyeon said.
"Did you...did you properly break it off with that girl?" I asked.
"I told her that I love someone else." Taecyeon said.
"Did you tell her that you want to break up?" I asked.
"I told her that I couldn't be with her because there was someone I already liked a lot and I keep thinking about the person so much I don't think our relationship would work anymore." Taecyeon said.
"And you said she doesn't know it's me." I said.
"I didn't want you to be mad. I didn't tell her it's you." Taecyeon said.
I pulled away and looked at him.
"She came looking for me Taec." I said.
"What?" he said.
"Her and some other girls. I recognized her because Junsu hyung showed me. They all think I'm controlling you or something. Half of the girls don't like me anymore. Half of them think I'm gay." I said.
"Eh? She came after you?" Taecyeon asked.
I nodded and gasped as I was pulled into a hug.
"I'll talk to her." he said.
"No. It will cause a scandal and I'm sure you don't want a scandal." I said.
"I don't care...if she threatened you-"
I laughed and pulled away again as I sat down on the floor and sighed.
"She didn't threaten me. Just a few bad names they called me. I thought you two still had something and you told her about me....that's why I can't believe you." I said.
"I never came to see her. I don't even know how she knew I was coming. We came to take finals and leave quickly but somehow she caught me. Ask Chansung or Khun. I'll invite you over today." Taecyeon said.
"Wait!"
"No let's go now! I don't like it when you don't trust me." Taecyeon said.
He quickly picked up my bag and pulled me up by my arm.
I stumbled as I was pulled out the empty classroom, into the hall, and out of the school.
"People are staring..." I whispered as I tried to pull my hand away.
Taecyeon squeezed my hand and then let go.
We stood there side by side in silence for a while before the familiar van came driving to us and suddenly two other guys were standing besides us.
"Wha-"
"Wooyoung-sshi!" Chansung yelled.
"Chansung -sshi." I said back as I greeted him.
"Just call me Chan remember?" he said.
I smiled and nodded then slowly turned to Nichkhun and greeted him too.
He greeted me back.
"Are you coming with us?" Chansung asked.
I turned to Taecyeon and he nodded.
"I...guess so." I said. "But I'll need to call my sister."
"You can call when we get home." Taecyeon said.
With that we got in the car.
The ride was silent except for their manager talking.
I didn't recognize him.
"What happened to-"
"We have two managers. He's on a break now." Taecyeon said.
"Oh." I said.
We got to their apartment rather fast. It was close to the school but you had to take a lot of turns.
I gave up by the third turn.
We all go out and headed inside.
It was heavily protected too. You had to type in a code to get into the building itself and then another code to get into their apartment.
Taecyeon grabbed my arm even though I tried to pull away a couple times.
I mentally sighed. 'It doesn't matter. They already know.' I thought.
When we got inside I was instructed to go into Taecyeons room.
"Why are you bossing me around like this?" I whispered to him as I followed his instructions and went into his room with him.
He went back out and asked me to wait.
I stood there for a while before deciding to sit on the floor.
A couple of minutes later and Chansung came in with drinks, followed by Taecyeon and Nichkhun.
"What is it you need to talk about?" Nichkhun asked.
"Why are you on the floor?" Taecyeon asked me.
"I didn't know where to sit." I said.
"My bed. Or my desk." Taecyeon said.
"We'll I'm sorry I just like to ask people before I sit on their beds." I said.
"Woah...hyung....Wooyoung -sshi" Chansung said.
I sighed and apologized.
The three guys came up to where I sat and also sat down.
I felt embarrassed for making them sit on the floor because I was sitting on the floor.
"Can I call Soyoung now?" I asked.
Taecyeon handed me his phone.
I stared at it for a while before he took it and dialed her number.
"The password is-" he stopped himself.
"It's his name right? We already know." Nichkhun said.
I couldn't stop my hands from quickly covering my face.
'What the heck...why is his password my name?' I thought to myself as I felt my face start heating up.
"Look! His face is red!" Chansung yelled out and I instantly hit him and then quickly apologized.
Chansung laughed.
"It's okay..." he said. "He already told us. We talked about it for a long time over these past three weeks." he continued.
A moment of silence passed as Taecyeon handed me his phone.
"It's ringing." he said.
I put it on my ear and turned slightly away.
It was ringing but I listened to what Taecyeon was saying too.
"He doesn't believe me when I told him we only came here to take the final and leave last week. Remember when that girl stopped me and we had to run away from her." Taecyeon said.
"Is that why you called us he-"
'Hello?'
Soyoungs voice came on the phone and I quickly spoke.
"Noona it's Woo.." I said.
'Woo? Wait this is Taecyeon oppas phone? Are you with him? Why aren't you two in school?' she yelled.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry....I was going to come home but we ended up at his dorm. I'm here with the other members righ-"
'What? Really? Put me on speaker.' She said happily as her anger disappeared in her voice.
I sighed and handed Taecyeon his phone.
"She wants to come on speaker." I said.
Taecyeon nodded and put Soyoung on speaker.
"It's my sister. She's your fan." I said to them.
"Woo! Don't say that to them!" she practically yelled.
I covered my ears and sighed.
Chansung laughed and started speaking to her.
Nichkhun started talking to her too and I sighed as I caught Taecyeons eye.
He lightly smiled and I looked away.
"I'll bring Wooyoung back home you don't have to worry." Taecyeon said to Soyoung.
I turned to him.
"Alright, well I have to go back to work." she said.
They all said bye to her and Taecyeon handed me back his phone.
I spoke to her for a little bit more and she asked to talk to Taecyeon.
I passed the phone to Taecyeon.
He said yes two times and okay three before he hung up.
I glared at him and he smiled.
'What did they talk about?'
I really wanted to ask but I also didn't want to.
"Okay. Did I come to see that girl when we came back for the finals?" Taecyeon suddenly asked.
"So it's because your jealous?" Nichkhun suddenly said towards me.
"I'm not jealous." I said as I looked away quickly.
He scared me sometimes.
"We came back here to take the finals and before we could leave the girl almost attacked us. It's the first time any of the girls have come that close. She pulled Taecyeon hyung and the only way we could get her to leave was for Taecyeon hyung to talk to her. I think she really likes hyung." Chansung said.
I listened with my head lowered.
'I just overreacted.' I thought.
A moment of silence passed.
"Look....even though I don't know how to feel about this....two guys together is....well isn't it wrong?" Nichkhun spoke.
"But I told-"
"I'm still talking..." Nichkhun interrupted Taecyeon. "But you can't help who you like...if this is serious then I will support you in any way I can even though I believe it will never work out.." Nichkhun said.
Another silence passed.
"But hyung...." Chansung suddenly said. "With the way Taecyeon hyung talks about him all the time...."
"Yeah yeah...he sounds like its his first love or something when we both know you've dated a lot of girls." Nichkhun said.
"In the past!" Taecyeon almost yelled.
"I haven't dated anyone in years now."
It sounded as if he was directing that at me but somehow I couldn't get myself to look up and face them.
They knew.
They really know about our relationship. Between males. I felt like I was being judged in their minds.
"Hey!"
"Ouch..." I winced as something hit the side of my head.
I quickly looked up to see Nichkhun looking at me.
"If your going to act like that then tell this guy you don't want to be with him. We're idols....we can't have him be depressed and sad all the time because of you." Nichkhun said.
I turned to Taecyeon.
'Depressed and sad?' I thought.
"You don't even watch your own boyfri....your own...lover..." he paused again. "You don't even watch the person your going out with. You don't watch our shows or performances?" Nichkhun asked.
It made feel bad because I didn't watch any of Taecyeons shows or performances.
"I....I'm sorry.." I apologized.
I heard a sigh escape Nichkhuns mouth.
"Well start watching them for him. How much do you two actually really know about each other?"
I looked at him and shook my head.
"Chan...lets go....there's no reason for us to be here now." Nichkhun suddenly said as he pulled Chansung up with him and left Taecyeons room.
I stared at the door for a long time before a warm hand touched my cheek and my eyes hit dark brown ones.
We stared at each other for exactly a minute before Taecyeon hugged me.
I let myself relax into the hug.
'He was depressed because of me?' I thought.
"I'm sorry." I managed to say as he pulled us away from the hug and looked at me.
"Don't be." he said.
I tried talking again but he interrupted me.
"Let's start over." he suddenly said. "If you want, we can start from just being friends."
"No!" I said quickly.
Taecyeon pulled away and looked at me.
I lowered my head, looked both sides and finally turned to him.
"I don't want....I don't want to start from friends again." I said.
Taecyeon smiled the largest I have seen him smile since I first met him as he pulled me into a hug once again.
I smiled and slowly let my hands wrap around him.
"I...I really missed you." I confessed.
"I missed you too Jang Wooyoung....I missed you a lot." Taecyeon said.
I smiled more and placed my head on his shoulder. His hug became tighter and I relaxed into the embrace.
We ended up in a position in which I was on my knees and he was crossed legged as we hugged.
I waited a long time, a appropriate time to tell him that we would get caught if we didn't stop hugging in the middle of his room.
He didn't listen the first time and I didn't say anything more but eventually he pulled away and smiled wide at me.
I smiled back, he hugged me again and finally seriously let me go.
"Are you hungry?" Taecyeon asked.
"Sort of." I replied.
"Sit on my bed." he said.
I nodded and got up as I sat on his bed.
He handed me a paper with a menu.
"Choose what you want." he said.
"I don't want you buying-"
"Don't worry." Taecyeon said.
I frowned.
"Come on baby.."
I felt my face heat up as I looked away.
"Why...why do you call me that?" I said embarrassed.
"Because I love the way you react to it baby." Taecyeon said.
I pouted and pointed at something.
"Now out." I said covering my face.
"My baby's kicking me out from my own room-"
"Hyung!" I yelled.
Taecyeon laughed and I hid my face completely until I heard the closing of his door.
I uncovered my face and hit my cheeks a few times as I sighed.
"What is wrong with him?" I whispered to myself as I tried to fan my burning face.
My heart started beating and I fell straight onto the bed.
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