Love me like I Love you 2
Title: Love me like I Love you 2
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: PG-13, M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
JunBros: The feelings that just won't go away. He's afraid to tell his friend Wooyoung so he does the next worst thing, admit his feelings to his hyung. What will happen now that hyung knows how Junho really feels?
*maknae-youngest
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The ache in my chest as I sit next to him, wanting more than just a hyung-maknae relationship.
Sometimes when I'm sitting next to Junsu hyung I imagine him singing a song for me.
With that voice, with those skills.
Sometimes I want to sing a duet with him but then thoughts of acting too girly rise up.
'But what if I am?'
Those thoughts rise up too.
These harboring feeling that rise up everytime I see hyung or everytime I want to tell Wooyoung.
From side view I take a glance towards Wooyoung and feel another ache in my chest for not telling him my secret.
For not even telling Junsu hyung my secret.
'When will I let them know?' I thought to myself.
When will my heart stop hurting?
I frowned and released a big sigh.
"Yah, Lee Junho. I'm talking to you? What do you think?"
I quickly snapped out of my thoughts with the voice of hyung in my head.
"Yes? What?" I asked apologetically and embarrassed.
"Were you even listening to the song I just played?" Junsu hyung asked.
"It was good." I said quick.
"What?" Junsu hyung asked again.
"It is amazing hyung. Always." I said clapping with a wide smile on my face.
"That's better." he said smiling back at me wide.
I wanted to chuckle but instead hid my embarrased face.
'Your smile.' I thought to myself. 'I want to tell you. But I don't want you to hate me hyung.'
My stare rose up to peek at hyung as a frown rose onto my face.
"What's wrong?" Wooyoung asked suddenly jerking me from my thoughts once again.
"Oh...n...nothing." I quickly stuttered.
I felt bad.
Always lying to my best and closest friends.
Wooyoung knows everything about me besides that I'm in love with our hyung.
I especially felt bad and almost wanted to tell him the day when his parents came into an accident.
Everytime Wooyoungs parents are mentioned I also curse myself that I'm hiding my real feelings from him.
Wooyoung tells me everything.
I was the first person to know about his parents accident. We later both told Junsu hyung.
This especially makes me feel bad that I keep a big secret from him.
He doesn't know that I love Kim Junsu.
I felt my face turning into a frown again but quickly looked up and smiled.
"I was just about to say that you should let
me pay for your dance class." I said a little too cheerfully.
'Liar!' I yelled in my head. 'Stop lying to him. To both of them!' I continued yelling in my head as I tried to keep my smile plastered onto my face.
"I won't let you do that for me. That's a lot of money." Wooyoung said turning away. "And don't you even think about it either hyung." he continued as he looked at Junsu.
"I wasn't." Junsu hyung said laughing.
Of course be both know it's a joke.
Wooyoung pouted and hit hyung in the arm though.
I laughed and for that second...the yelling in my head stopped.
My gaze suddenly and slowly fell on Junsu hyung as I tried to stop laughing.
'Why can't I have normal feelings for him.' I suddenly thought making me pause and frown.
"You sure there is nothing wrong?" Wooyoung asked me again.
"I'm sure." I replied smiling.
'Hyung is completly straight.' the thought ran through my mind as I remembered Junsu hyungs last girlfriend and the way it hurt me when I saw them together.
"Ok then." Wooyoung said frowning as he fell on the floor with a big sigh.
"Bring us some presents from Seoul hyung." he said.
"Yeah." I said happily.
"Ahh...you two are like my little brothers." Junsu hyung said.
I felt a pain I'm my chest but just continued smiling.
'I don't want to be your little brother!' I yelled inside my head as I kept the fake smile on my face.
"We are not little. Only three years younger." Wooyoung said pouting.
"And you still have yet to get girlfriends or be in a relationship." Junsu hyung said.
"Hey! Hyung....we are getting there." Wooyoung said.
"Yeah.." I heard myself say as I frowned.
"I know you two are, besides your only first years in school. You will one day find a girl your heart beats for." Junsu hyung said.
"This proves you've had too many heartbreaks." Wooyoung said laughing.
Junsu tried hitting Wooyoung and I chuckled silently as the words Junsu hyung spoke earlier ran through my mind.
'What if I have already found someone my heart beats for?' I thought.
"Junho? Junho!"
I snapped from my thoughts as Wooyoung called out my name.
"Is something wrong?" he asked me.
"Oh...no." I said.
"Come on you know this boy right here has moments where his face just looks blank." Junsu hyung said.
I couldn't help but laugh with Wooyoung as something in me made me feel good that he at least knew things about me.
"Actually I do have someone I like right now." I said suddenly.
I surprised myself.
Wooyoung turned to me quickly with a surprised looks on his face.
"Really? Someone from school?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Ahhh...I knew it! His blank stares and blushes are getting obvious." Junsu hyung said.
I felt my face heat up.
"There he goes." Junsu hyung almost screamed.
Wooyoung started laughing.
I looked away and crossed my arms.
"I don't blush." I whispered.
"Actually you do." Wooyoung said still chuckling.
"But you do too Youngie." Junsu hyung quickly said.
Wooyoung got up and almost screamed that he didn't.
"Yah! Are you trying to wake my parents?" Junsu hyung almost yelled too.
"Sorry hyung." Wooyoung apologized. "But I don't. I don't even get embarrassed." I said.
"Woyoungie? You do get embarrassed and your face does turn red." I said.
Wooyoung looked like he wanted to scream again but instead he quieted down and picked up his ice cream he left a while ago on the floor.
We continued that with watching t.v once again.
A hour later and Wooyoung got up and declared himself to the bathroom.
"I'm going to the bathroom." he said quietly.
I knew then that he was going to not only use the bathroom but the look on his face meant that thought s of his parents suddenly came.
Wooyoung never wants us to see his face at those times and we respect that because one time we followed him and heard him cry through the bathroom door.
Since then, Junsu hyung and I have never followed Wooyoung again.
We also haven't told him about that day.
When the door closed it seemed to get so awkward.
Both of us also never talk about it even when Wooyoung leaves.
'It kind of feels really awkward...are we awkward?' I thought to myself as I peeked at Junsu hyung who was busy with a guitar.
"Ummm..." I mumbled.
"So who's the person you like? You said she's in our school right?" Junsu hyung asked me suddenly as he looked up at me and put the guitar on his lap.
I didn't reply him but looked away.
"Aw come on don't get shy now. Tell hyung. I promise I won't tell anyone, not even Wooyoung." Junsu kept on talking.
I watched him with all his funny movements and his sneaky talking.
'Why do I love this babo hyung?' I thought to myself.
"Your not going to tell me?" he asked.
I slowly shook my head no.
"You don't trust hyung?" he asked.
"I do." I quickly replied.
He nodded and a small smile appeared on his face.
"Okay I understand. Because you didn't tell me, go get me my soda in the fridge." Junsu hyung said.
'Its not that I don't want to tell you. I just don't want for you to hate me.' I thought.
"Yah! Lee Junho. Are you sure your okay?" Junsu asked as he scooted closer to me and draped a arm around my shoulder.
I felt myself nodding and quickly getting nervous about the hand on my shoulder.
'Why is he doing this? Should I tell him? What if he hates me? If he tells Wooyoung?' I thought.
"Okay okay then my soda is in the fridge." I heard Junsu say.
As thoughts continued running through my mind. I heard three words that coming from my voice.
"I like you."
There seemed to be a very long silence besides the t.v noise.
"I like you too. You and Youngie are very precious to me." Junsu said smiling wides as he gripped my shoulder and pulled me closer.
I felt my face heat up from that and more words escape my mouth.
"No...I really like you." I said.
Inside my head I cursed and yelled at myself.
Junsu turned to me and let my shoulder go.
I pulled away from him and pretended to fix my shirt as I watched him from side view staring at me.
"Yah! Stop joking and go get me that soda." he finally said as he laughed hard and lightly hit me on the head.
I stayed put and watched as he turned back to the t.v and picked up his guitar.
Should I really go on?' I asked myself.
Having this thought in my head, Junsu hyung turned and stared at me with a look of wonder.
I do everything he asks me to at the exact second he asks it, he maybe wondered why I still sat silent.
Staring back at him, I said the three words again but this time with more strength and a whole new meaning.
"I love you hyung." I said.
He stared at me for a long time and finally once again laughed and turned to me as he patted my shoulder and pulled me close again.
"I love you too. Your one of my precious dosaeng who always listens to hyung even though hyung knows he doesn't want to. Now go get hyung his soda." he said.
I tugged away and shook my head no.
"I really am in love with you hyung. Your the one I like. Your the one I'm talking about." I said with seriousness on my face.
'If he hates me...then I will try to deal with it.' I instantly thought.
He just stared at me with no reply.
"I don't know what to do. Don't hate me please." I said as I scooted away from him.
We sat in silence for a quite a while.
Junsu hyung stopped staring at me but turned towards the t.v once again and put down his guitar.
"Woo.." he said after what seems liked eternity.
"I haven't told Youngie yet. I don't exactly know this feeling." I said truthfully.
"If you don't know the feeling then do you think you really love me?" he asked.
All that kept me going at this point was the thought of no anger or disgust on his face.
I've known him long enough to recognize those expressions.
"Right now sitting here alone with you without Wooyoung, my heart hurts and it beating so fast I think I might pass out on you." I said.
He sighed.
"I...I'm straight Junho." he said.
I sighed.
From the beginning I already knew that was going to be the first thing he said.
"I've had girlfriends before." he said.
"I'm not...I'm not gay...I just love hyung." I said as scooted away again and hid my face.
We sat in silence for a little while more before Wooyoung came rushing back into the room from the bathroom.
"Sorry...Soyoung called." he said.
Hyung and I both knew he just lied but dared not to say anything.
Wooyoung sat down in between hyung and I and the tension in the room quickly disappeared.
We continued watching t.v and Junsu hyung played his new song for us once again.
"Did I miss something?" Wooyoung asked looking at me first and then Junsu hyung.
Both of us once again didn't reply.
"I missed something." Wooyoung said.
"You didn't." Junsu hyung quickly said. "Now listen to this song or I will stop playing and send both of you home." he continued.
My heart hurt for a second when he said that, only because I knew he wanted to send me home for what I just confessed to him.
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Wooyoung and I left Junsus house around five and when I got home, all I could do was lay on my bed until it got really dark.
I couldn't sleep so I decided to go take a long hot shower.
A few minutes later and I walked out of the steaming bathroom and straight to my room with a towel on my head and one around my waist.
The way I only do it when my parents are not home.
I turned on the lights to my room and headed straight for my bed in my nude towel covered body.
"At least he didn't look disgusted." I said to my self."But I'm not gay. I don't like Wooyoung like that. I don't like other guys like that. I only like my old and weird Junsu hyung." I continued talking to myself.
The thoughts continued through my mind as I got up and released a deep sigh.
"Let me try to sleep. What time is i-"
Before I could finish the sound of a loud banging on my door stopped me.
"Who is th-"
I couldn't even finish talking to myself as the banging got louder.
"Yah!" I yelled as I ran towards the door.
"Your going to wake up the neighbors." I said opening the door fast.
"Yah! Lee Junho, what the heck are you doing I've been calling you since you left." Junsu hyung barged into my apartment and headed straight for my room.
"Come on!" he yelled.
I couldn't get over the shock that he was in my apartment after what I told him so I obeyed quickly and followed him.
When I reached my room, Junsu hyung sat on the floor and turned on my t.v.
'What is going on?' I thought to myself. 'I thought he hated me now.' I continued thinking.
"Yah! You should really put on some cloths before you catch a cold."
The sound of hyungs voice rang through my mind as he turned towards me.
We caught eyes for only a few seconds before he got up, went through my closet and threw some cloths and underwear at me.
I didn't blush because of course Junsu hyung has not intentionally seen me naked before but I did feel embarrassed that I stood looking like a idiot with a towel around me and one on my head as I stood and stared at him.
Quickly I pulled the on my head off.
"Hurry up. Your going to catch a cold." Junsu hyung said.
I nodded but paused as I looked at him.
"What's the matter?" he asked as he turned to look at me.
I didn't reply.
How could I say that I feel embarrassed with him sitting there as I put on cloths.
He has seen me naked but not undressing or putting on any cloths.
This was a new feeling for me especially knowing that he knows I love him.
I started walking back.
"There wasn't a a problem before." Junsu hyung said looking at me.
I shook my head.
"Alright!" he declared. "Since I didn't get a soda earlier, I'm going to go steal some soda from you." he said walking towards me.
"Thanks." I whispered as he walked passed me and towards the door.
I waited until the door closed to quickly put on my cloths and dry my still wet hair.
I fell straight on my bed breathing hard when I finished.
"Why am I doing this?" I whispered to myself just as the door opened and Junsu declared himself back.
All I did was smile as he came and sat back down in front of my bed towards the t.v.
A few hours later and it's the same exact position we lay in.
Me laying on the bed and hyung sitting down in front of the bed watching t.v.
'What exactly did you come here for?' I thought to myself as I stared at the back of Junsu's head.
"I'm going to go visit my grandparents in Daegu first and then I'm going to Seoul so I won't be back for a while." he suddenly said.
It caught me off guard so I hurriedly got up and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"This should give you time to think about what you said to me earlier." Junsu said.
'But I've already thought about it since I started liking you.' I thought.
"When I come back you can tell me wha-"
"I've known you since I was 5...it's been 12 years.... Hyung...in the twelve years I've like you for 3
years. I know I've had a lot of time to think about this." I said as I lowered my head.
Junsu replied with quietness.
"You can just pass it off because I know your disgusted by me right now so forge-"
"If I am disgusted by you then why am I sitting here right now talking to you." Junsu said seriously without turning to look at me.
I didn't reply but heard a sigh escape his lips.
"Then let me think about it okay?" Junsu said.
I nodded and quickly replied okay.
With that he continued watching t.v and I laid back down on my bed.
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I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up I lay in my bed with my sheets around me.
The light shining from outside made me cover my head as I sank into the sheets.
"What happened?" I groaned.
I remember falling asleep but that is it.
"He left and I didn't say goodbye. I won't see him for two weeks. Stupid Junho." I yelled at myself as I laid still.
I laid still for a long time before deciding to get up.
"What should I do now?" I asked myself.
Truthfully besides Wooyoung and hyung, I really have no other close friends.
"Junho? It's time to get ready for school. Do you feel okay?"
The sound of my moms voice made me snap from my thoughts and quickly get up from my bed as I remembered school.
"I'm fine Umma." I replied.
"Okay. You breakfast is going to get either cold or your dad will eat." she said.
"Appa!" I yelled running towards the door.
I ended up eating before going to brush my teeth and shower.
Dad dropped me off on his way to work dies to the fact that I would be beyond late if I took my bike.
I got to class just the same time as Wooyoung.
"Almost late?" he asked me.
I nodded and we both laughed.
School went the same way it usually does except Wooyoung and I didn't see Junho at lunch.
By the time school ended, I just wanted to rush home and throw off my school uniform.
"What are you doing this week?" I asked Wooyoung as we both waited for our ride, Wooyoungs sister Soyoung.
"I don't know." Wooyoung said.
"Me either." I replied sadly.
We both sighed.
It's definitely not that we are awkward or anything without hyung...there is just really nothing to do even when hyung is with us.
"We are both really boring." I said.
I laughed as Wooyoung laughed with me.
"Without this dance class we are." Wooyoung said.
"When is it starting?" he asked.
"A few months. They need the money now to get prepared and find a class room big enough to get a mirror put in." I said.
"Meaning for now we are boring. And if I don't get money then I will be boring." I said sighing.
"You two hurry up or I'm leaving. I have work you know." Soyoungs voice suddenly ran through my ears and I turned to Wooyoung and laughed.
We continued laughing harder as we hurried towards Soyoungs car.
I don't usually ride with Wooyoung all the time, only when I forget my bike.
"So? Are we going home or am I dropping you off." Soyoung asked.
"Can you please drop me off noona." I said.
Soyoung didn't reply and I took that as a yes.
When I got home the apartment was empty as usual.
"I really don't have nothing to do without Wooyoung or hyung." I said truthfully to myself as I walked into the kitchen to find something to eat.
After eating, I hurried to my room to change.
It was only when I decided to make my bed and sit on the floor to watch t.v when I found the letter.
A letter directly to me from Junsu hyung.
I fell on my bed with a sigh and a big smile on my face 5 minutes later.
Yah! Lee Junho
Look...Don't think I hate you or that I will go tell everyone. All I can tell you now is that I'm not disgusted but it doesn't mean I like you in that way too though.
I somehow believe you when you say that I'm the only guy you have ever liked.
Hyung is really likable right?
Of course I am! :D
I will really think about it because I care about you and I don't want our relationship to be ruined.
Love you Lee Junho but right now it's a friendly love.
Take care of yourself while I'm away...and take care of Youngie for both of us. That boy he is everywhere tchh...ahh well hope you find this letter.
And really don't think I hate you okay???
Aishh...Lee Junho you really make hyung worry and confused.
See you two in two weeks!
A short and simple but sweet letter.
"Really, you write the same way you talk." I said smiling. "I'm glad you didn't say brotherly love. I may have a chance Kim Junsu." I continued talking to myself as I read the letter one more time.
After the second time I got up, neatly folded the letter and put it in a box where I keep all other notes and important letters.
I felt instantly better right after reading the letter three times.
The rest of the week when I wasn't with Wooyoung, I just read the letter and watched t.v.
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"So your sister is going to bring you to my house later?" I asked, shivering at the increased cold air since last week.
School just finished and Wooyoung and I headed outside when he said he wanted to hang out without any problems because he gets bored when he gets home.
"Yeah. She will drop me off when she is going to work." Wooyoung said.
"That's great! I've had nothing to do home for the past few days." I admitted.
"I want to get out of the house too. It's quiet when Soyoung goes to work." Wooyoung said making a face as he shivered too.
I nodded in understanding as I pointed to my bike.
"Your riding your bike?" Wooyoung asked shocked.
I nodded.
"It's cold." he said shaking his head.
"I will be fine. I will wait for you to call tonight when your coming." I said changing the subject.
"Are sure you don't want a ride?" Wooyoung asked.
"It's okay." I said.
Wooyoung slowly nodded an okay and I smiled.
"Only one more week before hyung comes." I said smiling wider.
Wooyoung nodded.
"Coming to nag at us to get him sodas again." he said as he made a face.
I laughed and nodded.
"I already made sure to buy a lot of his favorite sodas."
"Jang Wooyoung!"
"That's me." Wooyoung said waving bye to me as he hurried to Soyoungs car.
I laughed and waved back as I shook my head at Soyoung.
"That girl can be really loud." I said as I started my ride home.
"Empty as usual."
I sighed and shivered one last time as I closed the door to my apartment.
"What should I eat?" I asked myself as I pulled open the fridge.
I stood in front of the fridge for more than a minute looking at everything starting from leftovers to takeout.
Finally after another minute passed I decided on some ramen.
Thirty minutes later and I finished eating and washing the dishes.
"Time to get ready." I said to myself as I walked upstairs to shower.
I received a call from my mom apologizing that she didn't leave food for me.
I told her it was okay and sighed as she hung up.
I finished everything before Wooyoung was supposed to call and laid on my bed until the time for Wooyoung to call passed.
"Did he cancel?" I asked myself as I tried to remember if he canceled.
I shook my head no.
He didn't cancel at all.
I waited another hour before finally getting restless and calling Wooyoung.
If he didn't come at any second I would feel more worried than I am.
The phone rang twice before a high pitched girls voice rang through my ears.
"Hello?" Soyoung said.
"It's Junho can I-" I quickly said.
"Junho!" she yelled interrupting me. "I've been waiting for your call you nice guy." she said.
"Uhh...can I talk to Wooyoung?" I asked suspiciously.
She voice sounded happier than usual, meaning she wanted something.
"Please wait a minute. I'll get him." she said quickly.
'Is she going crazy?' I thought as I heard her loud footsteps.
Since when has Jang Soyoung ever said please to me.
"It's Junho!" Soyoung suddenly screamed as she knocked on a door.
The sound of water turned off.
I find it funny how I can always hear everything going on in their house when I call or Wooyoung calls.
'Ah, he's in the shower.' I thought.
It took just a few second before Wooyoung came on the phone.
"Sorry...I was just worried because you said you would call but I didn't get it." I said to Wooyoung.
"I'm sorry." Wooyoung apologized.
'So he did cancel.' I automatically thought as I mentally sighed.
A very short silence passed between us.
"What happened?" I asked.
"Something...just came up." Wooyoung replied me in a guilty voice.
"Oh...it's funny that when we plan something...something else comes up for both of us." I said chuckling.
"I know and I'm sorry but I want you to come with me if you have nothing to do." Wooyoung suddenly said.
I sighed and fell on my bed.
'Not like I do have anything better to do.' I thought.
"What came up?" I asked.
"Remember how I said I need to ask Soyoung for money for the dance class..." Wooyoung said.
"My parents said they would give you the money." I said.
"I don't want them to do that." Wooyoung replied me. "It's okay...Soyoung said she will pay for me."
I waited only a little bit before talking.
"So where are we going?" I asked.
"A concert." Wooyoung said slowly.
"Concert? Okay, That will work. Where to?" I asked.
"Don't be mad....It's the group that Soyoung really likes." Wooyoung said.
'The group that Soyoung likes?' I thought.
"2PM" I said.
"I need to get an autograph from that leader." Wooyoung said.
"That's all? Maybe we can still make that movie at midnight. I thought you hated that group." I said as I got up to find my shoes and jacket.
"I do...but this is not the worst of it Junho." Wooyoung said sounding a bit embarrassed.
"What?" I asked.
"I don't want to be seen so I'm disguised." Wooyoung said.
"Dis-"
"Did you tell him yet?" Soyoungs voice made me stop what I was about to say.
"Tell her I can hear her. What is it you need to tell me?" I asked.
A long pause proceeded.
"Just tell him." I heard Soyoung say.
"I'm not wearing makeup." Wooyoung said.
"Makeup?" I said with curiosity
"Wait." Wooyoung said.
"What is-"
Before I could finish once again a high pitched voice rang through the phone as Soyoung talked to me fast.
"Wooyoung is disguising himself as a girl to go to a concert to get me an autograph so he needs you to pretend to be his fake boyfriend." Soyoung quickly said.
"Fake boyfriend?" I said.
"Yeah." Soyoung said.
"And he is willing to do this for the money? Why doesn't he let my mom and dad help" I asked.
Soyoung didn't reply.
I sighed and nodded.
"Okay I will be there." I said.
"Okay! Bye." Soyoung said excitedly as she hung up the phone.
"I can't believe Wooyoung is doing this." I said as I put on my shoes and grabbed my jacket and scarf.
When I stepped outside the cold air hit my face hard.
"Why am I walking in this?" I said groaning to myself.
I arrived at the bus stop exactly when it arrived and ten minutes later I stood in front of Wooyoungs apartment building complex.
I stood for exactly another five minutes before two figures came running out of the building.
'Soyoung.' I thought. 'But who's that?' I wondered.
I stared at Wooyoung as he came up with his sister.
He looked weird, not exactly girly but not like a boy either.
What I noticed mostly was his chest.
"What?" Wooyoung asked with a annoyed voice.
'Should I ask?' I thought.
"Are those.."
"Fake." Wooyoung quickly said. "She stuffed a shirt up my shirt and made me wear a-"
I quickly interrupting him by putting my hands up.
'Thats enough information.' I thought.
"I don't...want to know." I said smiling.
"Junho this is Kim MinWoo your girlfriend...doesn't MinWoo look like a girl? Because MinWoo thinks she looks like a boy dressed in girls cloths." Soyoung suddenly said.
"Noona..." Wooyoung whined and I chuckled.
'Kim MinWoo?' I thought. 'It suits him.'
"Except when he talks...I would of been fooled." I said.
"Stop lying." Wooyoung groaned.
"No...really." I said trying to not laugh at his whining.
Wooyoung did the only thing he usually does, ignore you and walk away.
I watched as he walked towards Soyoungs car.
He turned back to look at us and Soyoung laughed as I stood speechless.
"Ok. Let's go." Soyoung suddenly said as she took my hand and started pulling me towards where Wooyoung stood.
It took another two hours of silence for us to get to the place where the concert is always held at.
The front entrance looked packed with screaming fangirls.
"This is not going to work.." Wooyoung groaned besides me and I mentally sighed.
He's right.' I thought to myself.
"Don't start backing down now. We are already here. Junho will be with you too." Soyoung said as she stopped the car.
"You two will have to walk." she continued.
"If we get sick you are paying for our medicine and soup." Wooyoung said.
"It's not that cold Wooyoung and I won't be able to afford that." Soyoung replied to him.
Wooyoung turned to me and sighed.
A short silence passed between the three of us.
"You two ready to act?" Soyoung asked finally as she turned to look at us.
"I'm telling you this won't work because my disguise looks stupid and I will be caught. So when I don't get the autograph you still need to pay me." Wooyoung said.
"I'll pay you Woo. I would of given you the money anyway but I really want that autograph. You know how much I love 2PM. Come on...do this for your sister." Soyoung said to him.
I watched as the two talked, not knowing what to say at all.
"I am doing it." Wooyoung said.
He gave me sign to get out and I nodded and started getting out of the car.
We were almost out when Soyoung stopped us..
"Wait. Here. Don't forget these." she said handing three bags to me.
"The blue is for Taecyeon. The red for Nichkhun and the green for Chansung." she said.
I nodded and took the bags.
"You better get going. Take care of yourselves and call me when ever. I'll try to call you too." Soyoung said smiling to both of us.
I nodded for the third time and patted Wooyoungs shoulder.
We both continued out of the car.
'Why do his legs look so smooth?' I thought to myself as we got out the car.
I couldn't help but wonder so I asked.
"Did you shave?" I asked.
Wooyoung stepped back and glared at me.
"Why are you looking at me legs?" he asked with anger in his voice.
I was taken back and shocked.
Wooyoung never really gets angry, maybe annoyed but not angry.
I was about to say something when he started laughing.
I realize it a few minutes later and hit his shoulder in annoyance.
"My acting is good." Wooyoung said.
I didn't reply him.
'I thought you were really angry.' I thought.
Out of any of us...I think the only two people that have seen Wooyoung angry is his parents.
I dot even think he shows Soyoung.
"Don't be angry. I didn't shave. My legs look like this on their own." Wooyoungsaid.
"Ah.." I said nodding.
"If you look closer you will see hair." he said.
I nodded a okay.
He smiled and messed with the skirt he wore before taking off his bag.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
Wooyoung looked around before turning to me.
"I brought jeans." he said as he unzipped his bag and pulled them out.
I couldn't help but laugh as I helped him find a place to change.
"She went way too far." Wooyoung said shivering.
I stared as he shivered and tried to put on his cloths he brought.
"Please don't tell anyone about this. Especially hyung." he suddenly said.
"Junsu hyung will laugh but I'm sure he won't care." I said.
"Just don't tell him please." Wooyoung begged as he put something in his bag.
I nodded.
"How do I look?" he asked me.
"Flat chested." I said jokingly. "But surprisingly you look a little girly. Maybe it's the wig." I said.
"I guess the wig is enough." Wooyoung agreed.
"Okay let's go then." I said.
I started my way out from our hidden spot and Wooyoung followed me.
"Why does Soyoung have two tickets?" I asked as the thought suddenly came into my head.
Wooyoung stopped as he put his jacket on.
"She bought one but...I don't know where she got the other one but maybe that friend she works with because both of them have to work tonight." Wooyoung said.
"That reminds me, my parents want to ask if you two are okay." I took the chance to ask again.
I always ask this and I know it annoys Wooyoung but I always worry too.
"We are." Wooyoung replied me.
"I know you don't like me asking but my parents really just want to help." I said.
Wooyoung stopped again and looked at me.
"We're really okay." he said smiling.
'No your not.' I thought as I saw his smile fade a little.
I nodded and smiled back anyway.
'I can't force you.' I thought.
"I'll tell you when I think Soyoung can't make it anymore but I think she will always find a way to make it herself." Wooyoung said smiling.
"That's Jang Soyoung for you." I said after snapping from my thoughts.
"You two! Tickets!"
A tall muscled guy stopped us at the entrance of the stadium and stuck his hand out.
That was the end of our discussion.
"Oh." Wooyoung said looking confused for a second.
"We have them." I quickly said as I remembered his disguise.
I handed the guy our tickets and only a few seconds later our hands had red wrist bands.
The told us to go inside and I nodded.
"It's crowded. Front row will be tough to get to." he yelled to us.
"Front row...I'm kind of regretting this now." Wooyoung whined.
"We can go back." I suggested.
Wooyoung looked like he thought about it for a few minutes before shaking his head no.
"I promised her...and if I want this money then I need to do this. Besides I'm already dressed up like this." he said.
I nodded as we stepped into a big stadium full of screaming girls.
"I really want to get a job!" Wooyoung screamed as he chuckled.
"Why don't you?" I asked.
Something I've always wanted to ask actually but never have gotten a chance to.
"Soyoung won't let me until I'm done with school. It's what...it's what my mom wanted." Wooyoung said.
He said the last part really low but I seemed to hear it.
I nodded.
We pushed past a bunch of people which was really hard for both of us.
We reached our seats in thirty minutes.
"Thirty minutes of being pushed around at a concert I don't even want to be at." Wooyoung said angrily.
I knew it was his annoyed angry voice though.
"Calm down Woo. I know you don't want to do this so I'll record it for you okay?" I said feeling bad for him.
"Thanks. You are too good to me." Wooyoung said.
"Remember we are best friends Youngie hyung." I said smiling.
"Don't call me hyung I'm only a few months older. I hate that." Wooyoung said with a annoyed anger.
"Your the total opposite of Junsu hyung." I said laughing.
Wooyoung laughed with me and nodded.
We sat for a while longer before the guys appeared on the stage.
The concert started once they introduced themselves and a man talked for a little bit.
They went throughout seven songs exactly before a different man come up on stage and started announcing something about a winning segment.
I heard more about it from a few girls sitting next to Wooyoung.
"It's amazing how girls can talk." Wooyoung whispered to me.
I nodded and we both laughed.
The man continued talking and I turned back to the stage.
"I hope we don't win." I said after hearin them go into more detail "I dot want to go up there and I know you don't either."
Wooyoung didn't reply and I didn't turn to him.
The man started calling out the numbers quick.
"256309861...5!"
My eyes went wide as I stared at Wooyoungs ticket with his name I wrote earlier on it.
"Woo..." I heard myself say.
Wooyoung didn't reply.
"Youngie.." I said again this time turning to him.
He had his eyes closed and he ignored me again.
"MinWoo!" I finally screamed as I shook Wooyougs shoulder.
He opened his eyes and turned to me wide eyed.
I showed him his ticket.
"What?" he said.
"You...you won." I said.
Wooyoung stared at me for a long time before shaking his head and looking at the ticket again.
"Mrs...MinWoo.." someone said.
Wooyoung turned to the stage and I soon realized his blushed face.
He looked for a short time before turning back to me.
"Go up." I said.
"I can't...it's not your ticket?" he whispered to me.
"It's not." I said as I showed him his name I scribbled on the ticket.
Wooyoung just stared at the ticket and that is when I heard the girls getting annoyed.
"What are you doing idiot!?" someone yelled clearly.
"Miss MinWoo.." someone up stage said again.
Wooyoung took the ticket from me and stared at me hard for a long time.
I thought he was stuck and was about to say something when he himself quickly handed the ticket to someone besides me.
The girl smiled wide with shock on her face as she ran quickly towards the stage.
With that I turned back to Wooyoung and he covered his whole face.
I sighed in understanding and covered him too.
We stayed like that for a few minutes and with that the concert continued again.
Wooyoung didn't even lift his head before it started.
They sang three more songs before stopping again to announce another segment.
"I have a bad feeling about this." Wooyoung said.
'Me too.' I said.
Wooyoung yawned as I stared at the stage.
The girls screams started getting higher by the second.
They were going wild.
"Here." I said to Wooyoung as I pushed him closer to my seat and away from the most violent of the fans.
"Your such a good friend." Wooyoung whispered.
It's okay Woo." I replied as I turned back to the stage.
"We will start with Chansung!" someone announced.
It took the guy a while to choose.
Then the next guy Nichkhun chose.
There was only one more guy left.
Taecyeon.
"Next week?" Wooyoung suddenly said turning to me.
'Ah...movies.' I thought.
I smiled and nodded. "Next week." I said yawning.
"I know...I'm tired too. Sorry for dragging you into this." Wooyoung said.
"No, it's-"
"MinWoo!"
I quickly looked up at the stage and back to Wooyoung and then back to the stage.
"Woo!" I yelled." I mean MinWoo!" I said as I pointed to the stage.
"Wha-"
Wooyoung turned and looked at the stage.
"I choose you." the guy named Taecyeon said.
The girls started again.
'What is he doing?' I wondered.
Wooyoung kept staring at the stage for a long time before shaking his head no and turning towards me.
It's the first I've seen Wooyoung embarrassed more than once.
I stared at Wooyoung back.
"MinWoo.." the Taecyeon guy said.
"Junho? Tell him I don't want to." Wooyoung whispered to me.
I nodded and quickly turned back to the stage.
"Uhh...he...she says no thank you." I stuttered.
"I choose her." Taecyeon said.
"She...really doesn't want to be chosen." I said.
"Are you her boyfriend?" Taecyeon asked me.
"No." I said.
'Yes you are!' I screamed in my head.
"I mean yes." I said cursing myself.
"Okay then...tell MinWoo-sshi that I will give her the gift basket and that I will see her a little later for the hug and the three questions." Taecyeon said.
I nodded an okay as the basket was handed to me.
The other girls got their presents as the concert continued and then finally finished.
"Finally!" Wooyoung screamed as we headed out of the stadium.
Wooyoung was pushed a lot and we knew why.
Next was the autographs.
I spotted Wooyoung in his bag.
"What are you doing?" I asked as we made our way more quickly out of the stadium.
"Writing to school because we are going to die from this cold." Wooyoung said shivering as he took out a pen and paper.
He started writing when we stopped to fix his jacket.
The notepad and pen fell.
"I'm not going to lie, it is cold." I said as I picked up the notepad and pen.
Wooyoung didn't reply but led me into a line.
"How are we supposed to get the signatures and get back home early?" he asked.
"This is where we use our soccer and dance skills." I found myself saying.
Wooyoung turned to me smiling.
I smiled back.
Someone then pushed Wooyoung and I helped by pulling him closer to me, which ended up being me who was also pushed.
"You owe me big." I whispered.
Wooyoung looked like he was about to say something when cheers started.
"They're here." I said. "Get ready!" I yelled to Wooyoung.
"I can't believe we are doing this." Wooyoung said.
I laughed and pushed him towards the gate.
The three guys stood on the other side as they greeted us.
It got louder as they introduced themselves.
"We are glad to receive as many fans as we have for this small concert. Thank you for all coming today. I am happy to see all of these pretty faces out here." one of them said.
Wooyoung hit me on the arm suddenly as he giggled.
I turned to him and gave him a face.
"Oh you pretty face." he said.
I scowled and couldn't help but feel my face heat up as a image of Junsu hyung saying that popped up.
"I'm not dressed like a girl." I finally managed to say.
"Hey." I Wooyoung said.
I laughed and Wooyoung too.
As we laughed, someone announced the gates would be opening.
Three long tables were set up and each guy sat at each table.
"We're closer to Chansung. We will have to go to him first." I said as I noticed the big looking guy at his seat.
Wooyoung nodded.
"Get ready." I whispered.
We quickly pushed and slid by angry, fan crazed girls all the way to Chansungs table.
We made it probably tenth in line.
"Look at the line for him." Wooyoung suddenly said.
I turned to look at what he was talking about.
Taecyeons line was filled to the maximum.
"He's staring at me." Wooyoung whispered.
"Maybe he fell in love with Min-"
"Don't even." Wooyoung interrupted my joke "I don't like that guy at all. He annoys me." he said.
"I was just joking." I said laughing.
We continued that with silence and it seemed to take a long time to get fifth in line and still on Chansungs.
"What time is it?" Wooyoung asked.
"12 a.m." I replied as I took a look at my phone, which had more caps than I could count from my parents.
I didn't say anything to Wooyoung.
He sighed.
"By the time we get out it will be 2am." I said.
"We are both dead." Wooyoung said "I'm sorry. I will tell your parents it is my fault."
"You don't have to. We are in this together." I said smiling.
Before I could react, Wooyoung had me in a tight hug.
"Ohhh...your so cute." he said as he pinched my cheek.
"Hey, I'm only a few months younger." I said with annoyance in my voice.
"I change my mind, you should call me hyung now."
Wooyoung said.
"Ok Woo." I said smiling.
Wooyoung sighed and shook his head.
"We only call Junsu hyung." I said.
"He would kill us if we didn't." Wooyoung replied.
We both laughed as we moved through the line.
Three minutes later and we stood in front of Chansung of 2PM.
He greeted both of us and I greeted back.
"This is for you. From her." I quickly said as I handed Soyoungs gift to Chansung.
A woman behind him took it from me.
Wooyoung then handed him the cd.
"Can you please sign for her. It's to Jang Soyoung." I said smiling.
"Soyoung? I thought her name is MinWoo-sshi?" Chansung said signing it anyway.
"It's for her sister." I said.
"Ahh." Chansung said nodding.
He finished a minute later and I took the cd and bowed a thank you.
'Quick and fast. Hope the others are like that.' I thought.
We decided to go to Nichkhuns line next and it went the same way with him, thought he ended up asking unnecessary questions I tried my hardest to avoid.
When we finally made it out of Nichkhuns line I felt exhausted.
We stood another hour to get to third in Taecyeons line.
By this time though, most people had left.
"Only him and we are done for the night." I said.
"What time is it?" Wooyoung whispered.
"Almost 2am." I said showing Wooyoung my phone.
He sighed.
"Want me to call her?" I asked.
Wooyoung nodded quickly.
I took the chance to call Soyoung.
I got a hold of her quickly and she told me to wait.
I turned to Wooyoung and nodded.
"She's on her way. She has only a few more minutes of work." I said.
"How many calls from your parents?" Wooyoung asked quietly.
"You don't want to know." I said sighing.
'The night I go out, they come home early.' I thought.
"I'll apologize for you and try to not get you in trouble." Wooyoung said.
"They are probably more worried than mad...about both of us. They called Soyoung ten times and even wanted to pick us up." I said repeating what Soyoung told me.
"Call them." Wooyoung said.
"But-"
"Call them." he said again.
I looked at him for a Lon time before sighing and giving in.
I took out my phone and dialed my mom.
She picked up on first ring.
I didn't even realize that we stood in front of Taecyeon as I started talking.
"MinWoo." Taecyeon said to Wooyoung.
I didn't what to do but hand the guy his present as I tried to calm my mom down.
"Hol...hold on umma...We need one sign on the cd and one on the poster please. It's for Jang Soyoung." I said quickly before focusing back on the phone call.
"Your MinWoo right?" he asked Wooyoung.
"Umma...hold on umma...Please sign it out for Jang Soyoung." I said again before going back on the phone with my mom.
"Why are you talking for her?" Taecyeon asked me.
"She can't right now." I said quickly pointing to the poster. "No...no I'm not with a girl...I mean yes I am but-"
I turned to Wooyoung quick before turning back to Taecyeon.
I tried to calm my mom down only to have they guy, Taecyeon start standing up.
"Your hug and three questions." he said to Wooyoung.
'What is wrong with this guy!' I yelled in my head.
"Umma...I got to go...really....no Soyoung is about to pick us up...no he's doing something...wait mom...but-"
I watched as Wooyoung frantically shook his head and I tried to get my mom off the phone.
"He...She doesn't want a hug." I said to Taecyeon.
Wooyoung looked from me to Taecyeon before taking the phone away from me.
"Yeboseyo...umma." he said quickly smiling.
I sighed relief as I turned to Taecyeon.
"She doesn't want the hug or any of that. Just the signature." I said to him.
"I don't understand why you don't want it." Taecyeon said stepping away from his table.
Some woman tried to stop him then.
I watched as Wooyoung walked back and I took a step forward.
"Oppa!!" the girls behind Wooyoung yelled and everyone from both other lines stopped to look over.
"Taecyeon-sshi be careful." the woman behind the table said.
"Taecyeon-sshi!" a man also screamed.
"Umma...I...I have to go...Soyoung will bring us." Wooyoung said.
The Taecyeon guy just continued walking towards him and I took small steps not knowing what to do because Wooyoung just stood still.
"No...no noise...we are okay." he said through the phone.
A couple more steps and the Taecyeon guy stood in front of him.
I watched as Wooyoung looked up.
Something he hates to do because he hates admitting he's a little short.
"MinWoo.." I said just as some girl also screed out "Oppa!"
Everything seed to slide by my eyes quick.
The girl screaming Oppa somehow slipped by everyone and latched onto Wooyoungs wig.
My phone went straight to the floor as Wooyougs was pushed backwards.
Wooyoungs hands quickly went to holding the wig intact though.
"Oppa! Do you have girlfriend? Is this your girlfriend?" the girl screamed.
I seemed to be in a pause for those few seconds before she said that.
I moved quick towards the girl just as security came.
I tried to get the girls hands off Wooyoung when I felt Wooyoung pulling forwards.
I also spotted Taecyeons hand on his shoulders pushing him forwards and guards trying to get a hold of the girl.
I watched all this happen as finally Wooyoung lost his balance and fell forward.
Lips connected.
Time seemed to go slow as Wooyoung pushed Taecyeon off him and fell backwards to the ground.
People started screaming accusations of him being Taecyeons girlfriend as I quickly rushed to my best friend.
"Wooyoung!" I yelled forgetting all about the disguise.
"Wooyoung?" Taecyeon said.
He opened Wooyougs hands and out my phone in them.
I got to them at that second and pulled him away from Wooyoung as I grabbed what I could and pulled Wooyougs away from all the people.
"My...my first kiss..." Wooyoung said as we ran. "He stole my first kiss!" he yelled.
I couldn't look at Wooyoung as he cried.
I felt like I was invading his privacy.
Even when he cries for his parents, he wants no one to know.
I didn't look at his face, I couldn't.
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I found us a place to hide as I sat down on the cold cement.
I didn't look at Wooyougs face as I called Soyoung.
He stood in silence and I sat in silence.
It took Soyoung a little bit of time to come pick us up.
"What happened?" she asked.
"Something that I can't say. I could only save the signed cd and my phone though." I said.
Soyoung didn't say anything after that.
I was dropped off at home and yelled at.
I got in trouble and forbidden from going anywhere or seeing anyone for a week.
Soyoung was also yelled at but my parents just told her to take better care of Wooyoung.
I watched as she left after the screaming.
She apologized more than I did.
After the doors closed and mom hugged me and cried, I took a shower and went to sleep hoping Wooyoung was okay.
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A/N late? sorry :(
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: PG-13, M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
JunBros: The feelings that just won't go away. He's afraid to tell his friend Wooyoung so he does the next worst thing, admit his feelings to his hyung. What will happen now that hyung knows how Junho really feels?
*maknae-youngest
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The ache in my chest as I sit next to him, wanting more than just a hyung-maknae relationship.
Sometimes when I'm sitting next to Junsu hyung I imagine him singing a song for me.
With that voice, with those skills.
Sometimes I want to sing a duet with him but then thoughts of acting too girly rise up.
'But what if I am?'
Those thoughts rise up too.
These harboring feeling that rise up everytime I see hyung or everytime I want to tell Wooyoung.
From side view I take a glance towards Wooyoung and feel another ache in my chest for not telling him my secret.
For not even telling Junsu hyung my secret.
'When will I let them know?' I thought to myself.
When will my heart stop hurting?
I frowned and released a big sigh.
"Yah, Lee Junho. I'm talking to you? What do you think?"
I quickly snapped out of my thoughts with the voice of hyung in my head.
"Yes? What?" I asked apologetically and embarrassed.
"Were you even listening to the song I just played?" Junsu hyung asked.
"It was good." I said quick.
"What?" Junsu hyung asked again.
"It is amazing hyung. Always." I said clapping with a wide smile on my face.
"That's better." he said smiling back at me wide.
I wanted to chuckle but instead hid my embarrased face.
'Your smile.' I thought to myself. 'I want to tell you. But I don't want you to hate me hyung.'
My stare rose up to peek at hyung as a frown rose onto my face.
"What's wrong?" Wooyoung asked suddenly jerking me from my thoughts once again.
"Oh...n...nothing." I quickly stuttered.
I felt bad.
Always lying to my best and closest friends.
Wooyoung knows everything about me besides that I'm in love with our hyung.
I especially felt bad and almost wanted to tell him the day when his parents came into an accident.
Everytime Wooyoungs parents are mentioned I also curse myself that I'm hiding my real feelings from him.
Wooyoung tells me everything.
I was the first person to know about his parents accident. We later both told Junsu hyung.
This especially makes me feel bad that I keep a big secret from him.
He doesn't know that I love Kim Junsu.
I felt my face turning into a frown again but quickly looked up and smiled.
"I was just about to say that you should let
me pay for your dance class." I said a little too cheerfully.
'Liar!' I yelled in my head. 'Stop lying to him. To both of them!' I continued yelling in my head as I tried to keep my smile plastered onto my face.
"I won't let you do that for me. That's a lot of money." Wooyoung said turning away. "And don't you even think about it either hyung." he continued as he looked at Junsu.
"I wasn't." Junsu hyung said laughing.
Of course be both know it's a joke.
Wooyoung pouted and hit hyung in the arm though.
I laughed and for that second...the yelling in my head stopped.
My gaze suddenly and slowly fell on Junsu hyung as I tried to stop laughing.
'Why can't I have normal feelings for him.' I suddenly thought making me pause and frown.
"You sure there is nothing wrong?" Wooyoung asked me again.
"I'm sure." I replied smiling.
'Hyung is completly straight.' the thought ran through my mind as I remembered Junsu hyungs last girlfriend and the way it hurt me when I saw them together.
"Ok then." Wooyoung said frowning as he fell on the floor with a big sigh.
"Bring us some presents from Seoul hyung." he said.
"Yeah." I said happily.
"Ahh...you two are like my little brothers." Junsu hyung said.
I felt a pain I'm my chest but just continued smiling.
'I don't want to be your little brother!' I yelled inside my head as I kept the fake smile on my face.
"We are not little. Only three years younger." Wooyoung said pouting.
"And you still have yet to get girlfriends or be in a relationship." Junsu hyung said.
"Hey! Hyung....we are getting there." Wooyoung said.
"Yeah.." I heard myself say as I frowned.
"I know you two are, besides your only first years in school. You will one day find a girl your heart beats for." Junsu hyung said.
"This proves you've had too many heartbreaks." Wooyoung said laughing.
Junsu tried hitting Wooyoung and I chuckled silently as the words Junsu hyung spoke earlier ran through my mind.
'What if I have already found someone my heart beats for?' I thought.
"Junho? Junho!"
I snapped from my thoughts as Wooyoung called out my name.
"Is something wrong?" he asked me.
"Oh...no." I said.
"Come on you know this boy right here has moments where his face just looks blank." Junsu hyung said.
I couldn't help but laugh with Wooyoung as something in me made me feel good that he at least knew things about me.
"Actually I do have someone I like right now." I said suddenly.
I surprised myself.
Wooyoung turned to me quickly with a surprised looks on his face.
"Really? Someone from school?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Ahhh...I knew it! His blank stares and blushes are getting obvious." Junsu hyung said.
I felt my face heat up.
"There he goes." Junsu hyung almost screamed.
Wooyoung started laughing.
I looked away and crossed my arms.
"I don't blush." I whispered.
"Actually you do." Wooyoung said still chuckling.
"But you do too Youngie." Junsu hyung quickly said.
Wooyoung got up and almost screamed that he didn't.
"Yah! Are you trying to wake my parents?" Junsu hyung almost yelled too.
"Sorry hyung." Wooyoung apologized. "But I don't. I don't even get embarrassed." I said.
"Woyoungie? You do get embarrassed and your face does turn red." I said.
Wooyoung looked like he wanted to scream again but instead he quieted down and picked up his ice cream he left a while ago on the floor.
We continued that with watching t.v once again.
A hour later and Wooyoung got up and declared himself to the bathroom.
"I'm going to the bathroom." he said quietly.
I knew then that he was going to not only use the bathroom but the look on his face meant that thought s of his parents suddenly came.
Wooyoung never wants us to see his face at those times and we respect that because one time we followed him and heard him cry through the bathroom door.
Since then, Junsu hyung and I have never followed Wooyoung again.
We also haven't told him about that day.
When the door closed it seemed to get so awkward.
Both of us also never talk about it even when Wooyoung leaves.
'It kind of feels really awkward...are we awkward?' I thought to myself as I peeked at Junsu hyung who was busy with a guitar.
"Ummm..." I mumbled.
"So who's the person you like? You said she's in our school right?" Junsu hyung asked me suddenly as he looked up at me and put the guitar on his lap.
I didn't reply him but looked away.
"Aw come on don't get shy now. Tell hyung. I promise I won't tell anyone, not even Wooyoung." Junsu kept on talking.
I watched him with all his funny movements and his sneaky talking.
'Why do I love this babo hyung?' I thought to myself.
"Your not going to tell me?" he asked.
I slowly shook my head no.
"You don't trust hyung?" he asked.
"I do." I quickly replied.
He nodded and a small smile appeared on his face.
"Okay I understand. Because you didn't tell me, go get me my soda in the fridge." Junsu hyung said.
'Its not that I don't want to tell you. I just don't want for you to hate me.' I thought.
"Yah! Lee Junho. Are you sure your okay?" Junsu asked as he scooted closer to me and draped a arm around my shoulder.
I felt myself nodding and quickly getting nervous about the hand on my shoulder.
'Why is he doing this? Should I tell him? What if he hates me? If he tells Wooyoung?' I thought.
"Okay okay then my soda is in the fridge." I heard Junsu say.
As thoughts continued running through my mind. I heard three words that coming from my voice.
"I like you."
There seemed to be a very long silence besides the t.v noise.
"I like you too. You and Youngie are very precious to me." Junsu said smiling wides as he gripped my shoulder and pulled me closer.
I felt my face heat up from that and more words escape my mouth.
"No...I really like you." I said.
Inside my head I cursed and yelled at myself.
Junsu turned to me and let my shoulder go.
I pulled away from him and pretended to fix my shirt as I watched him from side view staring at me.
"Yah! Stop joking and go get me that soda." he finally said as he laughed hard and lightly hit me on the head.
I stayed put and watched as he turned back to the t.v and picked up his guitar.
Should I really go on?' I asked myself.
Having this thought in my head, Junsu hyung turned and stared at me with a look of wonder.
I do everything he asks me to at the exact second he asks it, he maybe wondered why I still sat silent.
Staring back at him, I said the three words again but this time with more strength and a whole new meaning.
"I love you hyung." I said.
He stared at me for a long time and finally once again laughed and turned to me as he patted my shoulder and pulled me close again.
"I love you too. Your one of my precious dosaeng who always listens to hyung even though hyung knows he doesn't want to. Now go get hyung his soda." he said.
I tugged away and shook my head no.
"I really am in love with you hyung. Your the one I like. Your the one I'm talking about." I said with seriousness on my face.
'If he hates me...then I will try to deal with it.' I instantly thought.
He just stared at me with no reply.
"I don't know what to do. Don't hate me please." I said as I scooted away from him.
We sat in silence for a quite a while.
Junsu hyung stopped staring at me but turned towards the t.v once again and put down his guitar.
"Woo.." he said after what seems liked eternity.
"I haven't told Youngie yet. I don't exactly know this feeling." I said truthfully.
"If you don't know the feeling then do you think you really love me?" he asked.
All that kept me going at this point was the thought of no anger or disgust on his face.
I've known him long enough to recognize those expressions.
"Right now sitting here alone with you without Wooyoung, my heart hurts and it beating so fast I think I might pass out on you." I said.
He sighed.
"I...I'm straight Junho." he said.
I sighed.
From the beginning I already knew that was going to be the first thing he said.
"I've had girlfriends before." he said.
"I'm not...I'm not gay...I just love hyung." I said as scooted away again and hid my face.
We sat in silence for a little while more before Wooyoung came rushing back into the room from the bathroom.
"Sorry...Soyoung called." he said.
Hyung and I both knew he just lied but dared not to say anything.
Wooyoung sat down in between hyung and I and the tension in the room quickly disappeared.
We continued watching t.v and Junsu hyung played his new song for us once again.
"Did I miss something?" Wooyoung asked looking at me first and then Junsu hyung.
Both of us once again didn't reply.
"I missed something." Wooyoung said.
"You didn't." Junsu hyung quickly said. "Now listen to this song or I will stop playing and send both of you home." he continued.
My heart hurt for a second when he said that, only because I knew he wanted to send me home for what I just confessed to him.
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Wooyoung and I left Junsus house around five and when I got home, all I could do was lay on my bed until it got really dark.
I couldn't sleep so I decided to go take a long hot shower.
A few minutes later and I walked out of the steaming bathroom and straight to my room with a towel on my head and one around my waist.
The way I only do it when my parents are not home.
I turned on the lights to my room and headed straight for my bed in my nude towel covered body.
"At least he didn't look disgusted." I said to my self."But I'm not gay. I don't like Wooyoung like that. I don't like other guys like that. I only like my old and weird Junsu hyung." I continued talking to myself.
The thoughts continued through my mind as I got up and released a deep sigh.
"Let me try to sleep. What time is i-"
Before I could finish the sound of a loud banging on my door stopped me.
"Who is th-"
I couldn't even finish talking to myself as the banging got louder.
"Yah!" I yelled as I ran towards the door.
"Your going to wake up the neighbors." I said opening the door fast.
"Yah! Lee Junho, what the heck are you doing I've been calling you since you left." Junsu hyung barged into my apartment and headed straight for my room.
"Come on!" he yelled.
I couldn't get over the shock that he was in my apartment after what I told him so I obeyed quickly and followed him.
When I reached my room, Junsu hyung sat on the floor and turned on my t.v.
'What is going on?' I thought to myself. 'I thought he hated me now.' I continued thinking.
"Yah! You should really put on some cloths before you catch a cold."
The sound of hyungs voice rang through my mind as he turned towards me.
We caught eyes for only a few seconds before he got up, went through my closet and threw some cloths and underwear at me.
I didn't blush because of course Junsu hyung has not intentionally seen me naked before but I did feel embarrassed that I stood looking like a idiot with a towel around me and one on my head as I stood and stared at him.
Quickly I pulled the on my head off.
"Hurry up. Your going to catch a cold." Junsu hyung said.
I nodded but paused as I looked at him.
"What's the matter?" he asked as he turned to look at me.
I didn't reply.
How could I say that I feel embarrassed with him sitting there as I put on cloths.
He has seen me naked but not undressing or putting on any cloths.
This was a new feeling for me especially knowing that he knows I love him.
I started walking back.
"There wasn't a a problem before." Junsu hyung said looking at me.
I shook my head.
"Alright!" he declared. "Since I didn't get a soda earlier, I'm going to go steal some soda from you." he said walking towards me.
"Thanks." I whispered as he walked passed me and towards the door.
I waited until the door closed to quickly put on my cloths and dry my still wet hair.
I fell straight on my bed breathing hard when I finished.
"Why am I doing this?" I whispered to myself just as the door opened and Junsu declared himself back.
All I did was smile as he came and sat back down in front of my bed towards the t.v.
A few hours later and it's the same exact position we lay in.
Me laying on the bed and hyung sitting down in front of the bed watching t.v.
'What exactly did you come here for?' I thought to myself as I stared at the back of Junsu's head.
"I'm going to go visit my grandparents in Daegu first and then I'm going to Seoul so I won't be back for a while." he suddenly said.
It caught me off guard so I hurriedly got up and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"This should give you time to think about what you said to me earlier." Junsu said.
'But I've already thought about it since I started liking you.' I thought.
"When I come back you can tell me wha-"
"I've known you since I was 5...it's been 12 years.... Hyung...in the twelve years I've like you for 3
years. I know I've had a lot of time to think about this." I said as I lowered my head.
Junsu replied with quietness.
"You can just pass it off because I know your disgusted by me right now so forge-"
"If I am disgusted by you then why am I sitting here right now talking to you." Junsu said seriously without turning to look at me.
I didn't reply but heard a sigh escape his lips.
"Then let me think about it okay?" Junsu said.
I nodded and quickly replied okay.
With that he continued watching t.v and I laid back down on my bed.
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I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up I lay in my bed with my sheets around me.
The light shining from outside made me cover my head as I sank into the sheets.
"What happened?" I groaned.
I remember falling asleep but that is it.
"He left and I didn't say goodbye. I won't see him for two weeks. Stupid Junho." I yelled at myself as I laid still.
I laid still for a long time before deciding to get up.
"What should I do now?" I asked myself.
Truthfully besides Wooyoung and hyung, I really have no other close friends.
"Junho? It's time to get ready for school. Do you feel okay?"
The sound of my moms voice made me snap from my thoughts and quickly get up from my bed as I remembered school.
"I'm fine Umma." I replied.
"Okay. You breakfast is going to get either cold or your dad will eat." she said.
"Appa!" I yelled running towards the door.
I ended up eating before going to brush my teeth and shower.
Dad dropped me off on his way to work dies to the fact that I would be beyond late if I took my bike.
I got to class just the same time as Wooyoung.
"Almost late?" he asked me.
I nodded and we both laughed.
School went the same way it usually does except Wooyoung and I didn't see Junho at lunch.
By the time school ended, I just wanted to rush home and throw off my school uniform.
"What are you doing this week?" I asked Wooyoung as we both waited for our ride, Wooyoungs sister Soyoung.
"I don't know." Wooyoung said.
"Me either." I replied sadly.
We both sighed.
It's definitely not that we are awkward or anything without hyung...there is just really nothing to do even when hyung is with us.
"We are both really boring." I said.
I laughed as Wooyoung laughed with me.
"Without this dance class we are." Wooyoung said.
"When is it starting?" he asked.
"A few months. They need the money now to get prepared and find a class room big enough to get a mirror put in." I said.
"Meaning for now we are boring. And if I don't get money then I will be boring." I said sighing.
"You two hurry up or I'm leaving. I have work you know." Soyoungs voice suddenly ran through my ears and I turned to Wooyoung and laughed.
We continued laughing harder as we hurried towards Soyoungs car.
I don't usually ride with Wooyoung all the time, only when I forget my bike.
"So? Are we going home or am I dropping you off." Soyoung asked.
"Can you please drop me off noona." I said.
Soyoung didn't reply and I took that as a yes.
When I got home the apartment was empty as usual.
"I really don't have nothing to do without Wooyoung or hyung." I said truthfully to myself as I walked into the kitchen to find something to eat.
After eating, I hurried to my room to change.
It was only when I decided to make my bed and sit on the floor to watch t.v when I found the letter.
A letter directly to me from Junsu hyung.
I fell on my bed with a sigh and a big smile on my face 5 minutes later.
Yah! Lee Junho
Look...Don't think I hate you or that I will go tell everyone. All I can tell you now is that I'm not disgusted but it doesn't mean I like you in that way too though.
I somehow believe you when you say that I'm the only guy you have ever liked.
Hyung is really likable right?
Of course I am! :D
I will really think about it because I care about you and I don't want our relationship to be ruined.
Love you Lee Junho but right now it's a friendly love.
Take care of yourself while I'm away...and take care of Youngie for both of us. That boy he is everywhere tchh...ahh well hope you find this letter.
And really don't think I hate you okay???
Aishh...Lee Junho you really make hyung worry and confused.
See you two in two weeks!
A short and simple but sweet letter.
"Really, you write the same way you talk." I said smiling. "I'm glad you didn't say brotherly love. I may have a chance Kim Junsu." I continued talking to myself as I read the letter one more time.
After the second time I got up, neatly folded the letter and put it in a box where I keep all other notes and important letters.
I felt instantly better right after reading the letter three times.
The rest of the week when I wasn't with Wooyoung, I just read the letter and watched t.v.
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"So your sister is going to bring you to my house later?" I asked, shivering at the increased cold air since last week.
School just finished and Wooyoung and I headed outside when he said he wanted to hang out without any problems because he gets bored when he gets home.
"Yeah. She will drop me off when she is going to work." Wooyoung said.
"That's great! I've had nothing to do home for the past few days." I admitted.
"I want to get out of the house too. It's quiet when Soyoung goes to work." Wooyoung said making a face as he shivered too.
I nodded in understanding as I pointed to my bike.
"Your riding your bike?" Wooyoung asked shocked.
I nodded.
"It's cold." he said shaking his head.
"I will be fine. I will wait for you to call tonight when your coming." I said changing the subject.
"Are sure you don't want a ride?" Wooyoung asked.
"It's okay." I said.
Wooyoung slowly nodded an okay and I smiled.
"Only one more week before hyung comes." I said smiling wider.
Wooyoung nodded.
"Coming to nag at us to get him sodas again." he said as he made a face.
I laughed and nodded.
"I already made sure to buy a lot of his favorite sodas."
"Jang Wooyoung!"
"That's me." Wooyoung said waving bye to me as he hurried to Soyoungs car.
I laughed and waved back as I shook my head at Soyoung.
"That girl can be really loud." I said as I started my ride home.
"Empty as usual."
I sighed and shivered one last time as I closed the door to my apartment.
"What should I eat?" I asked myself as I pulled open the fridge.
I stood in front of the fridge for more than a minute looking at everything starting from leftovers to takeout.
Finally after another minute passed I decided on some ramen.
Thirty minutes later and I finished eating and washing the dishes.
"Time to get ready." I said to myself as I walked upstairs to shower.
I received a call from my mom apologizing that she didn't leave food for me.
I told her it was okay and sighed as she hung up.
I finished everything before Wooyoung was supposed to call and laid on my bed until the time for Wooyoung to call passed.
"Did he cancel?" I asked myself as I tried to remember if he canceled.
I shook my head no.
He didn't cancel at all.
I waited another hour before finally getting restless and calling Wooyoung.
If he didn't come at any second I would feel more worried than I am.
The phone rang twice before a high pitched girls voice rang through my ears.
"Hello?" Soyoung said.
"It's Junho can I-" I quickly said.
"Junho!" she yelled interrupting me. "I've been waiting for your call you nice guy." she said.
"Uhh...can I talk to Wooyoung?" I asked suspiciously.
She voice sounded happier than usual, meaning she wanted something.
"Please wait a minute. I'll get him." she said quickly.
'Is she going crazy?' I thought as I heard her loud footsteps.
Since when has Jang Soyoung ever said please to me.
"It's Junho!" Soyoung suddenly screamed as she knocked on a door.
The sound of water turned off.
I find it funny how I can always hear everything going on in their house when I call or Wooyoung calls.
'Ah, he's in the shower.' I thought.
It took just a few second before Wooyoung came on the phone.
"Sorry...I was just worried because you said you would call but I didn't get it." I said to Wooyoung.
"I'm sorry." Wooyoung apologized.
'So he did cancel.' I automatically thought as I mentally sighed.
A very short silence passed between us.
"What happened?" I asked.
"Something...just came up." Wooyoung replied me in a guilty voice.
"Oh...it's funny that when we plan something...something else comes up for both of us." I said chuckling.
"I know and I'm sorry but I want you to come with me if you have nothing to do." Wooyoung suddenly said.
I sighed and fell on my bed.
'Not like I do have anything better to do.' I thought.
"What came up?" I asked.
"Remember how I said I need to ask Soyoung for money for the dance class..." Wooyoung said.
"My parents said they would give you the money." I said.
"I don't want them to do that." Wooyoung replied me. "It's okay...Soyoung said she will pay for me."
I waited only a little bit before talking.
"So where are we going?" I asked.
"A concert." Wooyoung said slowly.
"Concert? Okay, That will work. Where to?" I asked.
"Don't be mad....It's the group that Soyoung really likes." Wooyoung said.
'The group that Soyoung likes?' I thought.
"2PM" I said.
"I need to get an autograph from that leader." Wooyoung said.
"That's all? Maybe we can still make that movie at midnight. I thought you hated that group." I said as I got up to find my shoes and jacket.
"I do...but this is not the worst of it Junho." Wooyoung said sounding a bit embarrassed.
"What?" I asked.
"I don't want to be seen so I'm disguised." Wooyoung said.
"Dis-"
"Did you tell him yet?" Soyoungs voice made me stop what I was about to say.
"Tell her I can hear her. What is it you need to tell me?" I asked.
A long pause proceeded.
"Just tell him." I heard Soyoung say.
"I'm not wearing makeup." Wooyoung said.
"Makeup?" I said with curiosity
"Wait." Wooyoung said.
"What is-"
Before I could finish once again a high pitched voice rang through the phone as Soyoung talked to me fast.
"Wooyoung is disguising himself as a girl to go to a concert to get me an autograph so he needs you to pretend to be his fake boyfriend." Soyoung quickly said.
"Fake boyfriend?" I said.
"Yeah." Soyoung said.
"And he is willing to do this for the money? Why doesn't he let my mom and dad help" I asked.
Soyoung didn't reply.
I sighed and nodded.
"Okay I will be there." I said.
"Okay! Bye." Soyoung said excitedly as she hung up the phone.
"I can't believe Wooyoung is doing this." I said as I put on my shoes and grabbed my jacket and scarf.
When I stepped outside the cold air hit my face hard.
"Why am I walking in this?" I said groaning to myself.
I arrived at the bus stop exactly when it arrived and ten minutes later I stood in front of Wooyoungs apartment building complex.
I stood for exactly another five minutes before two figures came running out of the building.
'Soyoung.' I thought. 'But who's that?' I wondered.
I stared at Wooyoung as he came up with his sister.
He looked weird, not exactly girly but not like a boy either.
What I noticed mostly was his chest.
"What?" Wooyoung asked with a annoyed voice.
'Should I ask?' I thought.
"Are those.."
"Fake." Wooyoung quickly said. "She stuffed a shirt up my shirt and made me wear a-"
I quickly interrupting him by putting my hands up.
'Thats enough information.' I thought.
"I don't...want to know." I said smiling.
"Junho this is Kim MinWoo your girlfriend...doesn't MinWoo look like a girl? Because MinWoo thinks she looks like a boy dressed in girls cloths." Soyoung suddenly said.
"Noona..." Wooyoung whined and I chuckled.
'Kim MinWoo?' I thought. 'It suits him.'
"Except when he talks...I would of been fooled." I said.
"Stop lying." Wooyoung groaned.
"No...really." I said trying to not laugh at his whining.
Wooyoung did the only thing he usually does, ignore you and walk away.
I watched as he walked towards Soyoungs car.
He turned back to look at us and Soyoung laughed as I stood speechless.
"Ok. Let's go." Soyoung suddenly said as she took my hand and started pulling me towards where Wooyoung stood.
It took another two hours of silence for us to get to the place where the concert is always held at.
The front entrance looked packed with screaming fangirls.
"This is not going to work.." Wooyoung groaned besides me and I mentally sighed.
He's right.' I thought to myself.
"Don't start backing down now. We are already here. Junho will be with you too." Soyoung said as she stopped the car.
"You two will have to walk." she continued.
"If we get sick you are paying for our medicine and soup." Wooyoung said.
"It's not that cold Wooyoung and I won't be able to afford that." Soyoung replied to him.
Wooyoung turned to me and sighed.
A short silence passed between the three of us.
"You two ready to act?" Soyoung asked finally as she turned to look at us.
"I'm telling you this won't work because my disguise looks stupid and I will be caught. So when I don't get the autograph you still need to pay me." Wooyoung said.
"I'll pay you Woo. I would of given you the money anyway but I really want that autograph. You know how much I love 2PM. Come on...do this for your sister." Soyoung said to him.
I watched as the two talked, not knowing what to say at all.
"I am doing it." Wooyoung said.
He gave me sign to get out and I nodded and started getting out of the car.
We were almost out when Soyoung stopped us..
"Wait. Here. Don't forget these." she said handing three bags to me.
"The blue is for Taecyeon. The red for Nichkhun and the green for Chansung." she said.
I nodded and took the bags.
"You better get going. Take care of yourselves and call me when ever. I'll try to call you too." Soyoung said smiling to both of us.
I nodded for the third time and patted Wooyoungs shoulder.
We both continued out of the car.
'Why do his legs look so smooth?' I thought to myself as we got out the car.
I couldn't help but wonder so I asked.
"Did you shave?" I asked.
Wooyoung stepped back and glared at me.
"Why are you looking at me legs?" he asked with anger in his voice.
I was taken back and shocked.
Wooyoung never really gets angry, maybe annoyed but not angry.
I was about to say something when he started laughing.
I realize it a few minutes later and hit his shoulder in annoyance.
"My acting is good." Wooyoung said.
I didn't reply him.
'I thought you were really angry.' I thought.
Out of any of us...I think the only two people that have seen Wooyoung angry is his parents.
I dot even think he shows Soyoung.
"Don't be angry. I didn't shave. My legs look like this on their own." Wooyoungsaid.
"Ah.." I said nodding.
"If you look closer you will see hair." he said.
I nodded a okay.
He smiled and messed with the skirt he wore before taking off his bag.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
Wooyoung looked around before turning to me.
"I brought jeans." he said as he unzipped his bag and pulled them out.
I couldn't help but laugh as I helped him find a place to change.
"She went way too far." Wooyoung said shivering.
I stared as he shivered and tried to put on his cloths he brought.
"Please don't tell anyone about this. Especially hyung." he suddenly said.
"Junsu hyung will laugh but I'm sure he won't care." I said.
"Just don't tell him please." Wooyoung begged as he put something in his bag.
I nodded.
"How do I look?" he asked me.
"Flat chested." I said jokingly. "But surprisingly you look a little girly. Maybe it's the wig." I said.
"I guess the wig is enough." Wooyoung agreed.
"Okay let's go then." I said.
I started my way out from our hidden spot and Wooyoung followed me.
"Why does Soyoung have two tickets?" I asked as the thought suddenly came into my head.
Wooyoung stopped as he put his jacket on.
"She bought one but...I don't know where she got the other one but maybe that friend she works with because both of them have to work tonight." Wooyoung said.
"That reminds me, my parents want to ask if you two are okay." I took the chance to ask again.
I always ask this and I know it annoys Wooyoung but I always worry too.
"We are." Wooyoung replied me.
"I know you don't like me asking but my parents really just want to help." I said.
Wooyoung stopped again and looked at me.
"We're really okay." he said smiling.
'No your not.' I thought as I saw his smile fade a little.
I nodded and smiled back anyway.
'I can't force you.' I thought.
"I'll tell you when I think Soyoung can't make it anymore but I think she will always find a way to make it herself." Wooyoung said smiling.
"That's Jang Soyoung for you." I said after snapping from my thoughts.
"You two! Tickets!"
A tall muscled guy stopped us at the entrance of the stadium and stuck his hand out.
That was the end of our discussion.
"Oh." Wooyoung said looking confused for a second.
"We have them." I quickly said as I remembered his disguise.
I handed the guy our tickets and only a few seconds later our hands had red wrist bands.
The told us to go inside and I nodded.
"It's crowded. Front row will be tough to get to." he yelled to us.
"Front row...I'm kind of regretting this now." Wooyoung whined.
"We can go back." I suggested.
Wooyoung looked like he thought about it for a few minutes before shaking his head no.
"I promised her...and if I want this money then I need to do this. Besides I'm already dressed up like this." he said.
I nodded as we stepped into a big stadium full of screaming girls.
"I really want to get a job!" Wooyoung screamed as he chuckled.
"Why don't you?" I asked.
Something I've always wanted to ask actually but never have gotten a chance to.
"Soyoung won't let me until I'm done with school. It's what...it's what my mom wanted." Wooyoung said.
He said the last part really low but I seemed to hear it.
I nodded.
We pushed past a bunch of people which was really hard for both of us.
We reached our seats in thirty minutes.
"Thirty minutes of being pushed around at a concert I don't even want to be at." Wooyoung said angrily.
I knew it was his annoyed angry voice though.
"Calm down Woo. I know you don't want to do this so I'll record it for you okay?" I said feeling bad for him.
"Thanks. You are too good to me." Wooyoung said.
"Remember we are best friends Youngie hyung." I said smiling.
"Don't call me hyung I'm only a few months older. I hate that." Wooyoung said with a annoyed anger.
"Your the total opposite of Junsu hyung." I said laughing.
Wooyoung laughed with me and nodded.
We sat for a while longer before the guys appeared on the stage.
The concert started once they introduced themselves and a man talked for a little bit.
They went throughout seven songs exactly before a different man come up on stage and started announcing something about a winning segment.
I heard more about it from a few girls sitting next to Wooyoung.
"It's amazing how girls can talk." Wooyoung whispered to me.
I nodded and we both laughed.
The man continued talking and I turned back to the stage.
"I hope we don't win." I said after hearin them go into more detail "I dot want to go up there and I know you don't either."
Wooyoung didn't reply and I didn't turn to him.
The man started calling out the numbers quick.
"256309861...5!"
My eyes went wide as I stared at Wooyoungs ticket with his name I wrote earlier on it.
"Woo..." I heard myself say.
Wooyoung didn't reply.
"Youngie.." I said again this time turning to him.
He had his eyes closed and he ignored me again.
"MinWoo!" I finally screamed as I shook Wooyougs shoulder.
He opened his eyes and turned to me wide eyed.
I showed him his ticket.
"What?" he said.
"You...you won." I said.
Wooyoung stared at me for a long time before shaking his head and looking at the ticket again.
"Mrs...MinWoo.." someone said.
Wooyoung turned to the stage and I soon realized his blushed face.
He looked for a short time before turning back to me.
"Go up." I said.
"I can't...it's not your ticket?" he whispered to me.
"It's not." I said as I showed him his name I scribbled on the ticket.
Wooyoung just stared at the ticket and that is when I heard the girls getting annoyed.
"What are you doing idiot!?" someone yelled clearly.
"Miss MinWoo.." someone up stage said again.
Wooyoung took the ticket from me and stared at me hard for a long time.
I thought he was stuck and was about to say something when he himself quickly handed the ticket to someone besides me.
The girl smiled wide with shock on her face as she ran quickly towards the stage.
With that I turned back to Wooyoung and he covered his whole face.
I sighed in understanding and covered him too.
We stayed like that for a few minutes and with that the concert continued again.
Wooyoung didn't even lift his head before it started.
They sang three more songs before stopping again to announce another segment.
"I have a bad feeling about this." Wooyoung said.
'Me too.' I said.
Wooyoung yawned as I stared at the stage.
The girls screams started getting higher by the second.
They were going wild.
"Here." I said to Wooyoung as I pushed him closer to my seat and away from the most violent of the fans.
"Your such a good friend." Wooyoung whispered.
It's okay Woo." I replied as I turned back to the stage.
"We will start with Chansung!" someone announced.
It took the guy a while to choose.
Then the next guy Nichkhun chose.
There was only one more guy left.
Taecyeon.
"Next week?" Wooyoung suddenly said turning to me.
'Ah...movies.' I thought.
I smiled and nodded. "Next week." I said yawning.
"I know...I'm tired too. Sorry for dragging you into this." Wooyoung said.
"No, it's-"
"MinWoo!"
I quickly looked up at the stage and back to Wooyoung and then back to the stage.
"Woo!" I yelled." I mean MinWoo!" I said as I pointed to the stage.
"Wha-"
Wooyoung turned and looked at the stage.
"I choose you." the guy named Taecyeon said.
The girls started again.
'What is he doing?' I wondered.
Wooyoung kept staring at the stage for a long time before shaking his head no and turning towards me.
It's the first I've seen Wooyoung embarrassed more than once.
I stared at Wooyoung back.
"MinWoo.." the Taecyeon guy said.
"Junho? Tell him I don't want to." Wooyoung whispered to me.
I nodded and quickly turned back to the stage.
"Uhh...he...she says no thank you." I stuttered.
"I choose her." Taecyeon said.
"She...really doesn't want to be chosen." I said.
"Are you her boyfriend?" Taecyeon asked me.
"No." I said.
'Yes you are!' I screamed in my head.
"I mean yes." I said cursing myself.
"Okay then...tell MinWoo-sshi that I will give her the gift basket and that I will see her a little later for the hug and the three questions." Taecyeon said.
I nodded an okay as the basket was handed to me.
The other girls got their presents as the concert continued and then finally finished.
"Finally!" Wooyoung screamed as we headed out of the stadium.
Wooyoung was pushed a lot and we knew why.
Next was the autographs.
I spotted Wooyoung in his bag.
"What are you doing?" I asked as we made our way more quickly out of the stadium.
"Writing to school because we are going to die from this cold." Wooyoung said shivering as he took out a pen and paper.
He started writing when we stopped to fix his jacket.
The notepad and pen fell.
"I'm not going to lie, it is cold." I said as I picked up the notepad and pen.
Wooyoung didn't reply but led me into a line.
"How are we supposed to get the signatures and get back home early?" he asked.
"This is where we use our soccer and dance skills." I found myself saying.
Wooyoung turned to me smiling.
I smiled back.
Someone then pushed Wooyoung and I helped by pulling him closer to me, which ended up being me who was also pushed.
"You owe me big." I whispered.
Wooyoung looked like he was about to say something when cheers started.
"They're here." I said. "Get ready!" I yelled to Wooyoung.
"I can't believe we are doing this." Wooyoung said.
I laughed and pushed him towards the gate.
The three guys stood on the other side as they greeted us.
It got louder as they introduced themselves.
"We are glad to receive as many fans as we have for this small concert. Thank you for all coming today. I am happy to see all of these pretty faces out here." one of them said.
Wooyoung hit me on the arm suddenly as he giggled.
I turned to him and gave him a face.
"Oh you pretty face." he said.
I scowled and couldn't help but feel my face heat up as a image of Junsu hyung saying that popped up.
"I'm not dressed like a girl." I finally managed to say.
"Hey." I Wooyoung said.
I laughed and Wooyoung too.
As we laughed, someone announced the gates would be opening.
Three long tables were set up and each guy sat at each table.
"We're closer to Chansung. We will have to go to him first." I said as I noticed the big looking guy at his seat.
Wooyoung nodded.
"Get ready." I whispered.
We quickly pushed and slid by angry, fan crazed girls all the way to Chansungs table.
We made it probably tenth in line.
"Look at the line for him." Wooyoung suddenly said.
I turned to look at what he was talking about.
Taecyeons line was filled to the maximum.
"He's staring at me." Wooyoung whispered.
"Maybe he fell in love with Min-"
"Don't even." Wooyoung interrupted my joke "I don't like that guy at all. He annoys me." he said.
"I was just joking." I said laughing.
We continued that with silence and it seemed to take a long time to get fifth in line and still on Chansungs.
"What time is it?" Wooyoung asked.
"12 a.m." I replied as I took a look at my phone, which had more caps than I could count from my parents.
I didn't say anything to Wooyoung.
He sighed.
"By the time we get out it will be 2am." I said.
"We are both dead." Wooyoung said "I'm sorry. I will tell your parents it is my fault."
"You don't have to. We are in this together." I said smiling.
Before I could react, Wooyoung had me in a tight hug.
"Ohhh...your so cute." he said as he pinched my cheek.
"Hey, I'm only a few months younger." I said with annoyance in my voice.
"I change my mind, you should call me hyung now."
Wooyoung said.
"Ok Woo." I said smiling.
Wooyoung sighed and shook his head.
"We only call Junsu hyung." I said.
"He would kill us if we didn't." Wooyoung replied.
We both laughed as we moved through the line.
Three minutes later and we stood in front of Chansung of 2PM.
He greeted both of us and I greeted back.
"This is for you. From her." I quickly said as I handed Soyoungs gift to Chansung.
A woman behind him took it from me.
Wooyoung then handed him the cd.
"Can you please sign for her. It's to Jang Soyoung." I said smiling.
"Soyoung? I thought her name is MinWoo-sshi?" Chansung said signing it anyway.
"It's for her sister." I said.
"Ahh." Chansung said nodding.
He finished a minute later and I took the cd and bowed a thank you.
'Quick and fast. Hope the others are like that.' I thought.
We decided to go to Nichkhuns line next and it went the same way with him, thought he ended up asking unnecessary questions I tried my hardest to avoid.
When we finally made it out of Nichkhuns line I felt exhausted.
We stood another hour to get to third in Taecyeons line.
By this time though, most people had left.
"Only him and we are done for the night." I said.
"What time is it?" Wooyoung whispered.
"Almost 2am." I said showing Wooyoung my phone.
He sighed.
"Want me to call her?" I asked.
Wooyoung nodded quickly.
I took the chance to call Soyoung.
I got a hold of her quickly and she told me to wait.
I turned to Wooyoung and nodded.
"She's on her way. She has only a few more minutes of work." I said.
"How many calls from your parents?" Wooyoung asked quietly.
"You don't want to know." I said sighing.
'The night I go out, they come home early.' I thought.
"I'll apologize for you and try to not get you in trouble." Wooyoung said.
"They are probably more worried than mad...about both of us. They called Soyoung ten times and even wanted to pick us up." I said repeating what Soyoung told me.
"Call them." Wooyoung said.
"But-"
"Call them." he said again.
I looked at him for a Lon time before sighing and giving in.
I took out my phone and dialed my mom.
She picked up on first ring.
I didn't even realize that we stood in front of Taecyeon as I started talking.
"MinWoo." Taecyeon said to Wooyoung.
I didn't what to do but hand the guy his present as I tried to calm my mom down.
"Hol...hold on umma...We need one sign on the cd and one on the poster please. It's for Jang Soyoung." I said quickly before focusing back on the phone call.
"Your MinWoo right?" he asked Wooyoung.
"Umma...hold on umma...Please sign it out for Jang Soyoung." I said again before going back on the phone with my mom.
"Why are you talking for her?" Taecyeon asked me.
"She can't right now." I said quickly pointing to the poster. "No...no I'm not with a girl...I mean yes I am but-"
I turned to Wooyoung quick before turning back to Taecyeon.
I tried to calm my mom down only to have they guy, Taecyeon start standing up.
"Your hug and three questions." he said to Wooyoung.
'What is wrong with this guy!' I yelled in my head.
"Umma...I got to go...really....no Soyoung is about to pick us up...no he's doing something...wait mom...but-"
I watched as Wooyoung frantically shook his head and I tried to get my mom off the phone.
"He...She doesn't want a hug." I said to Taecyeon.
Wooyoung looked from me to Taecyeon before taking the phone away from me.
"Yeboseyo...umma." he said quickly smiling.
I sighed relief as I turned to Taecyeon.
"She doesn't want the hug or any of that. Just the signature." I said to him.
"I don't understand why you don't want it." Taecyeon said stepping away from his table.
Some woman tried to stop him then.
I watched as Wooyoung walked back and I took a step forward.
"Oppa!!" the girls behind Wooyoung yelled and everyone from both other lines stopped to look over.
"Taecyeon-sshi be careful." the woman behind the table said.
"Taecyeon-sshi!" a man also screamed.
"Umma...I...I have to go...Soyoung will bring us." Wooyoung said.
The Taecyeon guy just continued walking towards him and I took small steps not knowing what to do because Wooyoung just stood still.
"No...no noise...we are okay." he said through the phone.
A couple more steps and the Taecyeon guy stood in front of him.
I watched as Wooyoung looked up.
Something he hates to do because he hates admitting he's a little short.
"MinWoo.." I said just as some girl also screed out "Oppa!"
Everything seed to slide by my eyes quick.
The girl screaming Oppa somehow slipped by everyone and latched onto Wooyoungs wig.
My phone went straight to the floor as Wooyougs was pushed backwards.
Wooyoungs hands quickly went to holding the wig intact though.
"Oppa! Do you have girlfriend? Is this your girlfriend?" the girl screamed.
I seemed to be in a pause for those few seconds before she said that.
I moved quick towards the girl just as security came.
I tried to get the girls hands off Wooyoung when I felt Wooyoung pulling forwards.
I also spotted Taecyeons hand on his shoulders pushing him forwards and guards trying to get a hold of the girl.
I watched all this happen as finally Wooyoung lost his balance and fell forward.
Lips connected.
Time seemed to go slow as Wooyoung pushed Taecyeon off him and fell backwards to the ground.
People started screaming accusations of him being Taecyeons girlfriend as I quickly rushed to my best friend.
"Wooyoung!" I yelled forgetting all about the disguise.
"Wooyoung?" Taecyeon said.
He opened Wooyougs hands and out my phone in them.
I got to them at that second and pulled him away from Wooyoung as I grabbed what I could and pulled Wooyougs away from all the people.
"My...my first kiss..." Wooyoung said as we ran. "He stole my first kiss!" he yelled.
I couldn't look at Wooyoung as he cried.
I felt like I was invading his privacy.
Even when he cries for his parents, he wants no one to know.
I didn't look at his face, I couldn't.
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I found us a place to hide as I sat down on the cold cement.
I didn't look at Wooyougs face as I called Soyoung.
He stood in silence and I sat in silence.
It took Soyoung a little bit of time to come pick us up.
"What happened?" she asked.
"Something that I can't say. I could only save the signed cd and my phone though." I said.
Soyoung didn't say anything after that.
I was dropped off at home and yelled at.
I got in trouble and forbidden from going anywhere or seeing anyone for a week.
Soyoung was also yelled at but my parents just told her to take better care of Wooyoung.
I watched as she left after the screaming.
She apologized more than I did.
After the doors closed and mom hugged me and cried, I took a shower and went to sleep hoping Wooyoung was okay.
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A/N late? sorry :(